i’m screwed.. it’s the end.. it’s really the end.. i’m SO going to fail everything.. it’s seriously the end for chem.. same case for phy.. haven’t even passed amath.. bio is.. i dunno.. i really dunno.. chinese died-ed.. geog’s coming soon too.. it’s already a known fact that i won’t do well for it.. i can’t deceive myself any further.. i KNOW very well what’s going to happen next.. i’m going to lose my a1 for all my 4 subjs.. soo obv.. there’s no indication AT ALL that tells me that i’m going to do well for them.. it’s the end.. all the signs points towards the ever growing possibility that i’m going to fail everything..

i really don’t know what to do now.. my first three mths shall just be spent working or something.. fan zhen I probably won’t be able to go anywhere with my crappy kind of grades.. i KNOW that they’re all horrid.. don’t need to tell me.. even a fool can tell... i really don’t know what to do anymore.. chem. has failed me the most.. totally demoralizing.. i really don’t know what to do anymore.. it’s like this idiotic state of depression.. it’s really the end of everything if I don’t get my a1 for chem… and that IS highly Unlikely now.. so yeah.. i’ve nothing much to say.. just so frustrated.. i knew that my results were going to be bad.. but not THAT horrible.. it’s gone.. all gone.. everything’s over.. it’s the end….. *sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

haven’t blogged for awhile yeah… shall start with monday.. emath.. sucked as usual.. nothing to be surprised about that.. haha.. yeah.. a horrible as usual.. yeah.. *sigh* it was pretty hard.. nothing much to comment about that.. haha..

tuesday.. chemistry… gosh i swear that they’ve gone NUTS!!! the paper was soooo freaking hard!!! gosh.. the mcq was like.. *shakes head* the mcq.. haiz.. just looked at the first qn and shaked my headf.. figured that it was going to be a difficult paper.. like seriously difficult.. even the june o level paper was well so freaking easy manz.. was unsure of SO MANY questions that i didn’t know whether i should laugh at myself for being sooo stupid or to just cry.. haha.. the main paper was as bad as expected i suppose.. EVERYTHING i predicted that would come out came out.. *shakes head in despair* if i only trusted myself.. lost so many marks because of that manz… saddening.. my chemmmmm!!! *wails*

wed.. geog.. was so weird i suppose.. they forgot to print a page for us.. so i rushed through the tourism qn so that I could do the qn they missed printing after that.. haiz.. *shakes head again* i missed part of the question.. 6 WHOLE FREAKING MARKS can?! arggh.. i only lost a total of one mark for the mid years n how i’m losing 6 freaking marks over nothing?! unfairness!!! i don’t care.. maybe i’ll try asking her for something or i dunno larhz.. but losing 6 marks just like that is very xing tong can.. 6/50 leh.. 12%.. haiz.. dunno larhz.. so irritating.. didn’t even know that I missed it till rarrrrhhhh winnnn told me that there was a following qn… *screams in hysteria*

thursday.. amath.. wasn’t THAT bad i suppose.. but nonetheless still horrid.. nevermind.. i’d go into hysteria if i even get an a anyway.. never got that for a major exam before right.. so yeah.. haiz.. at least my supposed straight line graph is actually nice and STRAIGHT!!! was relatively impressed.. could do the relative velocity thing too!!! *cheers* ahaha.. yeah then after that, chi was impressive too.. haven’t exactly studied it for months.. but still knew all the han zi and the zhao ju.. so happy! totally impressed with myself.. hahaha.. :) but the compre was dead hard.. compre usually pulls me up manz.. what happened?! haiz… nevermind.. *gives up* yeah finally managed to tape rarrrhh hueeeiiii’s delirious advert thing.. most of it that is.. haha.. good.. less heart attacks from hearing it now.. ahaha..

friday.. emath.. okay i suppose.. rushed through cos i thought that i wouldn’t have enough time to finish.. ended up with like.. half an hour extra.. ahaha…proves that my estimation really cannot make it.. haha.. yeah. .anyway, went to check my answers for once.. realized that i committed SO MANY mistakes manz.. gave me a biggg heart attack.. ahaha.. well.. I do have some more mistakes that i didn’t realize in time so yeah.. good thing I saw those.. or else ah.. *shakes head* really fail already.. aahaha.. yeah went out with rarrrhhh hueeeiii, rarrrhhhh winnnn, hazel n eunice after emath.. went to the twins’ hse to change.. yeah then went to cineplex to watch dodgeball.. aahaha.. such a SICK show manz.. ben stiller was… gosh.. disgusting.. esp the inflatable crutch thing.. totally gruesome.. sick show.. but funny. .haha.. met lots of ij pple.. carol n all twice sumore.. met marilyn n wanli too.. haha.. yeah.. damn cool.. ahahaha.. went to hmv.. rarrrhh hueeeii n i ah.. haha.. we listened to songs until we could hardly hear ourselves after that.. ahaha.the music was sooo loud manz.. ahaha.. so funny.. went to marche to eat.. nothing great about that place though.. haha.. oh wellz.. erm yeah.. went to paragon.. haha.. then to taka.. haha.. had dairy queen!! blizzard.. oreo n cheesecake.. but he forgot to add the cheese cake.. :S aahaha.. oh wellz.. no comment.. ahaha.. whoa.. so fun manz.. ahaha.. :) totally enjoyed myself..

okay.. thoughts after the prelims.. first.. it’s the end.. i’m so NOT going to go anywhere for the first three mths with my prelim grades.. i doubt i can go anywhere.. ahaha.. mite as well go n work? ahaha.. i’m wayyy too careless.. yeah.. totally.. can miss questions again.. for emath too..hmm i think that i should xie tian xie di if I can even qualify for cjc manz.. haha.. yeah.. haiz.. i’m not optimistic at all for the prelims.. so yeah.. same goes for the o levels now.. i think that i’m just screwed.. full stop.. haiz.. i really don’t know what else to think now..just glad that all this crap is over. .going to have “hell of a time” when we get our papers back next week manz.. oh wellz.. for now.. enjoyyyy!!! wahahaha.. :p

okay.. haha..shall start with monday first… a math was okay.. not much of a comment on it.. just that some qns were simply UNdo-able! hahaha.. erm chi compo.. ying yong wen was okay.. but the main compo again.. I seriously think that i chose the wrong qn to do.. :( die manz.. later……. again cos of the main compo.. :( haiz.. n yeah I lost my chi dict mins before the exam can.. super suspicious.. i left it in my class.. which is also used for the chi exam.. went to search for it.. wasn’t anywhere.. then after the exam, the dictionary miraculously appeared under the table which i had searched prior to that right.. what rubbish.. i bet someone took my dict n used it.. gd thing there was a dictionary next to my exam sit manz.. or i’d have been so screwed manz.. urggh.. yeah.. totally nothing to say about that.. nothing nice to say about it anyway so yeah..

tuesday.. chem. pract.. was okay i suppose.. but the first qn ah.. sth wrong with my reagent ah? seems to produce weird answers.. maybe it’s contaminated… :( hahaha.. yeah nearly made the stupidest mistake in my life for it too.. seriously wanted to burst out laughing when i realized what i was writing.. haha.. shan’t elaborate on it.. haha.. still makes me crack up in laughter.. haha..

today.. bio.. freaky manz.. i finished the mcq in less than 20 mins.. hahaha… then i was so out of time when i was doing the essay qn.. ahaha.. rushed like crazy.. realized that i left two blanks later.. :( oh wellz.. what’s done is done.. shan’t think about it.. just that.. whoa.. very ke xi manz.. the 10 marks qn.. i forgot to read it before the exam.. was planning to.. then it came out right.. 10 mks some more.. :’( no choice larhz.. guessed out all the events.. crap.. anyhow guess the enzymes too right.. i just pray that majority of it is correct manz.. haiz.. so rushed for time.. :( oh well… some good news though! I FOUND my shou che!!! so happy.. haha.. shan’t study today!!! too mentally tired from bio.. always am.. ahahaha.. won’t study for like the nx 10 years because of it.. hahaha… going to fail everything that comes after bio manz.. haha.. anyway, i wanna playyyy tennis! ahahahahaha.. although I still dunno how to.. but yeah.. hahaha.. so many nice shows today!!! :D ahaha.. oh yeah… just had ice cream! cookies n cream!!!! simply luvvv it! ahahaha.. i’m crazieeee… must be the after effects of reading bio… :s ahaha..

okok.. time to update.. yeah I know.. haha.. erm okay.. what’s happened? Nothing much actually.. kind of wasted half a week of the holidays in front of the tv and the computer.. haha.. eh.. what else.. oh yeah more people to thank.. haha.. thanks to the sec3 bballers for the monkey thing! looks so smart.ahem.. just like meee!!! :D ahaha.. yeah… thanks xt for asterix!!! the bright pink star shaped mogu-like pillow!!! :D thanks cheryl for the drink which.. well.. could have lead to the underage possession of alcohol thing.. what rubbish.. haha.. :p not planning to drink it anytime soon though.. ahaha.. erms.. anyone else? eh.. ahaha.. i LOST my chi shou che! Intelligent ol me!!! i’m sooo screwed!!! blah.. oh wellz.. haha.. went for a math lessons the past two days in sch.. very enlightening as usual I suppose considering the fact that I seem to know nothing.. haha.. chem. Was a bore though.. lousy attention span.. haha.. oh wellz.. still wasting time out here.. I’m so screwed can.. I’m going to fail EVERYthing after the hols.. that’s baddd… arggh.. :( so saddening.. :(

physics exam sucked.. totally sucked.. i feel as if i screwed it up bigg time.. oh well.. what’s done is done.. all I can do about it is to whine.. so here i am.. section c!!! omg.. i couldn’t solve the stupid qn.. then i’d only have like 5 mks.. so I desperately tried to do the other qn within like what less than 10 mins.. crazy right.. n it’s so hard somemore.. some ultrasound thing.. :( crap.. it’s the end.. :(

oh wellz.. the mcq also.. *looks at rae hui* the bubbleeee!!! cheated our feelings!!! stupiddd bubble… blah blah blah.. looks like ur losing the bet cheryl.. losing.. seriously.. :( argghhhhhhhhhhh.. blah.. anyway, nessa, soph, xt n i went to pastamania for lunch for lunch.. haha.. n we met kai qin n all there.. haha.. so funnaye.. yeah.. mum sent me my stuff.. then it was off to xt’s hse.. haha.. we played table tennis.. haha.. improving improving.. was so hilarious.. haha.. then rae hui joined us for tennis.. so fun n funaye!!!!!!!!!! wahaha.. I simply luvvvvv tennis!!! :D yeah manz.. tennis rocks! following in the footsteps of ferrero! haha..

whee~~ yeah then rae hui n i went to buy slurpees from 7 eleven.. n they gave us some hair colour spray thing.. got the blue one.. then we started trying it out at the busstop.. was sooo dark.. so we couldn’t see it.. haha… so we sprayed so much.. so smellyyyyy.. haha.. yeah then when we got back we could see it sooo clearly.. haha.. but it was still so smelly.. haha.. started taking photos of it.. haha.. so funny.. yeah.. so funnnn.. we SO have to do it again.. thanks xt for letting us play there..haha.. n rae hui for giving me a lift hm!!! haha.. we SERIOUSLY have to do it again manz!!! :D:D:D