okay. went back to ij for bball training today. with chin fang and hazel. haha. yeah. suprised? hahahaha... still pretty happy about leaving the sch btw. haha. i'm horrible. haha. yeah. anyway, they had some friendly match thing with naval base sec. the guys. interesting. yups. erm. i didn't exactly train much i suppose. just a bit. i'm soo lazy. haha. yeah. ooh. there's this x'mas exchange thing too. right. that means that i've to come back again?! oh my... haha. oh well. yeah after training.. lets see. went to orchard with bernie hazel and elaine. yups. to cineleisure. wanted to watch bridget jones' diary. but oh well. haha. yeah. had lunch at pasta mania. hahaha. erm went to hereen. got bought a present for someone. oh i just realised that i owe quite a number of people birthday presents don't i. haha. oops. sorry. haha. errr. okay. stop. right.

i'm still quite surprised with the ear ring thing. hahaha.. can't believe i was sooo super slow. didn't see it coming at all. haha. really thought that hazel bought it for herself... hahaha.. i'm sooo wols lah. yeah that happened at hereen. i only realised at like what the library-when they gave it to me. so interesting. haha. yeah. thanks bernie and hazel for that. haha... yeah. watched sharks tale. quite rubbished. yeah. but pretty funny i suppose? haha. thanks yeah. hahahaha. yups. i realise that my sentances are all super fragmented today. soo sorry. haha. yups. that'd be all i suppose. don't know what else to post. haha.

okay. just finished with the pae thing. done. finally it's over. hmm. yesterday was the grad night thing. damn glad it's over. no need for shopping anymore. thank goodness. ahaha. oh well.

they gave us the funny looking ring. yups. love is blue. sure sure. haha. yeah anyway, make up sucks. painted nails sucks. and walking in high heels is super sucky. ahaha. red hair rocks though. if only it didn't come out. hahahahaha... oh well. people didn't recognise me. super interesting. then when they do.. scream straight into my ears right. so scary. haha. yups. got the digi cam from my dad. yeah manz. haha. but most of the pics turned out blur? oh well. who cares. haha. erm i'll put a pic on friendster? one only lah. haha. just to humor someone. haha! when i upload it lah. i'm too lazy to go do it now. oh wells yeah. so retarded. wasted my entire week looking for the prom rubbish. lucky thing it sort of matched. didn't try it before. erm didn't fall off my heels. *laughs evily* so no miss congeniality thing for me. phew. haha.

erm purple and silver was the "theme" right. i realised that the only things that were purple and silver were the balloons which were basically very tempting to poke. haha. i'm horrible. erm. the speeches were okay i suppose. the sch song. haha. so weird. was expecting another song... *looks at rarrhhh hueiii* -bang bang bang- hahahahaha.. i'm SURE u know what i mean. haha! hmm. yeah. the mc cannot make it. he over-does it manz. until his jokes become totally lame and not funny at all. then he happily laughs at himself right. crazy. haha. his games also cannot make it one. sooo terribly retarded. shou bu liao. so much so we just ignored him and continued with our dinner right. haha. mandrin's food is quite nice actually. ahaha. so much better than the hilton one. pri sch. yeah. haha. oh my table won a prize. for the most rubbished event ever lah. paper aeroplane flying. ben lai we didn't want to take part one. we decided that was past the border of lameness. so we just ate. then there was some second chance thing. when we were like ok lah. just go loh. then whoa. joyce y's pro manz. we won. the big irony. haha. yups. got a hp holder. impressive coming from ij. ahaha.

what else ah? oh we had the hold on to our dreams song. then some crazy nut initiated the ij spirit song which sounded totally weird. haha. ok i'm being evil. whatever. haha. we had disco after that. erm. yeah. weird i suppose. yeah. then took a couple more pics and that was it i suppose. oh got funny door gifts from ocean's health-vitamin c tablets. haha. and shieseido. erm. some make up thing and something else. haha. yup. rubbish lah. erm oh i saw that christopher guy from singapore idol at the lobby whilst waiting for my parents to pick me up but who cares. to me, that guy's the one who can't sing. lol. i'm so evil. erm yeah. then just when i left cheryl happily calls me right? a bit the too late to give me the stuff. hahahaha..

oh well. yups. erm oh yeah. wednesday. uh huh. finally got to watch taxi. went with nicole. haha. we went to chinatown first right to go get my shoes. haha. then to bugis followed by erm. suntec. watched the movie there. yups. i reckon the bloopers was the best part of the show. it was okay lah the show. wasn't that great. relatively unrealistic. erm. quite lame also. don't know lah. pretty mediocre? haha. can't wait for alexander the great to open. it opens on the 2nd of december if i'm not wrong. yes. finally. hahahahaa... yeah. oh well. hmm. clap for me. i finally learnt how to paragraph. haha. erm yeah. kinda glad that everything's over. i'm feeling quite free now... whee~~ haha. i'm crazy.

the horrors of shopping. omg. so many days already but still not done. wth. i can't stand it anymore. maybe i'm just too fussy but wth. sooo irritating. arggh. tmr tmr. as usual. tmr. tmr's like what.. one day before the grad night itself. to think i thought i started quite early. what rubbish i tell you. cannot stand it. so freaking tired now. tmr same thing again. wth. oh thanks sam and carol for going out with me. yups. it's a bore shopping with me. i'm just sooo fussy larhz. hahaha. yup. tmr shop again. so sian. i've better things to do with my time lah. so irritating. arggh. money too. it's a one night thing. *sigh* whatever larhz. thank goodness it'd be over in a couple of days. i seriously shou bu liao le. haiz. hmm. oh yeah...

Happy Birthday 16th Nicole!

haha. u finally can watch nc16 movies with us right. haha. not like we ever watched any but yeah. hahahaha... oh wellz. i'm too tired to blog somemore so i shall just have to end here. yups. that's all folks. haha. jkjk. i'm crazy. haiz

i'm sooo super bored. haha. hmm. so sian. later still have to go shopping for grad night. what rubbish. can't stand it. suddenly i wish i didn't have to go for it right. haiz. sooo mah fan. haiz. hmm. yesterday was so funny. i got soo exasperatd with shopping at marina that i went to chinatown. to do what? i also don't know right. ahahaha. oh wellz. nvm. hmm. okay. shall do a couple of quizzes. a DIRECT result of boredom right. haha. yeah whatever anyway...

lord of the rings

!!**_WHAT_MOVIE_R_U_FROM_**!!with Pics
brought to you by Quizilla

hahaha.. lotr? hmm. what am i supposed to be then? frodo?! LOL... what rubbish. okok.. i'm going crazy. haha. oh manz. what kind of dumb quizzes am i doing?! i'm seriously going crazy. hahaha...

Earth. You're a typical case of 'the more, the
better'. Collecting is your strong point, but
listening too. You will not easily show
emotions, but will try to help, as long as you
get something back for it in the future, but
either it be friendship or a gift, that doesn't
matter to you.

What is your element?
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more the better?! erm what in the world is that supposed to mean? hmm. okay. aiya whatever larhz. i've had it with quizzes. those dumb things. ahaha. shan't do anymore. they're kinda irritating me out. so yeah. that'll be all.

I GOT MY EARS PIERCED!
finally. after don't know howww long right. haha. oh wellz. yeah. everyone was watching. so embarassing larhz. but never mind. the usual thing-show no emotions. haha. so yups. haha. erm. okay. don't know what else to say. erm. haha. crap. stuck.

oh i finally got into friendster the other day. yeah. erm. interesting place. yeah. got my first testimonial. don't know where that came out from.. haha. jkjk. ahaha. yeah. still haven't watched taxi. how saddening. haha. same thing happened again lah. shall watch it on wed after the pae thing. don't care. haha. oh crap the pae. don;t know what to do. i'm somehow convinced that i can't get into where i want to go so i suppose i'm quite at a loss as to what to do. never mind. haha.

grad night coming up as well. too lazy to go shopping for it. haha. just realised yesterday during the class party that there's so much to do and buy. wth larhz. i never thought of such things. haha. oh wellz. i'm sure i can come up with something right. haha. oh yeah thanks nicole for getting me to actually look at clothes for prom although i seemed erm quite reluctant. haha. yups. haha. was pretty fun yesterday. after the class thing nicole, rae hui and i went to plaza sing to watch taxi. yeah. u all know what happened right. so no prizes for guessing. ahaha. went to burger king to eat- to make up for yesterday right. haha. yeah. went to the arcade-again. played the drums thing- again. i'm boring. hahaha. oh there was this super pro guy. my gosh. yeah. was super impressed. hmm. yeah. then went to play air hockey. erm i'm lousy. haha. then went to far east to take neoprints. haha. i seriously don't like taking pics larhz. cannot make it. haha. yeah. anyway. next. haha.

went to hereen then rae hui left. erm. yeah. then it was taka to look at the prom stuff. haha. i'm super fussy manz. sorry nicole. i'm horrible. haha. erm. yeah. that was about it. haha. what else is there to say? ooh. k i won two and a half awards from rae hui's award thing. hahaa. so funny. i'm easy to bully meh? haha. oh wellz. whatever. haha. at least i won something. ahahaha. i'm crazy. yups. oh i realised i'm going to have quite a problem with talking on the phone now cos of the studs and all. good thing i don't do it so often now. haha. okay. i'm talking crap manz. don't know what else to say. shall end off here. haha

freedommmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha.. gosh this rocks! haha. like noooo more exams! haha. sometimes i wish that it wasn't over yet so that i can make ammends for screwing up nearly everything. especially my humanities.. *shakes head* that one ah. SERIOUSLY CANNOT MAKE IT. later i really fail it ah. haiz. oh wellz. for now, it's partayeeee.. just got home.. sooo late i know. but so fun. haha. after chem pple were screaming larhz. but hmm. i'm weird. no reaction one. cos i decided that the structured kind of sucked in a way. it's super weird the questions and all. haiz. like i know how to answer the questions like that. haha. but the mcq for once rocks. haha. but so scary considering the fact that i only started studying for chem yesterday larhz. haiz. hmm. i think for the os, the mcqs rock. usually it's haiz. *plops down n dies* horridddd.. hahaha. yeah. hmm. amath yesterday was okay i suppose. couldn't solve the relative velocity thing. or at least i don't have confidence in my answer larhz. hmm. yeah. but i solved the area under the graph crap. first timeee.. n the 10 mks qn. gosh last minute right. good thing i didn't really leave it blank larhz. increase my chance of failing amath only. i kinda need to pass it know. haha. yeah yeah. who cares now. haha. it's over. and i shall relinquish the moment-for now before i get sucked up in regret. haha.

yeah just now.. went out with rae hui. so funny. went to paragon-just for the toilets. haha. cos we didn't want to change in out school's toilet-so gross. hmm. rae hui's impressed with the number of times i've been to orchard this year. haha. i'm such a boring person larhz. i practally never ever go there larhz. unless someone gets me to go there. haha. hahaha. yeah. then went to taka. erm. the exits are so NOT find-able larhz. haha. i think ah. i really can't find my way around orchard. hahaha. realised taka's pretty bigg. haha. yeah. then hmm we went to plaza sing. haha. the movie tickets were sold out till like what 1 something am. what luck manz. haha. wanted to watch taxi. can't wait for alexander the great to show btw. haha. :D erm yeah. we'll go watch it tmr then. after the class partayeee.. haha. yups. yeah we nearly died-ed larhz. so much walking around. sooo tiring. haha. finally settled down for dinner at secret recipies cos everywhere was soo crowded. wanted burger king but we thought there wasn't so yeah. haha. told rae hui that i'd die laughing if ah it was at the basement cos we didn't go there. hahaha. we were all like. nah cannot be.. haha. then later we went to guang jie guang jie yi xia right. haiz. then u know what happened? u know what?! HAIZ. i seriously died-ed laughing larhz. THERE WE WERE AT THE BASEMENT. AND THERE BURGER KING WAS. OMG I TELL YOU. *slaps hand onto forehead* waaahhh.. shou bu liao i tell you. ahaha. oh wellz. damn funny. hmm. yeah. we went to the arcade. OMG. the arcade is so NOT made for boring people like me. seriously. felt soo bad rejecting the chance to play all the funny games there like erm air hockey and all. seriously larhz. play with me ah. waste money one n time. i can play like what one game of bubble or the mahjong match the tiles thing. then i'll die right. sucks manz. i'm lousyyyyyy. i'm so not arcade material. don't see how people can ACTUALLY enjoy going there larhz. maybe it's just me. sorry rarrrhh hueiii. haha. erm at least i finally erm VERY reluctantly played the percussion game thing with u. one game only but.. that's bu chuo already for me right. it's a start. haha. hmm it was relatively fun though. haha. not bad. first time someone got me to play a funny arcade game. haha. yeah. hmm. i took like more than hr to blog this?! okayyy.. haha. yeah. oh wellz.

4/2 class party tmrrr!!! 10am at bishan right. haha. hope i don't oversleep? haha. jkjk. hmm. then rarhhh hueeeii n i shall attempt to go watch taxi again. hopefully there'd be tickets this time. haha. yeah. 2/4 class party's on the20th of dec right. haha. yups. :D hmm. so sian. time to start thinking about jcs and maybe i should actually attempt to shop for the prom night stuff larhz. although i really don't feel like going at all now. haha. i'm horrible. oh well. for now, first priority-partyyy. although i don't know why but i don't feel like it. who cares. i have to. hahahahaha...

hmm. mixed day i suppose. geog in the morning SUCKED! like wth. i intelligently did tourism right. even though the question was rubbish. my manufacturing also. don't know what they want. map reading was rubbish. how m i supposed to answer such crappy questions u tell me. i just wrote practically the same thing for all-mountainous region. that's all i could say right. haiz. erm. at least the map isn't zimbawae for once. hmm. but it still sucked. managed to crap out erm 11 pgs within the one-and-a-half ppr. erm but i don't know whether they're all out of the point or what. cos i don't even know what the question wants from me larhz. so i presume i just wasted my time writting crap. yup.

crap that's going to help me to really fail my ALREADY half failed humanities. yeah. thanks. blah. haiz. phy was a lot better i suppose. mcq. didn't fall for most of the trick qns cos i kinda had a lottt of time to check. fin in 20 mins. so u can imagine how bored i was. erm. yeah. the wheel. nearly died-ed when i realised my mistake. haha. erm. lost at least one mark liao. the light bulb one. no wonder. was wondering how come it looked so suspiciously easy. what rubbish. now i know right. haha. erm the ppr was pretty cool too. yeah. haha. though. hmm. yeah. there wasn't ac. that's gd btw. ahahaha. oh well.

i missed out a qn AGAIN. but this time i actually realised. for once right. haha. yeah. okay overall i suppose. not as bad as all the other pprs. they all sucked larhz. seriously. haha. one full subj that i don't have to moan about. haha. wait. spoke too soon. i think my pract sucked. damn. later i fail that ah. oh well. whatever. i'll know in a couple of mths time. haha. k amath tmr. gonna die for sure. i seriously have a problem with it?! haiz. nvm nvm. get pass that n it'd be chem which equals o's is almost over. ahaha. can't wait in a way. bu ti suppose i wish it wasn't over that soon. wish had time to prepare for the exams that have passed. wish that i had gotten my timings correct. haiz. a thousand unfulfilable wishes n a thousand more regrets. shall make it a point to not leave everything till the last minute again next year. yup. ahaha.

Welcome to My Life
by Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

okay. i swear i feel complacency brewing up in me again. that's bad. i mean like the past two weeks have been hell because of it.. n now it's making it's big fat return to power?! no thanks. this sucks. 9pts. so what?! who cares. it's like only for the first 3mths. after that? no where right. at the rate i'm going, forget about even going to a jc larhz. seriously. yeah. so what if we've a week's break?! wait. there's not even a week left. c'mon kim. what rubbish are u doing?! four papers in three days next week. what do u think u are?! someone who can just churn our grades miraclously when u think u need it?! hello. there's a theory of probability! and it's not nonsensical. there's a truth behind it if u didn't realise. wasting time doing frivolous things when u should be studying. half the world's studying kim. like u haven't even started. what crap do u think ur doing?! wake up kim. reality. chem so what. there's organic chem. u suck at it kim. seriously. do something. stop procrastinating. k i know everyone's going to think that i'm crazy blasting myself on my blog. but i'm not done yet. there's so much more to like reprimand myself for. like seriously. but i'll stop here. quite irritated with myself already. yeah. that's it. arggh. study kim studyyyyy

okay. so i'm one entire day late. but oh wellz. k.. anyway,

Happy Belated 16th Birthday Cheryl.. hmm.. in short, happy UNbirthday.. muahaha

liked the midnight thing? hahaha.. thought it was quite funny. didn't expect such a funny reation though.. haha.. kk.. you'll get ur present soon.. haha.. *embarassed look* haven't had the time. haha. don't really know what to get you either. run ouf if ideas liao. sorry yeah.. when i go out.. yeah.. hmm. maybe after chem? haha. we'll see. ahaha. *grins* something chinesed maybe? oh wellz. we'll see we'll see. hmm i see a lot of repeatation but who cares. too lazy to delete it.. haha.
bio was funny. mcq was too fast. the rest was crap. yeah. who's eye diameter decreases as the light intensity decreases u tell me?! haiz. n.. omg. dieee.. haiz. nvm nvm. but what was with the funny noises n the chemical smell thing? sooo weird. was trying to crap out an essay can. soo distracting. haha. okok.. enough of bio. something else. hmm i've nothing to talk abt. we've a week's break before the next ppr. that's good i suppose. yups. n the rest of the sci pprs shouldn't be too bad yes. unless phy was like the prelims.. *hint hint* yeah. amath sucks. geog's.. a bore. but i kinda need it more than ever now. hmm. chem rocks. love it. just that.... organic chem is.. eww? hahaha.. kk. i've really got nothing left to blog. so that's all

Gonnnnnnnneeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!

emath is goneeeeeeee!!! die larhz. it's gone.. totally gone. ppr two totally killed it. omgggg.. i have to count at least one math right.. dieeeee.. whoa i wanna cry already. i just couldn't solve the qns. omggg.. like i dunno. felt soo horrible skipping qns one after another just so that i could find a do-able question. it SO DIDN't feel like a emath paper. goneee.. somebody help me. it's gone.. emath.. shit. my amath cannot make it. like seriously. it's my WORST subject. how's it going to help me u tell me?! totally dead. byebye. omgg.. i seriously have to get mentally prepared to go back to cj after the os. if i can even make it in that is.. arggh.. what's with all the circle qns?! they're all undoable.. omg. i never felt sooo blank for a paper. i mean like it's emath. it's SUPPOSED to be easy.. what's wrong with me?! omg... probably lost like 30 over marks already.. didn't even have time to check the paper. prob cos i did both the section b qns. like i dunno i was wondering y i had to do two. but i couldn't find anything that tells me to do only one so yeah i did both.. someone tell me if they take the better of the two or they just take the first qn they mark? i'm quite certain that i missed out part of a qn in the first qn.. omggg.. what's wrong with me?! y m i missing out questions all the time?! arggh.. gone larhz. gone. after the os.. scarly lian jc also cannot go le.. gone are my maths.. goneeeeeeeeee... i need full mks for the next amath ppr n geog pprs to salvage something. but that we all know.. is not possible.. gosh.. die manz. wanna cryyyy.. haiz. move on.. move on.. but how can i?! it's emath. if it's gone, everything else will follow. dieeee.. try to move on kim.. u have to.. get over it. bio next.. learn from your mistakes. don't do things last min n read properly.. check everything after that.. bio's important. u've absoultely nothing left to fall back on. nothing left. move on.. save bio first.. that's the most important thing now... move on...

oh wellz. i don't know what to say. kind of neutral to today's amath paper. i'm probably so lousy at amath that i don't even know whether the paper was hard or easy. no difference to me anyway. haha. quite a number of people have told me that it's hard though. so i guess... it's not easy?! haha.. okok. i'm being lame. but i think i'll lose at least 15 mks. k. yeah. dun ask me why. it's upon 80. i think i fared worse then that anyway. haha. i suck at amath. so yups. nvm. at least part of it is over. yay! haha. i'm crazy. k it's friday already. end of the week. i'm still alive i realise. just... partially erm torn and tattered.. bruised and battered.. sorry.. kinda thought that rhymed. at least a bit. ahaha. kk. i think i'm really crazy. haha. kk.. bio nx week. planning to count it. don't ask me why. it's just the last resort thing now. i need a last subj to be counted. haha. so yeah. bio. i've run out of choices. but my bio sucks that's all. *sarcastically* nothing much.. just don't know more than 75% of the book right.. i SO will pass.. *rolls eyes* hmm.. better be.. an a.. haha.. one.. kk. big joke. big expectations also. haha. but still can right. kk. can larhz.. can.. hahaa. i'm crazy. very bored. shall spend the day.. doing.. nothing! jkjk. i'll do something. maybe.. haha. i'm being crazy. so boring. i wanna.. hmm.. i also don't know. haha. don't know what to say anymore. just have one word to describe my week. pathetic. ahaha. yups. nice word right. sums it all up. haha

okay. first day in the entire week in which i've came back home without saying move on. haha. just i'm tired. so weird. k. haha. oh wellz. yeah the emath paper was suspiciously easy or something. so much so.. i had an hour left.. hmm. yeah. hmm. lost 4 marks already. two for some dumb qn in which i just couldn't see the ans. i dunno. something wrong with me or something. haha. yeah. i knew that i had to draw a line somewhere to solve the dumbb qn. .but i dunno y.. haiz.. dunno. anyway who cares. jsut two mks right. haiz. yeah. then another mk in which.. hmm.i made that same mistake for the prelims. never seem to learn my lesson. hmm. yeah.. teh last mk. whee~~ my reading problem again. haha. i'm crazy larhz. as long i dun lose more than 5mks i should be fine right. yups. haha. or so i hope. i kinda do need that one. uh huh. tmr's amath. gonna dieeeee... always sooo careless for that. hopefully tmr'd be a better.. erm.. outing.. yups. u know what.. i think i'm seriously going crazy.. like i dunno. talking rubbish. yeah.. that'll be all. haha

haiz. another day passes by. saddening. i think that my o level results will get me no where. i seem to have this screw up streak these days. yeah.. especially for the o's.. started in june. still hasn't ended till now. it's been quite long. pleassseee go away. haiz. my pathetic plea for leniency here. omg. i can ill-afford another slip up right now. every slip up is going to cost me biggg time. haiz. there goes english too i'm afraid. tried out a new genre today. k not THAT new considering i wrote a narrative for cme before but yeah.. still. stupid idea. i was SO mentally prepared to write expository can. haiz. then looked at the qns.. like erm. shit. haha.. realised that i only had like 3-4 points for each exp qn.. not enoughhhh.. haiz.. so.. haiz. attempted narrative. kind of died-ed halfway. suddenly ran out of "imspiration". not like i had much of that to start off with anyway. haha. so yups. suddenly died off. hmm. so in other words, my story doesn't run! sad right. haha.. and the eng was sooo lousy manz. i'm sure it's lousy. i'll be quite lucky should i manage to get 20 mks n above right.. haiz. this is bad. then had so little time for the situational thing. at least they've the same weightage right. haiz. the situational.. rush like crazy right. so many points. they wanna kill me ah?! haiz. yeah. so much to write so little time. i bet ah.. haiz. there's an abundance of like gramatical errors. haiz. when i write fast ah. the grammer literally flies away. haha. haiz. oh wellz. the compre was suspicious though. a bit too straight foreward. hmm. was wondering y. then someone told me that it was super tricky. i was like huh. is it. omg i didn't know. haha. so rubbished. i think ah.. i probably failed. haha. oh wellz. yeah it's over. pray that the oral was gd.. or else ah. hmm. fail eng then i die right. haha. oh wellz. haha. as usual. same thing. move on. at least it wasn't as bad as the last few days right. one or two screwy compos won't make THAT much of a diff. haiz. moveeeee on...

OMG. i didn't finish the ss paper. omg. i've never not finished a paper before. haiz. i think it's me. just me. my timing is TOTALLY off. omg. 13 mks. i prob won't lose all. but i'll lose a lot right. totally crappy. i had like 5mins for that essay. horrible timing. seriously horrible. hmm. nvm. at least the stuff i know came out. like i learnt all the chaps which came out for the essays. hmm. i wanted a decontex source based n it came out. okayyy. but i didn't expect it to be that hard. haiz. esp the last qn. i was like omg. the source practically had nothing to do with the question being asked. 7mks. gosh i'll give it back if only i didn't have only humans. haiz. omg well. i'll just have to have a like mircale for the geog paper yes. i'll get full marks. big joke but i should at least try right. just don't like hmm forget about physics? haiz. i really don't know. tmr will be better right. hopefully. english. yes. i mean like how bad can it get now after the past two days?! haiz. english i need a miracle for that too. yups. i need a one. i don't think i've ever gotten a one. hmm i need that for like so many subjs anyway. nothing too different about this one. haiz. no more brooding over the ss yes. time to move on again. time and tide waits for no man. what more me. yups. move it.

OMG. that was SO BAD. the chi ppr was so freaking hard. isn't the o's supposed to be easier in nov? i swear the june was so much better. but clever ol me decided to screw it up right. omg. that was horrible. i never felt so horrible sitting for a chinese paper before. is it just me or what? the paper seemed sooo tough. i understood the compre perfectly but yyy couldn't i anwser the questions? i usually have too much to write. what's wrong with me?! the tian xie han zi also. i'm convinced that i got at least 3 out of 5 wrong. maybe i should have put in more effort into it. no maybe i should just have GIVEN UP on chinese. i don't know what i'm doing anymore. that was totally demoralising. i've never felt so arggh after a chi ppr before. y did i even retake it?! it's not like i'm even planning to count it into my l1r5 dammit. arggh. whatever manz. dumb paper. maybe it's just me. i'm just dumb n idiotic. i mean like it's chinese. i don't fail chinese. never been close to even doing that. omg. m i slacking that much? omg. m i that bad at it now? what's my freaking problem. i don't care! i SERIOUSLY don't care. i'mnot counting it. Y SHOULD I CARE?! move on kim. let it go. so what if it's ur mother tounge. it's too late. unsalvagable. it's the end. move on dammit. what's done is done. move it. u don't have a choice now. u HAVE to move on. next paper. social studies. nearly the WHOLE WORLD has studied for that paper already kim. stop being an idiot. it's more important than chinese now. it's ur only humans. u SO can't screw this up. or u can forget about going anywhere. move it. go do some last min mugging or something. stop procrastinating. u've indulged in too much of that already. move on dammit. now. leave everything behind. move.