ahh.. had the eng mid yr today.. crap crap crap.. wrote complete rubbish.. as in like total crap manz.. wrote no1 for the compo.. like half the world did that topic as well.. that’s not good.. considering the fact that mine totally sucked.. it’s abt some describe the day u dreaded but turned out ok.. erm erm erm.. I wrote something about receiving the report book back of sth.. again, half the pple who did this qn wrote abt the same thing.. no originality this yr manz.. maybe I’m just sub-conciously trying to play it safe esp since i kind of failed it last yr cos i went way out of point.. haha.. hmm..

yeah.. the situational writing was erm hmm.. un-writable.. i knew i couldn’t write a gd essay on tt once i read the question.. like no no no.. very bad.. total crap.. so much for my factual report.. was wondering what kind of crapped up facts i had that probably didn't tally at all.. oh wellz.. so much for my aim to get a a2 for english this year.. *sigh* it's a case of so near yet so far.. crap.. yeah that compre was okay.. it drew a lot more interest from me than last yr's passage on sharks or sth.. haha.. wasen't that bad.. at least it was quite do-able.. hmm.. what's overwinters btw? i think i kind of said that it was to stay through winter or sth.. oh whatever.. oh there..it means to pass or spend the winter.. okay quite close.. not bad.. haha.. the summary was quite crapped though.. kept lifting.. it was so hard to use my own words.. :'(

yeah..was kind of locked out of the house today cos i kinda forgot to erm bring the house keys out with me.. haha.. whoops.. had to wait almost 2hrs for mum to come back.. thanks! erm yeah.. fell aslp while waiting.. wahaha.. what rubbish.. okay..so i'm now 7 days- an ENTIRE week behind my schedule now.. that's very very very bad.. :(

okay..so its thursday...what have i accomplished over the last six days?! nothing much.. yeah supposed to do the ss workshop thing.. by mon.. must at least attempt to do it.. *sigh* yes and i'm not officailly six days behind my so called schedule.. what rubbish!!!

hmm..tmr's the english exam.. shall erm attempt to make a last min ditch attempt to brush up my lousy vocabulary.. it's not sen-1 enough for me.. i need vocabulary of better standard than this to be able to write a good compo; which i badly require.. yes.. haha..yeah.. as you probably are able tell from my last entry.. my english sucks!!! like zero standard manz.. my adjectival phrases thing sucks too.. crap.. i'm quite hopeless at it.. crap.. and the exam is tmr.. why didn't i do something about it earlier?! yu-3 wen-2 zhe-4 zong-3 dong-1 xi-1 si-4 bu-4 nen-2 mian-3 qiang-2 de-4; shi-4 xu-1 yao-4 tong-1 guo-4 chang-2 nian-3 lei-3 ye-4 bu-3 duan-4 de-4 nu-3 li-4 lian-4 xi-2 he-2 nu-3 li-4 er-2 zhao-4 chen-2 de-4.. omg.. why am i writing in chi?! why can't i translate it into english?! oh no oh no.. i think i've been in the chinese mode for wayyy too long.. hmm.. didn't get nice mks for chi either.. that makes it worse.. crap crap crap.. shall attempt to go watch or listen to something in english.. my gosh whats wrong with me?! what's with the chi thing?! stop thinking in chi!!! nooo....

yeah anyway all the aep pple were eh handing in their prep work..yeah supposedly the deadline is today so yeah.. uh huh cheryl was kind of rushing and attempting to finish her's.. found it quite amusing.. haha.. ii think that my chem and ss standards are dropping dramatically.. like yi-4 luo-4 qian-1 zhan-4.. that's super bad.. because these two subjs are my best subjs.. as in i don't really have to study to produce palatable grades..haha..yes i know that the word palatable should not be used in this sense but yeah.. very very very upsetting.. looks like i'd have to study for everything for the mid yrs.. and time is seriously not on my side at all.. :( okay..so i should focus my immediate attention to english right..yes i should.. later.. :P yeah in the evening.. not bad.. at least i'm actually going to attempt to study for english for the first time in my life(right?!) i'd better... i must.. arggh..

after faintly hearing my name being called, i walked up slowly and gradually with a sickening feeling of anxiety taking hold of me..each step i took felt as i was being forced to enter into a abyss of sorrow and fear..i took the piece of paper which at that time, looked like the evilest thing on earth..daring not to peek at the blood-red marks inscribed onto the top right hand side of that piece of paper.. it's a wonder how much of an impact a single stapled stack of papers could instill into me so much fear and anxiety.. as i trugged towards my seat, i could no longer resist the temptation to take a look at the score.. the moment of truth..my heart sunk.. the first digit was a four..oh how i hate the number 4! yes, i knew i had passed the chinese prelim paper.. the next digit.. omg.. below 5.. crap.. my mind defiantly refused to accept the fact that this was reality not some kind of superficious imagination..horrible, ghastly, loathesome, terrible and revolting were just some of the words running through my mind.. no.this wasen't happening.. no way.. after what seemed to me like hours, my mind finally accepted the fact that i had not at all done one bit well for the chi prelims.. yes welcome back to reality. a reality i never wanted to face. i wanted so much to cry.. but i managed to suppress my feelings and emotions because i do think that i did indeed deserve this.. why didn't start studying like maybe 3 days before hand.. why why why.. i looked around trying to find some comfort but to no avail.. soph got practically full marks for the first two pages of the paper..the worst part is that there were only 3 pages so yeah.. *upset* oh well i shall attempt to be more optimistic..its not the end of the world (or is it?!) there's still the actual o levels coming up *groaners* wellz..at least i passed eh.. :'( had bio spa today too.. was pretty okay i suppose..except the fact that i couldn't really tell the difference between the partially lilac soulton and the grey solution.. crap.. depressing.. haiz.. five days behind my schedule already.. only made it five days ago.. so yeah.. i'm sure that you can very well imagine how screwed i m.. and to think that i'm actually thinking about going to vjc or ajc.. what a joke manz.. im soooo screwed.. *sigh* this is so my life..

oh wellz..another day passes by... its tuseday already.. had the chi ca today.. crap.. i'm quite sure that i got both zhao jus before.. oh manz.. i'm very very very sure that i've done that li jie wen da before.. yeah i have.. but i can absolutely kill myself for forgetting all the answers.. remember doing it last year.. crap.. now i'd feel super bad if i failed the ca again.. yeah because i've don ethe compre before.. hmm had a math.. not tt bad..still understanding it quite a fair bit.. phy was okay as well.. had some quick revision n got both our test pprs back.. got my a1 for both.. but omg i cheryl kinda beat me for one..was kind of close but omg omg.. haha.. i was being kind of funny too.. writing the opposite of that i was thinking.. what rubbish.. haha.. beat her for the next one by a lot though.. hahaz.. makes up for that loss.. but still... arggh.. nooo... this can't be happening.. haha.. jk.. kind of..

oh english today was all about letter writing.. crap.. got my formats kind of mixed up.. haiz.. oh wellz.. yeah eng mid yr is this friday.. three more days to dooms day.. i've always thought that it is quite impossible to fail english.. but since this year, omg..failing english is totally rampant around here.. so yeah.. quite freaked out.. eng is technically not a subj i should be failing.. no wait a moment.. i'm not supposed to fail anything to start off with right.. right.. oh wellz.. mum decided to come pick me up from school today.. yeah.. went for lunch.. hmm mmm.. i don't know what to do now.. lalala.. oh there's pe tmr.. *sticks out tounge* don't like pe.. its a waste of my time.. i'd rather spent my time trying to catch up with some sleep yes.. erm there's bio spa tmr.. right.. i can so imagine myself flunking it big time.. so many food tests to be done.. haiz.. so tired.. yups can't think of anything else to say.. so yeah.. that's all.. cya..

oh it's saturday already! gosh! that's fast! haha..finally managed to fix the stupid scrolling problem btw.. *feels so accomplished* oh yeah we had the english prelim oral today..it was a billion times better than the chi one manz!! i actually think that i pretty managed to make up for yesterday's horrible chi oral screw up.. haha.. thank goodness i managed to get over the trauna os yeaterday's disaster chi oral in time manz.. the pic wasen't great.. i forgot to say loads of stuff.. so sad.. but oh wellz.. what's done is done so yeah..

before the oral, wanli, rae hui n i were laughing like crazy because of all the funny things we thought of saying.. haha.. yeah..n rae hui ask me to tell her a joke..haha..told her a couple.. haha.. omg.. she was like totally rolling about in incontrollable laughter..haha..whoops.. :p ..yeah the person outside kind of gave me the wrong pict to look at..yeah..then i had to change it to the correct one.. wth.. yeah then i spent a lot of time looking at the picture.. some ndp thing.. yeah..then i suddenly realised that there was a passage to read as well..so i kind of speed read through it.. managed to finish in time though.. *phew* thank goodness..haha.. yeah..read super fast for the passage.. that's bad btw. haha. hmm the pic was a lot better that those we used to practise with..ahaha..used a prompt question for it though..was pretty devestated.. but yeah.. hmm... the conversation.. the first question i got was about erm competition..i totally crapped out stuff to say..naturally that was not enough.. so yeah there came another prompt question..so sad..why didn't i think of that?!

the last conversation question was the best though.. no prompt questions!!! it was about my ambition.. hmm.. i declared that i had no ambition.. haha.. but yeah..still came out with some story about wanting to become a chemist because chem is such a kewl subj.. haha.. actually makes me feel smart for a while.. hmm then mr b chan actually wished me luck for my ambition thing.. i was totally taken a back by suprise.. haha.. played bball with hazel for awhile..bernie was there as well.. then xiao ting, fidelis, avalene, wenli, yu ting n her friend to the macs at bradell to have "breakfast".. haha.. apparently xiao ting n wenli kind of had the pictures that we had for oral with them.. given by their tutor.. wth.. how very unfair..haha..oh wellz..shouldn't complain..i don't even bother to go for eng tuitions.. haha.. yeah.. then we went back to school for a math lessons.. hmm.. yeah.. did differentiation again.. haha.. quite kewl.. mr teh is such a good teacher.. like duh right.. well he did write our math textbooks! haha.. yeah.. haha.. walked home with soph.. haha.. damn funny.. haha.. oh well.. have to go now..having tuition soon.. *shrugs* so much for my "schedule" for today.. haha.. what crap.. oh wellz there's always tmr right?! *oh no..that sounds ever so familiar!*

hey hey..i haven'y blogged for quite awhile eh.. haha.. will start form wednesday.. haha.. had the ting li prelim exam..erm it was pretty hard n erm well quite boring as well..yes..we had pe as well..we took height n weight.. wayyy bad.. shrunk again.. what crap!!! erm yeah.. had some assembly talk on the how well the school's school building fund thing is progressing..yeah n about some caring teacher thing..how come mrs low wasen't in the list?! we really should vote for her.. yeah.. i'm sure that loads of pple from 4/2 n 4/8 would agree on that.. yeah.. phy pract was cancelled.. went out with carol, vanessa tan zx n bay, ping zhen, cheryl n bao to thomson.. supposedly to eat prata.. haha.. yeah.. nothing much..

okay.. yesterday was a totally crappified day.. nothing much happened during sch.. after sch we had some bio spa thing whereby we were suposed to come up with our own experiment to investigate the nutritional value of snacks.. yeah.. cheryl n all went to see the fabric of the nation thing..i didn't go cos of the spa thing..yeah apparently only cheryl couldn't find her patch work..*sticks out tounge* aww thats just so sad..ahaha...

today was a totally follow up of the totally horrible n miserable week..yes failed the bio ca..wasn't that bad of a failing mk but mrs is sounded pretty pissed at us cos apparently we all didn't do well for the test so yeah..passed the practical that she returned though..eh forgot to bring my emath bk back..so yeah so i spent my emath lesson attempting to revise for the chi oral..totally lost for vectors anyway so yeah..phy was pretty much revision for the mid year exams..realised that i suck at kinematics..yes should attempt to do something about it..maybe tomorrow them..eng was pretty funny..haha..found out that we were mispronouncing the most fundamental words such as mother, father and garage.. uh huh..after school..crap.. the chi oral was a total nightmare..i wish i could wake up from it to find out that the chi oral is in a weeks time but yeah..i totally flunked it big time..the reading of the passage was damn bad.. never read so horribly in my entire life..i like stopped and paused for years not at the hard words but at the easiest primary school kind of chi words..so angry with myself..and the conversation..my goodness.. fail!!! got some neighbour thing..diez manz..and the idol question..the two questions i really hoped that i wouldn't get but yeah..carol got the same questions as me as well..arggh..just like last year..history repeats itself..got the qns i prayed that i never would get..what crap!!! i'm traumatised for life for chi oral..my goodness i'm so sure that i failed but yet i couldn't do anything to prevent it from happening.. what crap.. *cries* i'm so sure that i failed it!!!

oh its tuesday.. right.. okay part of nicoll highway collapsed today at around 3.30pm.. yeah.. breaking news.. pretty shocking yes.. never expected it myself.. whoa manz.. hmm.. crap..had chi ca today.. didn't study.. wasn't that bad though.. haha.. hmm..

mr wijaya taught us for phy..whoa he's damn pro..understood alomst everything he said.. haha.. thought the carol part was pretty funny though.. and vanessa bay's brillant.. haha.. hmm.. started on integration for a math..pretty ok..quite fun so far.. chem was erm interesting..mrs tay kinda thought us how to organise our time..whoops then what am i doing here right.. haha..yeah..we did some oral conversation thing for eng..my goodness..i know nuts about children manz..haiz.. so angry with myself for only finding out that i left my wallet in class only after i walked all the way til i was super close to the interchange..wth..had to go all the way back to retrive it..hmph.. *pissed with myself* how could i be so forgetful?!

yeah..there was some chem lesson after school..didn't have to attend..so yeah..i didn't.. haha..hmm wasted my entire day after that though..finally returned the books i borrowed a long time ago.. haha.. i FINALLY went to check my eyes again..nothing wrong..thank goodness.. yeah.. went to popular for a while as well..haha..had to wait for quite awhile cos they were closed til 5pm for annual stock taking..wah so lucky..once a year..n i just had to decide to go today..what luck.. yeah..wasted loads of time today..

*sigh* the exams are coming soon..thats bad..the prelim orals of chi and eng which are one after another are like this week!!! am i screwed or what..haha.. oh wellz..pray that i actually manage a pass for both..*sigh* oh well..*looks at cheryl* yeah didn't delete the i appreciate cheryl thing..haha..thought that it'd be so insincere if one moment i write it,and the next moment i delete it..so yeah..that stays..haha..must watch the news today.. have to know more about the nicoll highway incident.. haha.. oh wellz.. it's wednesday tmr.. that equals to pe..n assembly if i'm not wrong.. haha.. oh well..

ahh..its monday already..wad crap..haha..my weekends were as unproductive as usual.. hmm.. yeah.. sunday was nice.. for a while *looks at cheryl* yeah the nkf charity show thing was on too..haha..finally made time to watch a cosiderable amount of the show.. haha.. i kinda liked the suction thing on lee ming shun or sth.. haha.. looked pretty painful..haha..-thinks saddist- whoops.. haha..

*big sigh* gosh..i'm so lost for a n e math.. now.. wad rubbish.. the vectors thing *scratches head* huh? *confused* n the graph thing for a math..m i screwed or wad?! *big sigh* yes.. someone commented that i didn't look the type to fail a math.. *rolls eyes* thanks.. haha..it wad only by a bit anyway..should not have been so careless.. besides, i don't think it's counted right.. fine fine.. shall take more pride in my work next time ok..

oh yeah we had some talk abt our grades thing for physics as well.. *sigh* i realised that i do need my phy quite a fair bit for the l1r5 thing..and probably my a math too.. *sigh* that's very bad..my a math isn't really good you know.. oh whatever.. *big sigh* hmm..cheryl changed her template yesterday to some thing which said "i raced against time...but i lost".. haha.. quite funny..oh well..but it's so much better than her last template..haha..changed my template too..kind of tired of the old one..ahaha..*looks at cheryl again* it's a lot less formal don't you think..less organised too!!! oh yes.. the bus ride back home was horrid..like it was some horrible nightmare or sth..yes u prob wld have guessed by now..it was with vanessa tan zx..my gawd..she kept insulting my english, my chinese n all.. what rubbish.. even my perception of a language come under fire..what rubbish..sure sure she even asked my if i'm really taking the chi oral exam on friday..crap..*rolls eyes* so comforting..fine fine..so my chi standard has dropped quite i fail bit..but still..arggh..what's her problem..suddenly i appreciated sitting next to cheryl so much again.. crap.. seriously..what's her prob?! arggh!!! *sigh* i just realised that i've spent hours blogging and changing the template.. oh well..i shall attempt to do something constructive today.. haha..yes.. wad a joke but yeah.. haha.. highlight the word attempt.. :p

lalala..it's friday already..haha..how time seems to fly..yeah two days to sunday..don't ask me why i'm counting down to sunday but yeah..haha..the cme was so funny!!! we had to write some essay thing on what we see ourselves doing in the years to come..haha..i wrote some crap about being some sort of chemist n all..haha..cass kinda entered some kind of miss singapore universe thing..cheryl was some corporate scandel thing..yeah..everyone had some funny thing going on..wahaha..

oh yeah it's interntional friendship day thing..yeah and our class was doing cambodia..haha..so kewl..the lily stuff and all..yeha ping zhen gave each of us a flower as well..hey pz..if you're out there, big thanks for the flowers!!! haha..spent recess kind of studying with cheryl and carol for the physics test..yeah..the ca was pretty okay..and well relatively well should i say erm easy? haha..uh huh..and that mr wijaya guy took us for physics today..i realised that he's really pro!!! he only had to go through the logic gates thing once and wow everyone seemed to understand it so well!!! that guy's really multi talented manz..i bet he can teach every single subject without any problems!!! yeah..and he got a1 for higher chi rite..so impressive..bet he's from rjc!!!

after phy, we had the a math ca..omg i'm so freaking sure that i failed today's a math ca big time!!! the first question was already definately wrong..what more?! haha..oh well..i did predict that failure thing earlier on so yeah..i was kinda mentally prepared for that..wahah..thank goodness!!! oh wellz..maybe i really should attempt to do something about my a math..i seen so crapply hopeless at it!!! ahaha..so traumatising manz...

after school we had some ss workshop thing which i felt was a total waste of my time!!! i really wanted to leave halfway but yeah i didn't have a valid reason..so yeah..i don't seem to have learnt anything new at all either..*rolls eyes* i feel so enlightened.. wahaha..finally went for cyf today as well..seems to be the last session for now as well..yup had some praise and worship thing..(in which andrew didn't tell me about rite) haha..so unprepared..and we had some skit thing in which i managed to get myself quite uninvolved in..some keep a low profile thing..haha..i figure it's better for me..haha..walked back with stephanie(the cyf one) yeah we managed to talk quite a fair bit so yeah..haha..pretty kewl stuff..okay i dun seem to have anything else to blog..moreover, it's ai now so yeah.. :p

ooh..today was generally quite of a interesting day..haha..we went through some funny compo for chinese.. haha..the contents were a little exaggerated but yeah..none the less interesting..haha..i'd be super impressed with myself if i could even reproduce such a compo..so yeah..ahaha..a math was pretty fun..haha.. yeah..i actually pretty much understood almost everything..haha..for e math as well!!! *feels totally accomplished*

hmm..pe was pretty fun!! haha..we played soccer!! n we won!!! 3-2..not by much but yeah..none the less it was a pretty impressive victory..especially considering the fact that i didn't really bother to really well engage in the game cos it was so bloddy hot!!! haha..oh wellz..did manage to score 2 goals in the process too..the first one kinda impressed myself..the second one well was a penalty so yeah.. haha..lalala..but i'm still pretty happy with my erm would you call it performance?! haha..oh wellz..yeah anyway you guys rock!!! haha..

bio was so kewl!!! we had some funny experiment thing..haha..in which we each had test tubes so erm mate by yeah kinda combining the fluids inside..haha..yeah and apparently there was some std thing..haha..so kewl..and we were like trying to trace back to the person who started passing the thing..yeah..so funny..vanessy bay was so yuan wang-ed..haha..yeah..so funny..but i thought it was a pretty kewl way presenting a lesson..very erm interactive..haha..yeah..then we had a sort of concert by the asean scholars..haha..so kewl!!! very very very entertaining..ahaha..yeah..lalala...

the chem pract test was pretty kewl...considering i did do everything myself and i actually knew my qa work..haha..i always thought i pretty much sucked at qa but oh wellz..i'm not that bad at it afterall..haha..yeah then i walked to the interchange with cheryl, xiao ting, sophia and vanessa tan zx..yeah..van and i were on the bus when she started claiming that i have this british accent which i so do not have..so yeah..hmph..*sticks tounge out* i really don't!!! haha.. :p okay going to add music for cheryl's blog now.. *sigh* y m i being so nice?! *shrugs* hahaha.. jkjk...

hmm its tuesday already..that's fast...oh wellz..yeah when i got to class today, which was considerably early, the first thing i heard that there was to be a physics ca today..i was quite omg-ed.. haha..considering i spent the entire day yesterday doing nothing much..my only accomplishment is readding a book..haha.. yups..thank goodness there was no ca in the end anyway so yeah..my gosh..if there was...*yeah i know that u know what i'm going to say* yeah i'd surely fail!!! it's confirmed..aha.. okay we had a listening compre exercise for chi today.. haha..i kinda got 8/10..ahem two v great numbers..ahaha..but i realised that the listening compre was no where as easy as it used to be...n tts vv bad..

phy was pretty kewl..haha...some logic thing... haha..so fun!!! it's like some math thing or sth..but i seems so be quite erm easy..haha...that'll be until i get to the more complicated questions tt is..hmm a math was pretty understandable..*grins* that's good i suppose..haha.. yeah and we had some target setting thing..not of much use anyway...as usual, they tell me that i need to get all a1s just to maintain, not add value mind you, my value addedness thing..yes yes i know i'm still unachieving by quite a fair bit but yeah.. *sigh* i'm quite sick of hearing the fact that i need to produce a1s..*big sigh* but... i'ii try i suppose..although i don't know what to do or how to start..

yeah the bread i had for recess was gross!!!..yuck it tasted awarkward and disgusting!!! haha..no cheryl..i don't really think that you poisioned my food..haha... lalala...chem was so kewl..mrs tay went through the worksheet that i actually completed on my own..haha... yups..carol.. i didn't copy it from anyone..ahaha..yeah mrs tay's answers seemed to freakishly close to those in which i had penned down.. haha..oh well..on the bright side,i suppose that means that i'm pretty good!!! haha..jk..kinda..

yeah..then we went through some jc thing.. *sigh* yes i quite certain that my first two choices would be vjc and ajc..quite only though..might change my mind later on.. *sigh* yes i'm quite screwed..i need to produce lots of a1s..and fast...*huge sigh*but how in the world m i going to do that?! :(

ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm quite sure that i flunked the chi prelims..the compo was basically crap...i spent like 15mins deciding whether i should write the gong han or the zi han..i went to check up the entire meaning for the gong han before deciding that i should do the si han..what crap..omg n my other compo... *shakes head* my goodness..the ENTIRE compo revolved around like approximately two points...*rolls eyes*how in the world m i supposed to pass?!

arggh..the paper itself was like omg...*sigh* die manz..ok so the han zi was ok... everything else was basically crap!!! my gosh..i didn't even know how to do the very first zhao ju..so demoralising manz..thankfully the rest weren't that bad..haha...then...it was the comprehension... *rolls eyes* i spent like 45mins reading it over n over again..i kinda understood the passage... but how in the world was i supposed to answer those stupid questions?! they were so freaking hard... omg...i've never gotten it that bad for a chi compre before!!! i mean like that was absolutely horrendous!!!i'm soooo gonna fail it manz...wth..that was easily the most horrible chi exam i've sat for in my entire life...i'm so not going to retake it at the end of the year again so long as i pass this one... *groans* no freaking way...i'm so not going to go through this erm anguish again...no way... *sigh*

our school did give us hot cross buns for easter (don't see the connection but oh well) yeah.. anyway i think it's all squashed up in my bag..haha..i'll think about what i'm going to do with it later.. haha.. yeah...anyway, sophia, cheryl n i went out to get a dairy queen blizzard after the xm..haha.. they got the strawberry cheesecake one while i got the oreo one..haha.. oreo blizzard rocks!!!n that almond thing under the royalty treats *big grin-cheryl i bet you know why* haha...

yeah then cheryl got me to go to the library n we met alicia on the way..she was kinda erm lost..trying to find some opticial shop in which we never found..haha...yeah so we went to the library..yeah they were filming some chi show thing outside the lib..wth..they were like walking up n down,up n down cos they had to keep retaking the scene... looks like acting is quite a borring job after all..haha..yeah...then cheryl borrowed this book for me(i don't think i'd ever read it though) haha..whoops...yeah then i kinda made her take the 88 bus with me..haha..so she had to go to bishan just to take the mrt..haha..sounds quite senseless but yeah..haha..someone to accompany me on my erm journey home..ahaha.. oh well... *yawns* i'm tired.. haha.. omg...i didn't realise that i wrote so much..haha..big whoops...shall stop here then.. :p

omg...we ran the 2.4 run today..it was horrible!!! deproved...when i got there, they were already about to start..so i attempted to run w/o warming up..bad decision...i could lik efeel the muscle pull thing on the first round..by the third round, i really wanted to give up..all i wanted to do was to stop n walk..but then, i was already half way through..didn't want to re run it again..so i pushed myself to run.. the 5th n 6th rounds were the worst manz..i was feeling so dizzy and out of energy to run..then, constance caught up with me..n i was like quite omg-ed..no way...i so could not lose to her(sorry constance..haha..) so yeah...made sure that i managed to carry on running n pushed myself to the ending line..but the timimg was lousy..12:52min.. yeah..pretty slow..wad can i say..everything was soo blurry.i really thought i was gonna faint or something.. haha..but... haha..

yeah then it was my turn to help avalene to take her timing..it wasen't too bad..ahaha..yeah it was pretty good..then hazel came n asked me to got play bball..i was like dying but i agreed..then out of no where, my bro came n told me that my parents were waiting for me to pick me up.. haha..so like big whoops...hmm..i realised that quite a number of pple asked me for my timing today..so sad..didn't want to tell them but..oh well i'd feel quite bad well turn down their request so yeah..but i'm really quite annoyed with the fact that i deproved..this is the first time in my sec sch life that i've deproved in terms of my timing.. arggh..

oh well..this will the last time i'm going to run in my sec sch life so yeah..i've ran enough for the rest of my entire life!!! haha..hmm...i feel pretty energetic now...that's v bad..but my mind tells me that i want to sleep...this is very bad..conflicting thoughts..i'm going crazy!!! haha..

arggh..omg today was totally a day of just misses...biggg missed, mostly by 1 for 'a' s for the stupid pft..arggh..yeah i can still get my gold..but it doesn't look nice anymore..big deprovements manz..wth... arggh...is there any way; any way at all in which i can retake the stupid test?! i want my straight 'a' s..wth.. noooo..i wanna redo it!!!!i dun care..arggh..it looks so...arggh... *sigh* totally unlucky manz..i finally managed to jump at least 2.1m for the standing broad jump...n wad did i do?! i lost my stupid balance n yeah it became a fault..then my highest reading was only 1.82..1 stupid cm short of my a..wth.. *fumes* my luck totally sucks today..arggh..i dun care...

i HAVE to find a way to retake the test..hmph..cme today was pretty well boring as well..n i actually didn't understand what the stupid graph thing for chem was..for the first time..i mean like what in the world was mrs tay trying to explain to us?! i'm totally clueless about it...she's getting me all confused manz..*sigh* there wasn't bball training today either..so much for what was supposed to be my last bball training..

*big sigh* it's parent's night tonight as well..what crap..oh on the bus on the way hm, vanessa tan zh was like telling me that her chi is so much better than mine..fine larhz..wth..n she even bet against me getting an 'a' or a distinction for the chi 'o' level exam...wth..how infurating..*pissed*crap..fine...so what if she takes higher mt?! i took it before too..so yeah...wth..fine my chi may not be as great as hers but yeah..she definately didn't have to put it that was..anything is possible..arggh..she's so demoralising..even before the exam she starts telling me such crap..arggh..

for once in my entire life i have to admit that i actually think that cheryl is so much more well supportive..i mean at least she does keep me going..and she really isen't even half as demoralising as her..arggh..*sighs* are there any nice shows tonight?! noooo...what stupid day is it today?! *sighs* well at least there's something to look foreward to..it's only 2 more days to sunday..*big grin* oh well..but for now, this is a totally crapped up day..stupified actually..arggh..

omg i'm soo tired..we kinda had to run 2.4..damn my stupid timing deproved..oh wellz..*grins* but at least its still an a..haha..hmm..yeah..hmm so kewl..i finally got what i can call a good mark for chi compo..haha.. 34/50...wayy kewl..its the closest i've been to the 70/100 highest in sec2..haha..oh well..my chi has deproved by so much..haha..today's chi ca was pretty crapped up too..was so tired tt i kinda nearly fell aslp..haha n i rote a zhao ju tts opposite of the meaning of the word..i knew the meaning.. *groans* but what happened?! *wails* my entire 3mks gone for nothing!!! arggh..wad if i fail cos of tt?! id freak out big time manz..oh wellz..haha..bio was quite funny..haha..finally passed my first bio test this yr..so happy..n it wasen't too bad as well..haha... 14/20..wayy kewl.. *happy* i miscalculated at first..haha..thought i failed by a mark..haha..oh wellz..lalala... *grins* oh wellz..i have chi tuition later..*groans* i don't want to go but i'd feel so bad for not going cos i already skipped it last week..haha.. oh tmr's to pft 5 items..yuck..not good..haha..n its the last bball training for me as well..haha..awww... but yeah..not my choice anyway so yeah..haha..mum came to drive me back home today..i was delighted..haha..its such a hottt day today.. *sigh* okay..i'm really tired..don't wanna type anymore.. haha..shall attempt to go to slp...haha..nitez...