oh. yeah. happy 16th birthday jean! hahaha. yup

hmm. watched after the sunset with jean and kai qin. wanted to watch national treasure but the tickets were sold out. haha. oh well. it was quite a nice show anyway. haha. went marche for lunch. mm. the rosti thing's nice. tried the bread and butter pudding too. like finally right. hahaha. it had mango inside. tasted errr weird? haha. oh well. i likeee lemonade. lol. i'm crazy. whee~~ just got home. hmm. yup. see you in three month's time. hahaha. i think i'm really going crazy. i've really got nothing else to blog about. so yup.hmm. oh yeah for more info about what happened when we played tennis and for jean's birthday party thing, read rae wen's blog. lol. damn funny. i'm too lazy to go type it out. hahahahaha. yup

hahahaha. went for jean's party today. happy birthday in advance. i'll wish you again on the day itself. hahaha. hope you like the muffins! lol . courtesy of rae wen and i. haha. -looks at rae wen- muahaha. hide and seek was so fun right. hahaha. our attempt to be un-find-able. haha. yes. and i happily disabled the cracker stuff and all because i promptly declared to myself that explosives are dangerous. lol. that's obviously rubbish lah because they're not explosives. ahaha. i'm crazy. raee wennn your water bomb was so impressive. lol. hmm. i think we were a bit the enthu. every game also want to play. hahahaha. we're crazy. whee~~ hhahaha. anyway. thanks jean for everything! haha. hmm passed by tj today. i think they were trying to see what buses i can take there lah. so hmm. public transport for me as usual? don't know what i'm talking about. omg there's no direct bus lah. i think i saw temasek secondary the other time. lol. how dumb. there's a direct bus from toa payog interchange. but i want to moveee. it's supposed to strengthen my case for moving. wth. i want to move. helloooo! i can't stand moving up and down during weekends and all. so irritating. waste my time and all. rarrrhhhh. oh well. haiz. tj's biggg. but it's not as new as i thought it would be. nonetheless still impressive. hugeee. oh well. eh. seriously. anyone else going there? i know i wanted to go to a jc with not that many ij people but i obviously didn't mean THAT little. hello? someone? anyone? bleahx

merry christmas everyone!
haha. so happy went for midnight mass with my family this year. better than last year. had to go alone right. luckily i met andrew to go there lah. so it wasn't too bad. hahahaha. yup. midnight mass was pretty nice. tim kept saying that he was going to sleep. what rubbish. and the guy next to me left in the middle of nowhere lah. haha. had prata after mass. had milo dinosaur. niceee. can't believe that my bros don't like it lah. hahaha. they say it's dilute. i say the milo they usually drink is just satuated. lol. yup. hmm. everyone's asking how's christmas. hmm. you get to wake up later than usual? lol. yup. hahahaha. falala. yups. just had lunch with jun sheng. haha. sorry for the funny thing before that yeah. and thanks for lunch. next time lunch's on meeee! hahaha. yup. thanks for your stuff too. whee merry christmas everyoneeee!!! ahaha. yup that's all. gtg. cya byeeee!

whee~~ on a tennis high. lol. jk. yeah. so fun. played till 12.. from around 7 right. haha. so fun. we SO have to do this again. haha. thanks sheryl and jean! yups. sorry for troubling you out of a sudden jean. hahahaha... yups. so fun. after that rw yiling and i went to nydc for lunch! wahaha. so nice. yup. the bill was also very nice lah. oh well. who cares. lol. yups. then went with rw to plaza sing. wanted to watch a movie but there weren't any nice ones to watch so we went to play the drums again. hahaha. yup then went to suntec. went xmas shopping. hahahaha. yup. finally tried gelato ice cream. it's just okay lah. not too bad. hahaha. so rubbished. oh nj called again. what rubbish. scared me lah. i can't stand it when my phone rings in the middle of nowhere. haha. i'm crazy. must be prepared for the phone call de. hahahaa.. oh well. i'm bored. nothing much to say already. soo tired. and still so full. hahaha. oh tj doesn't have canoeing. i just realised that. hmmm. windsurfing sounds fun. muahaha... don't know lah. okay that's all. a bit abrupt but yeah. haha

thank you lord. i finally understand. yup. gave it a lot of thought during the bball xmas party. yup. i'm glad i'm going to tj. yup. i'm serious. decided to put all feelings aside and look at tj and nj factually lah. yeah. like the rj principal told us. every single one of the 17 jcs would provide us with a good education. yeah. something like that. only the school culture and all would be different. the top5 jcs should be safe anyway. so yeah. anyway, gave it a lot of serious thought and somehow tj won. hmm. newer school. better facillities. all that stuff. more leeway for my o level results too. eyup and it'd be really close to my house when i finally move (we are going to move! i hope they don't change their minds) i think there's even a direct bus there lah. a few bus stops only. whee~~ save up on my travelling time. haha. anyway. i realise.. i do like tj. just that i've been biased against it for the dumbest reasons. basically the colour of the uniform and errrmm mass swimming. so horrible. haha. lol. what rubbish lah. other than that i'm fine with tj. yup. finally got everything sort out. was hoping that the appeals would not be successful. or i wouldn't know what to reply because i was so set on going to tj out of a sudden. what a dumb thought after i had wanted to get into nj or vj so badly lah. but yup. i wanted it to fail. muahaha. i'm evil. anyway i got my wish just now. yup. some teacher from nj called to say sorry that the appeal wasn't granted.. i was like haha okay nevermind yup okay thanks bye! haha. he sounded stunned lah. he was like err okay bye. ahahaha. oops? was i a bit too indifferent? haha. yup. i'm happy i've finally sorted everything out. thank goodness it's all over. so yeah i suppose i'll stay in tj for the next two years. provided my o levels are okay and that i really like it there. hahaha. yup. it's tj for me and i'm glad. no need to worry so much about the os as well. whee~~ i feel.. free. haha. and i'm glad. now i won't have to think of appealing to get into ajc anymore. haha. yay! OH YEAH! anyone i know going to tj? as in pple i actually know? lol. don't tell me i'm really going to be alone there. hmm. look on the brightside i'd have more friends! -grins idiotically- lol. hahaha...

oh went shopping with rae hui and eunice today. went to hereen. ate at marche. finally saw what a bread and butter pudding looked like. so huge lah the portion. was too full to try it in the end. lol. yeah. went to taka for awhile also. then to plaza sing to play with the drums thing and erm what's that called? erm... air hockey. hahaha. yup. went to chinatown. took a look at acts. rae hui bought stuff from there. haha. oh thanks for the xmas presents rae hui!

yeah then went for the xmas party. missed the bus stop cos i was thinking about the jc thing. wanted to know what i really wanted. hmm. yeah. so dumb. very long walk back. anyway her house is nice! i learnt how to play pool.. sort of. not wonderful at it but better than nothing. still dont know any thing about mahjong though. hahahaha.. yups. thanks everyone for the presents. muahaha.. yups. bbq was fun too. yup. enjoyed myself pretty much. esp after the sort out thing. so happy. looking forward to next year! but for now.. whee~~ i'm just going to enjoy myselfff!!! =) oh i tried the milo dinosaur thing btw. niceee. hahaa

haha. bro woke me up on sunday and told me that we were going to the circus. what rubbish. i told him that he was crazy. ahaha. then omg lah. we were really going to the circus. i thought they were kidding me. yeah. so went to the european flying circus at downtown east. HAHA! timothy got called up by that crazy magician guy right to the middle of the marquee prior to the show. pure entertainment.. omg lah. i just sat at the side lines laughing at him. hahaha. he was made to do this hula hoop rubbish and was presented with a "prize" for managing to do that. hope you love your balloon tim. lol. i'm evil. haha. oh well. yup the show was okay. not all that wonderful or anything. yeaysterday was one hell of a day lah. shan't go into further detail of that. bleahx. hmm. finally bought and wrote christmas cards today. it's been a long time since i last did that yeah. always struggling to accomplish some holiday homework-enough to not get thrown out of the class with. yup. this holidays somehow feel more... i don't know. boring. nothing much to do. not even homework. saddening. oh well. at least the next few days seem pretty packed.. haiz. totally not looking forward to next year. if only we could stop time... hmm. we can't anyway. so no point thinking of it. yup. hmm. like our 4/2 class moto states. walk by faith, not by sight. so yeah... haiz.

hmm. i was supposed to blog. yup. what's there to blog about. trip to bangkok. okay.

day one: finally tried the rubbised phone at changi airport. hahaha. one time's enough to cure my curiousity. sorry for traumatising you. hahahaha... hmm. arrived at bangkok international airport at night. stepped out and started wondering why in the world everything looked so blur. thought that i had some eyesight problem. haha. yeah. anyway. the air's nice and saturated with dust and intoxicatable levels of carbon monoxides. wow. haha. took a cab to the siam city hotel. nice hotel btw. haha. yup read up on the dos and don'ts. nothing better to do mah. yups that's about it.

day two: erm breakfast is nice? haha... they've nice stuff there. erm. shopping at mbk. didn't buy much i suppose. we were basically checking the entire place out. yup. so big can. hmm watched the incredibles again. erm. yeah. that's about it?

day three: shopping around siam city. walked around so many shopping centres. went to some funny night bazzar thing. boring. the ground's SO clean lah. nothing much. just like all the rubbish all over. eww? haha. went swimming at night. the pool's so freaking cold lah. ice cold. so numbing. haha.

day four: went sightseeing. yups. saw loads of temples. they're really huge, nice looking too. saw the marble temple. erm golden erm what's that called? reclining budda? yeah. hmm. what else ah. can't remember. finally got to try taking a tuktuk. haha. so cute. erm. bought ruby earings? hahaha. quite funny. for what i also don't know. haha. erm took a long tail boat down chao phraya river. hmm. was wondering why we were the only ones in that boat. everyone else was.. hmm.. i also don't know. hmm. yup. stopped at the oriental place. hmm mmm. the water was so choppy and kept coming into the boat. was wondering what was going to happen should the boat capsize. the water's so clean lah. sooo many coconust floating everywhere. and the water is the obs kind. cannot see beyond the surface one. yuck. hmm. went to workout at the gym when we got back to the hotel. decided that i was being growing obese. lol.

day five: more sightseeing. went to the grand palace. yups. more temples. hmm. saw the jade budda. yups. erm. yeah. u know that kind of stuff. looks really nice all those stuff. the architecture's nice too. yup. went to walking around the ports down there. hmm. yups. then went to that famous night bazzar. that place is so freaking big. yups. bought some stuff there. hahaha... i'm a lousy bargainer. guess it's not my thing yeah. shouldn't even bother. haha.

day six: hmm. checkout. yups. went to mbk again. last minute shopping thing. yup. erm. got some taxi guy who attempted a rip off. hello it's not the first time we've taken a taxi lah. abish. erm got to the airport quite early. yups. then there was this superlong delay for the flight. we were all dumbly sitting there in the plane waiting for thirty over people who were obviously late. came in like it was nobody's business lah. oh well. nvm. erm got back to singapore. duh.

erm checked my posting. well. erm. i didn't get it. as in i didn't get nj? no need for much elaboration on that right. i'm really not good enough lah. sorry everyone. yups. i'll probably never get in so yeah. really sorry. erm yeah. i'm really not fated to go to nj lah. serious. so yups. hmm mmm. haiz. one unfulfilled wish. nvm. hmm. shall end off with a prayer. find it quite in synch with what's going on now. yup.

Lord, can't You hear me crying?
I'm the one You say You love so well
I need Your peace--You know I'm trying
To live for You in a world that's gone to hell

I need to see Your face.
To feel Your touch upon my life
I need Your strength to run the race,
For without You I know all is strife

I know the dawn is on its way;
I'll cling to You & will obey,
Believe You have planned all things
And eagerly await What the Spirit brings.

Why is it Your children suffer,
And wonder, Is He really in control?
Why is life for righteous tougher
When we strive To make Jesus Christ our goal.

Reach out and do something soon!
My light will die out In these fierce winds!
Guide Your people to the noon--
The light of peace Your Holy Spirit sends.

Lost, & don't know what to do;
Lord, please show me Your will
I'm a musician, Who is waiting for the cue;
Direct me, Lord, And bid my soul be still.

Amen

Lemon Tea...Strong willed and a bit feisty in temper you stand
out from other people! Creative but dangerous
you have few friends and those that have been
accepted into your small group are special and
unique just like yourself. Once your mind is
made up that's it and no one can change it. You
can think clearly and figure out just what to
do in a tense situation which is a rare gift.
You arent twisted by societies rules and
regulations and are rebel by nature!

What type of Tea are you? {-With Anime Pictures!-}
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hmm. weird thing. don't think it's really true but wth. oh well.

hahaha.. my room's soo nice and packed. wonder how long it'd last. haha. yups. leaving tonight. finished packing everything already. -elated- haha. bro's having some canoeing competition thing going on now. wish him the best of luck. ahaha. was just wondering. how many people actually read the archives stuff? as all the previous posts of people's blogs? as in like read all of them? just curious. haha... okay. just felt a little christmas-y so yups. added some music to the blog.. christmas carol. yups. thanks to jean for helping me with that. rae hui for the advice and sam for giving me the song itself. yups. that'll be all. cya and enjoyyy! ahahahhaa...

O holy night by westlife

O holy night
The stars are brightly shining
It is the night
Of our dear Savior's birth
Long lay the world
In sin and error pining
'Till He appeared and the soul felt its worth
A thrill of hope
The weary world rejoices
For yonder breaks
A new and glorious morn
Fall on your knees
O hear the angels' voices
O night divine
O night when Christ was born
O night divine
O night
O night divine

A thrill of hope
The weary world rejoices
For yonder breaks
A new and glorious morn
Fall on your knees
O hear the angels' voices
O night divine
O night when Christ was born
O night divine
O night
O night divine

went roller blading with hazel this morning. met van tan xs and her friends at the interchange so yup we went to pasir ris together. haha. yeah. we ended up being the only two roller blading but whatever. was so fun. reminded me of my primary school days. aww so sweet. haha. eww. jkjk. yeah. talked quite a lot too. better than going for training i suppose. lol. jkjk. don't kill me for saying that. haha. yeah. so rubbished after that. fell asleep while taking a bus from tampines back home. went there to have lunch and to walk around because white sands was.. well... pretty boring. haha. yeah. anyway, i woke up and then i was like huh where am i. realised that i was at changi. whattt rubbish i tell you. oh well. yeah. got home anyway. duh right. haha... realised that i may have made the wrong decision for the posting rubbish. but nevermind. it's too late. shall stick with whatever i have. yups. anyway, putting any other jcs would be quite bu zhi liang li lah. so yeah. nvm. i like what i put yes? yes. done. fullstop. ha. there. haha. i'm crazy. haiz. bleahx. haven't packed for the trip. room's nearly intact. just a couple of things which i think i should yeah improve on? hahahaha.. what a lousy selection of words. lazy to change it. haha.

talking to one of my jnrs on msn now. wow. reminder of obs. kind of miss it now. it taught me soo many things that books alone could never have. so many life experiences. so many memories. wow. yeah. all the kayaking.. scaring the hell out of myself by doing all the rubbished obstacles. but yeah. it teaches you never to give up despite the overwhelming odds stacked up against you. yeah. and that if you don't know how to do something, don't back out. just learn. yups. life's a learning experience anyway. yup. remembered that our instructor, connell, wrote us each a personal quote just as we left. yup. mine was "a ship in harbour is safe, but that is not what ships are built for-willian shedd" meaningful yeah. so yups. been working on it. i suppose it means that i should erm get out of my confort zone more often and try new stuff. be more sociable also yah. trying. yups. oh well. the posting thing's out of my confort zone cause it's not cjc. haha. jkjk. yeah. treasure the moments there if you have the chance to go there yeah. yups that's all. cya

HAHA! got it! hahahaha.. i'm crazy. whee~~ yeah. went to chinatown downthere just now to confirm the bookings. yeah yeah. don't comment on the location. not my fault that the travel agency was located there okay. nothing wrong with chinatown anyway. it's quite of a nice place to be btw. so yeah. hahaha. yups. really going to thailand afterall! bangkok. yeah manz! hahaha. want to go shopping! haha. jkjk. like i didn't have enough of that during the grad night period. hahaha. yeah. so sad. sia was fully booked. wth lah. sia rocks. haha. yup. more or less confirmed the accomodation rubbish too! yay! ahaha. finally everything's settled! no more funny rubbish croping out of nowhere! haha. i'm crazy. happy too. yup. realised that it's quite ex though. who cares lah. i still want my holiday so yeah. hahaha..

yups. so i should be leaving on sunday evening. er night. whatever. somewhere there. 12th. haha. yeah and i'll be back on the 17th. yeah. at night. taking the earlier flight somemore okay. haha. suppose it has something to do with the posting thing. i'm sure i can see it in bangkok too what. just bring a laptop along... internet connection's there whattt... haha. i'm being retarded. shouldn't destroy my holiday halfway by seeing the posting right. hahaha... hope it isn't too bad. will have to accept it sooner or later anyway. as long as it's one of my first four choices it should be okay lah. should be around there anyway. yups. up till ajc. how bad can it be lah. at least i know what i'll do if i get into ajc right. i'll join wushu! lol. since that was more or less bulk of what i saw at their openhouse. know nothing about it but oh well. i'll try it out for fun. hahaha. yups. haha.

omg i just read on someone's blog that that person's going to rjc for the first three months. whoa. not bad. pretty confident of it yeah. must have done really well for the prelims. congrats yeah. while i'm still stuck here fretting over my choices and my hopped posting rubbish. rarrrhh. nvm i don't want rjc do i? nahhh.. not at all right? -tries to convince myself- aiya whatever lah. no i don't wish to go there. no no no. bleahx. there. i won't go there. omg i'm crazily attempting to convince myself lah. why the sudden thought of it? nahh.. don't want. bleahx.

erm think of something else. hmm. omg i want to try gelato ice cream. haha. super out of point i know but yeah. i wanttt. sounds pretty good. haha. one day one day. i'm sure the opportunity will arise sooner or later... erm. right? hahaha...

Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it, and are quite creative be it in art,
music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in
now you don't even bother to try having been
hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude
is that you don't need anyone but yourself,
people are just trouble waiting to happen. But
you really do want to trust someone no matter
if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
for someone to come and set you free. This kind
of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
them get to you. Not everyone in the world will
hurt you, humans are humans and are not
perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll
meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
your shell will eventually disappear.

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hey hey. just decided to blog since i just changed the blogskin. wayyy overdue i know but yeah. haha. thanks to rae hui for helping me to change the column thing yeah. haha. especially when i was totally ruining the template. haha. oh yeah and congrats yeah. hahaha. yups okay. nothing much to blog about actually. haha. just typing rubbish for the fun of it. haha. okay. that shall be all then. haha.

played tennis and table tennis with xiao ting today. so fun. haha. been awhile since i've exercised yeah. hahaha. tiring though. yups. thanks xiao ting! hahaha.. yups. went to novena square after that. erm. what else ah. oh i finished reading a book. impressed? hahaha... still haven't had a chance to use the card. haha. nevermind. i'll get to use it when the time comes yes. haha. oh well. erm. my hols seems boring. haha. nevermind. there isn't much of it left anyway. hahaha. hmm. shall attempt to spruce up my room a little and watch more movies. wow. what a holiday. haha. i'm sure i'll find other stuff to do. yups. hahaha. that's all. nothing left to say. haha.

taufik won yesterday! singapore idol. yups. haha. so cool. hahaha... erm got my card today. what else? erm. oh. watched the incredibles with jean, rachel and dorothy. nice movie. if you haven't watched it, go watch it. hahaha. funny thing. it's a blast. haha. yups. nothing much to blog about i suppose. this is such a short entry. sorry about that. haha. yup that's all. nothing left to talk about. haha.