whee~~ surf and sweat rocks. looking forward to the biathalon. want to take patrt in it. more interesting than the vertical challenge. lol. i'm crazy. sooo funnnn. surfing was quite disasterous. practically went out to sea lah cos the stupid surf board woundn't turn properly. the guys in the kayaks were like don't look so dismayed leh. haha. funny. second person who told me that though the race just started. lol. but other than that quite fun lah. nice to surf =) and not too bad. moves relatively fast. -happy- i like the surf board. lol. running was funny. walked quite a fair bit. esp up hill. hahaha. managed to catch up with pple from the previous wave? a great accomplishment for me lah. happiness. almost caught up with helena also.. and she was in the previous wave lah. whee~~ just that she can super sprint even at the last part. pro pro. whee~~ 11th. according to the position i came in with. not too bad. but i'm definately not the 11th lah. the other waves behind were most probably a lot faster than me. whee~~ i want the biathalonnn!!! i suddenly feel to enthu. what's wrong with me. haha. cj people are nice. they have sportsmanship. =) hmm met so many people too. alicia, yuting, cheryl, xinying.. so many so many people. cool-el. felt quite accomplished and disappointed. accomplished cos i finished the race and wasn't last at any point. disappointed cos i kept stopping and walking unnecessarily. something's wrong with me this week. can't push myself mentally. the mind over matter thing. failed. bleahx. must push myself harder. yups. falala. so many pple in mixed. impressive. oh extreme was wow lah. kar gea pro. finished pretty fast. pro. wow. should try it sometime... if i dare to that is. hahahaha...

THE GOODIE BAG IS NICE. like omg lah. i loveee the rip curl diary! i'll take part in it every year for that. lol. just kidding. the shirt's okay. the stuff are cool lah. haha. damn nice. love it. looking forward to it next year. must do solo again. fun. biathalon also. want to do solo. solo's nice. =)yay! hmm had reunion dinner yesterday too in some funny hotel. hmm so i'm really the only one who went to jc? sigh. oh sci co orientation yesterday too. so super tiring. running running and more running. at sentosa also. games were okay. oh well. haha. my sewing skills have deproved. seriously. ahaha. hmm mmm. need a better timing for the road runs trials thing. must go run and take the timing again. tuesday i think. must have time to rest a little. =) ooh so competitions like these are fun too. bball's so stress. hahaah. OH MANZ. math test tmr. confirm fail one. dieeee. i so super cannot get it lah. so terrible. okay that's all. must go wash up and go study. oh my shoes. so dirty must wash them. whoa then sch how? omg. haha. i'll find a way... okay that's all. muahaha

hmm. parents teacher meeting today. like whatever lah. i don't care. hahaha. hmm. pe today. ran before school so yeah was feeling quite tired already for the run. 2.2 km up and down the slopes. took like 13 over mins. which btw is bad. but okay considering i already ran before that. and i started from right at the back of the cohord. muahaha. yeah. anyway pe is so super army style lah. they use whistles and all like omg lah. so super... whatever loh. but i'll survive. haha. got called up for chem tutorial to solve some stupid question dumb thing. luckily that was the question i did last night. phew. but... hmm the working so long lah. waste my time. haha. jkjk. what a thing to complain about. haha. oh i think i finally witnessed something like a taupok when we were celebrating the birthdays of the january babies. haha.

had some beta house cheering session also. left early for science council. i like the teacher. the head of science one. she's got a sense of humor. haha. get to meet our chem tutors next week. kind of excited i guess. chem rocks. whee~~ haha. =) having some compulsory science council orientation also. whee. we'll learn about research. but the actual research and projects will only start after the next intake. oh well. better than nothing. falala. oac was nice. learnt the know tying stuff. nice. reminded me a bit of obs. nice thought. i like. haha. hmm. ran again. falala. still feeling quite.. no. make that very unprepared for the surf and sweat thing. haiz. oh well. oh have to take part in the road run also. dieee. time to start running CONSTANTLY. haiz. oh well. i don't look like a local meh? how come so many people have asked me that already? hahaha. oh well. so terrible lah. jc. shortage of time. haiz. i'm like so super lost for physics already. need some time to go read up everything again and err absorb it. i so can't carry on like that. the rest of my subjects are dying also esp math. die lah. i'm going to fail every test there is now. econs essay test next week.. sure fail. math also. die lah. i'm so super screwed. struggling enough with my tutorials. cannot do! rarrrhh. sigh. how how how? sigh.

hmm. interesting. tj was so chaotic today lah. they announced that we were going to change to plan a. in which we would all have our own customised timetables lah. then they gave us the timetables at the second period lah. after break. then wonderful. they started voting and all... blah blah blah. and somehow the plan reverted back to plan b. damn when i finally decide to vote for plan a... i've nicer tutors in plan a timetable lah. good chem tutor also. no relief teachers for six months and all. bleahx. apparently people didn't vote for it because school would end at 5.15 everyday. what rubbish lah. like that also can. at least there are breaks between some lessons. now.. so hectic. terrible. break what break. crazy. so inefficient lah. hahaha. jkjk. damn lah. i was supposed to go running in the morning. cannot wake up.. then just now after school wanted to stop by the stadium to run. but fell asleep in the bus. so ended up at the interchange. was too lazy to take another bus there after that. hahaha. oops? lol. oh well. quite ridiculous lah. i've to buy the pipette filler. bleahx. tj's pe shirts.. no more m size can. for like 3-4 weeks. wth. rubbish. lucky large still got. whee~~ can get a nice and baggy shirt as usual. lol. rubbish. haahahah.. omg lah. they have house t shirts for mass pe. and it's... sleeveless... ahhh.. beta's white. haha. okay lah. not too bad. but still.... haiz. oh well. can this week be over soon? please?

YIPPIEEEE!!! whee~~ i'm so happy lah. somehow got into the science council thing. chem faculty somemore. yay! hahahaa.. all the rubbished questions i had to answer lah. they asked for the science results in secondary school. then what you are interested. why you are interested why they should pick you. what science related cca were you from in secondary school and finally the research proposal thing. omg lah. ij got science related cca one meh? i just declared that every cca had something to do with science one way or another. like for bball you have to know what angle and depth and velocity to shoot the ball with. total crap i know. but i was a bit desperate lah. haha. then the research thing... thanks everyone who i asked for help in that from. especially ming chuan lah. yeah. biggg thanks. whee~~ this is probably the best thing that has happened to me since i entered tj. hahaha... maybe i'll stay after all! LOL. i'm going crazy. wed first lecture. i'm one happy person. thanks everyone! hahaha... so anyway we ARE joining surf and sweat. solo somemore. i feel... terribly unprepared. it's like this week lah. like omg. haha. no stamina to run already. and never surfed before in my life can. omg i'm crazy. oh well. nevermind. just try right?: for the fun of it. and for the experience? hahahahaaa.. oh well. falala. oh got back the chinese compo today. like omg lah. he marked it. sheesh. it was supposed to just be for his reading pleasure can. oh well. hahhhaha... i think i get super traumatised by chinese tutorials nowadays. half the world got a1 for their chinese lah. i scared ah. hahahhaha... oh having this relief math teacher who's super comical. omg lah. everytime i look at him i can't stop laughing. hear him talk also like that. was like come on. ren... cannot be so evil. omg lah. hahaha. everyone was laughing. really funny he. funny actions and all. never had such an entertaining math lesson in my entire life lah. hahahaha.. funny person. omg lah. hhahahaaha... oh well. haha. mass pe tmr. land pe. dieee. haven't bought the tj pe attire. nvm. orientation shirt should be fine lah. don't care. hahaahha

orienteering yesterday.quite few people went lah. but it was quite fun i suppose. some conveyor belt rubbish and all. hahaha... fun. walked fo rsoo many hours though. but still not half as bad as bball training. HAHA. omg. they were commenting that bballers have this very diao face. like very cannot be bothered with you look.. then they said that i have the friendly look which is wrong. lol. then after awhile they commented that i really have the bball look that's why they believe i'm from bball. then i thinking...omg. i look so diao one meh? someone then said that i look like i'm from the dance club or some very guai like of cca. !!! lah. hahaha. they then went on the comment on how pple look english-ed or chinese-d and i fell under the very chinesed group. !!! again. omg lah. i never knew i looked THAT cheena. omg. haha. oh well pdp regristration. sigh. someone pleaseee join chinese calligraphy with me. sigh. just for fun lah. haiz. oh well. ij tp's known to be an englished school. that's nice. no wonder pple start off talking to me in chinese. only if it sounds too forced out then i'll start speaking chinese to them. hahahaha... not bad. we're english-ed. hahaha. sounds funny. haha. i'm talking rubbish. tutorials! i need to do them. sigh

whoa. finally. a holiday. yay. haha. i've never looked forward to a holiday so much before. haha. hmm. went to cj after sch in tj yesterday. left a little early because apparently our chinese teacher was ahem too busy to meet us. yups. what rubbish lah and he wanted to know each of us better so we had to write a compo about ourselves. like omg lah. me? what's there to talk about me? i nearly wanted to write that i disliked tj. LOL. oh well. hmm. met some juniors in tp central while waiting for kai qin to come. their matches are coming up. i should attempt to at least go for one right?! yes i should. shouldn't be so evil. haha. oh someone was asking me which jc i was in lah. so i was like ermmm tj. then she was like tj's better than cj is it? i was like. ... errrm. well... hahaha. tj's in errr the top five? then she was like omg that's good. stay there then. then i told her tj's in bedok. lol. we all had the omg look on our faces. hahaha... i wonder why. haha. hmm. yeah went to look around cj. saw cheryl there. and a lot of other ij pple. yup. then went to orchard for dinner and all. oh yeah did i tell you about the dejavu? so scary lah. i saw that happening in my dream so many times before. omg lah. so it was the tj's phy lab after all. sheesh am i that fated to go to THAT school?! haha.

realised i'm being super random today. hmm. oh wednesday ah. so humiliating lah. met my neighbour at the bus stop. this already working guy lah. he also asked me what school i was in. he was like ij? ij katong? i was like no no.. i'm in tj. then he said oh the one in bukit timah. i had that !!! look. was betting that he was talking about nj. so yeah i told him that tj was in bedok south. then he started claiming that tj was probably once in bukit timah. i was like erm how would i know. omg lah then he asked if our uniforms were grey in colour. bleahx. so i was correct after all. i gave him the funny look and told him that was nj. then luckily the bus came so i said goodbye and ran off. bleahx. so... roar. haiz. whatever lah.

lalala. i realised that cj pple mostly go to orchard. HAHA. in tj there's no where to go. unless you want to go to parkway parade or errr tampines mall. haha. so ridiculous. hahaha... oh i've only seen my bro in long pants once this year. i mean like the sji one. he says i'm just slow. but.. don't know lah. i think it just shows how much time i spend at home? i mean like i leave home before anyone but my mum's awake to get to tj in time. then by the time i get back... everyone's doing their own stuff already. yup. HAHA. another ridiculous thing. had our first gp tutorial yesterday lah. then we had some stupid gp quiz on anything and everything. the english part was okay. erm how i know who wrote the pledge and all?! leaders of the world that kind of stuff. english literature. i was practially guessing everything lah. at least 3/4 of the books i had never heard of before though i SO remember emily bronte. jo teo said that so many times until ah.. if i forget i can go tiao lou zi sha le. haha. how would i know the direct translation of tsunami anyway? so i was think 海啸. so it's the sea something. cos there was such an option lah. haha. see how despo i am. LOL. anyway it was wrong lah. what rubbish. hahaha. anyway yeah the top three from each scg have to go for another gp quiz held later on lah. total rubbish. somehow i got second. don't ask me how. cos i also don't know. i got like almost all of the literature questions wrong. haha. i was like !!! shit. i've to go for another quiz and guess my way through the literature section again?! omg lah. i don't want.

oh there was this interesting woman at orchard. we were buying something. then she started asking us if we still speak english in ij. or if we had become some cheena chinese speaking people. omg lah. we were like erm yeah we still speak english. hahahaha... apparently she's from ij katong. that's why she asked. haha. so weird though. haha. hmm. still have a lot of unfinished tutorials. SIGH. should i go for the orienteering tmr for oac? like 830am till 5-6 in the evening? lalala. pdp registration's online. have until monday to decide. haiz. i want to try chinese calligraphy? anyone wants to join it with me? hahaha.. no use asking. no tj pple are supposed to come to my blog right. better not come especially if they like tj. haha. tired tired tired. bet our class is having land pe. nooo. i'd rather have water pe. the swiming thing. nooo. i'm lazy to run. hahahaha. no more stamina. haha. jkjk. tired. cousin's reminding me about reunion dinner. hmm i totally forgot. 29th or something. i also don't know. what happens if i can't make it then? sigh. pdp first. what should i join? i really don't know

just got home. so tired. but i SO have to blog about today. muahaha. -looks around and whispers idiotically. i FINALLY managed to do the monkey bars successfully. omg lah. finally. after 16 years of falling off at the first bar. unassisted. muahaha. it was one of the stations for the oac training today mah. i was like. omg shit when they first said that there was that. haha. first attempt was pathetic fell off after the secind bar. second one was until i got halfway. the following one was one short of finishing thr bar. like crap lah. then the final one. muahaha. i got across. quite fast too. not bad. quite happy with it. hahaha. yups. did the climb over the wall thing too. ended up with a lot of scratches and all lah. and worst of all i didn't do it entirely on my own. bleahx. i will be able to do it... by wednesday. i must. hmm. jacob's ladder. somehow i managed to do it as well. -shrugs- but it was really freaky lah. if you ask me to do it again i'll just die. hahaha. anyway i realised training's a lot like bball. a lot of running and pt. haha. oh well. i was crazy lah. after oac, got jai to go jogging with me around the school tracks. attempted the wall and jacob's thing again. fail lah. must keep trying. haha. yup. jogging's nice. i think i'm sadistic. i like to force myself to do stuff i don't like and all. hahahahaa..

oh tj's finally got it's tutorial thing. so rubbished lah. after assembly they asked us to go buy the timetable thing. the queue's super long lah. and wonderful they tell us that the timetable starts today itself. what rubbish i tell you. so ridiculous. had my first "tutorial" in the physics lab. interesting the pple in my scg. haha. no ij pple as usual. sigh. wonder why i don't sound shocked at all. anyway we didn;t do much for the tutorial. more or less talk and we errr discussed one question. yup. that's about it. then had civics. finally got a civics tutor. i think ah... she's a bit essentric. like omg lah. sheesh. pity we didn't get someone else. damn. hahaha. she keeps records from don't know when and all. and she promotes civics like crazy can. telling us how great her students thought the civics classes were. omg lah. duh. she's feeding us with propaganda cos she's taking us for that. hahahaha...

oh so ridiculous. pple who went for obs aren't allowed to go again. some obs policy. since when. that sounds like total rubbish. then i'd rather forfit the 5 day one to go for the 21 day one. actually should be can right. just take a different course bu shi jiu ke yi le mah? anyway, tj's opening up the overseas one to all of us who have gone before... korea. brunei and all. hmm. i want the new zeland oneee.. but they're not opening it to us. duh. it costs like $5500 lah. HAHA. a bit the ex only. a little bit. OH sheesh. the new timetable rubbish. sch ends around ermmm 3.45? how jea, kq, rach and all? i can't possibly get from tj to like toapayoh by 4.15? impossible lah. i think i can only get there like around 5 plus lah. so how? let me know okay. just err msg me or something. yup. haha. whoa over 9.3o liao. sheesh lah. okay that's all. got a lot of unfinished tutorials. sooo going to die. sigh

hmm. got home from the camp awhile ago. let me see. friday was stupid. i went to school for one lecture only. gp on lotr. haha. how dumb. so yeah. so much time to spare. worse still... had to wait till like 430 for the camp to start. can't even go home. if i tried.. i think ah. i'll just touch the door and it's time to go head back to school already. so sian. rarrrhh. so much time. just spent it in the library reading up on some stuff, sleeping, going on the net for awhile. that kind of stuff. haha. so boring life in tj. falala. had some ice breaker thing. introductions and all. quite a number of pple are from temasek secondary leh. i'm the lone ij-er in my grp as usual. I WONDER WHY. haiz. had the survival cooking also. the one where all the food rations are hidden. was laughing when i found one piece which said "two eggs" HAHA. who cares manz. anyway, we are one biggg family. so we shared everything anyway. then we headed to east coast to camp. carried everything from tj to ec. omg lah. i didn't know that floats can be so heavy. haha. jkjk. anyway, there was something wrong with our tent lah. the structure is unsound. cos the equiptment itself had a lot of flaws and problems. so yeah. anyhow it didn't collaspe-a good thing. lol. yups. so that was it.

saturday was more fun. had wet games. like the.. what's that called. that structure in the water then you stand on it and try to hit your opponent down... anyway i was like omg please don't make me play that. the water was so cold lah. early morning what. i was like the tide's rising and by the time it's my turn please make the tide too high for the game to be play-able. haha. so lucky. it happened just when it got to my group's turn. lol. luckyyy. whee~ then we went rafting. omg lah. our wonderful raft. i haven't gotten onto it, i also scared already. so super unstable. i mean the design lah. someone said the better larger the surface area the better. HAHA. abish. haha. yeah anyway we all ended clinging on desperately to the poles and attempting to paddle in our sinking raft. someone resorted to swimming in the middle of it lah. so funny. haha. we ahd to play tug of war and race with another team. race what race? pull what pull? we were sinking lah. hahahaha. oh well. but it was quite fun i suppose. teamwork and endurance. haha. funny though. hmm. went orienteering after that. omg lah. the checkopints where like all over singapore? the first one was to beach road to buy lightsticks an have lunch. second was erm bugis where we played in the fountain. omg lah. there was this guy filming us and all. so malu. haha. third was.. katong. all shared a bowl of laksa with extra chilli. wasn't hot lah. it was.. salty. omg lah. ahaha. i think that was all cos we were so behind time. haha. yup went back to ec to get our stuff. then headed back to tj. had campfire there. interesting. the last campfire i went for was like what? primary five? probably the only one also. haha. then there was the grp performance. did a skit. totally impromptu. we were all like omg thankgoodness it's over. somehow though we won the best performance thing. crazy. haha. so yeah shared everything with everyone cos... we are ong big family... ahahaha! night games was rubbished. candle thing. omg lah the string doesn't burn. i was burning it like erm at least three times and nooo it wouldn't burn. what rubbish. haha. later we had this search for sparklers thing. HAHA. i found a few in the field. impressive. lol. after that it was time to sleep lah. dance studio or anywhere else. so i erm slept on the steps of the grand stand. i'm crazy. but before that at like midnight, i was playing frisbee with a teacher then others joined us. pretty fun. but by three.. whoa i shou bu liao le. wanted to sleep. haha. so yups. oh tj's short of bballers for the girls team. -laughs evilly- i. don't. care. hahha. yeah the teacher was like why don't you want to join. i was like why would i? haha. said it was a bit of a waste of my bballing skills. i was like erm what skills? i'd rather try something new. haha i'm so evil.

today was just pretty much cleaning and clearing everything up. yup. falala. still don't know what pdp to join. lalala. haiz. i feel like trying chinese calligraphy. hmm. but i don't know where or how to join cos the exhibition thing's over. falala. i'm crazy. hmm. omg lah. i feel like going to join the band also. but i know nothing. what rubbish am i talking about? haha. sheesh. so many tutorials left. my proposal also. rarrrhhh. and i want to sleep. lol. maybe i'll come online tonight. hmm shall go do something constructive. don't intend to get too killed tmr when we return for sch. haha. that's all then

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... cannot believe i did it. i crashed a school. muahaha. rj. i'm crazy. i'm such an evil thinggg. omg. haha. wasn't planning to do so lah. was in the bus on the way to sch. started examining my timetable. realised that sch ended relatively early. like 12pm lah. so i started msging xt and rh to see whether i could crash nj or rj. haha. i'm crazy. whee. lucky rh repiled. hahahaha. omggg. haha. i'm evilll. was nearly late for lectures again in tj. fell asleep in the library in tj as usual. so horrible. it's dangerous lah. what if one day i really miss lectures?! haha. oh well. anyway took a cab with gwendoline. rushed to rj because we decided that we wanted to go for the last lecture as well. yups. anyway, went to the canteen. bought an rj badge each. souviner like that. HAHA. then went for chem lecture with them. their lecture theatre is so super nice can. looked like an auditorium like that. omg lah. so nice. so new. omg lah. haha. so freaky though. half way the teachers started sitting nearby. i was like oh shit. cos i was using my tj notes. HAHA. but thy didn't realise. lucky me. haha. whee. oh yeah. omg lah. pple from my cg crashed rj also. they all borrowed the rgs uniform. i see they planned to do it. ong i was so shocked when i heard my name being called a number of times when i entered the lecture theatre. beefie: hello! hahha. bet i surprised you. haha. big thanks to rh btw. =) yups. oh rj pple are nice actually. some cedar person just started talking to me. obv she knew that i was crashing lah. not bad. easier to blend in then. HAHA. hmm. went out after that to j8. went to swensens. omg the noodles cannot make it. haha. yeah. anway jessica did this funny scorse me thing. omg lah. super funny. to the waitress. it's supposed to be excuse me. and the circular motion. -burries face- omg lah. hahahaha. qutie embrassing the stuff we were doing. lol. disgrace to ij. muahaha. -h5 rh and rw!- hahaha! jkjk. erm walked ard. went shopping. went to thai express for dinner. omg lah. HAHA. the tom yam soup. i want to laugh already. haha. the twins looked like they were being tortured by it. haha. it was quite nice what. haha. they'll tell e i'm crazy. HAHA. i loveee the way they ordered the pineapple rice. HAHA. the omg i'm dying tone. HAHA. funny. the guy also. he looked so super amused by us. HAHA. oops? ahahaha... HAHAHA. got my whistle from popular. so amusing. haha. oh the oac person just called. oac orientation group two. had to write is somewhere. why not here. HAHA. i'm crazy...

SIGH. boring. boring. boring. haiz. had econs today. i'm finally understanding. quite impressive. went for bio lecture also. quite a number of people. but a lot less than that of econs and physics. made the right decision i suppose. the bio lecturer sucks btw. she laughs at her jokes which are NOT jokes. serious. no one laughs along anyway. cos it's really not one bit funny. and she's irritating. like the kind you would want to slap lah. maybe it's just me. feeling horrible lah. oh we had so many talks after that. so boring. was half asleep. oh that dr william tan guy came to our school. some inspirational thing. yups. quite a feat i must admit the way he overcomes his challenges and all. something wrong with me though. all that ran through my mind was that his grammer was all out of sorts. so terrible. i'm not supposed to think of that. oh yeah. tj jad green striped ties for wednesdays cos they would sing the sch song on this day i think. omg lah. it looks horrid. oh went for the sailing thing. physical training. i so didn't want to go lah. headache can. so horrible. think i'm falling sick. nooo. haiz. hmm. did 1.6km run. bleahx. became like some endurance test of some sort. wanted to puke lah. was forcing myself to finish it. horrible. nine over minutes. ridiculous timing. horrible can. but oh well. no where near the last. i'm impressed. then we did the inclined flex arm hang. most pple did five so i just did eight and that's all. SIGH missing the sailign joyride on saturday cos of the camp. heard it's going to be tough the camp. more pt or something. sigh. i really need a slack cca. oh mass swimming on tues. lucky me. not in the this friday group. good. sigh sigh sigh. there are cas in the first three months. bleahx. what rubbish. HAIZ. should study. terrible. anyway should come online less often yes. practise self control. haiz. opportunity cost. don't forget. sigh.

sigh. in the library now. my new found favourate hideout in tj. first time using the computers here. quite slow the computers. omg lah. who in the world told me that it was fast?! haha. oh well. bored. just had phy and math lecture. lalala. econs later. hope it won't be as boring as yesterday's lecture. read some of the econs notes. stupid thick stack on the way to school since i realised that i have a lot of time on the bus everyday. haha. break time is also good for doing a little bit of the undone tutorials. haha. hmm right earhole's giving me problems again. this sucks. haiz. nothing to do. feel like going to sleep again. library what. HAHA. oh well. should do my tutorials right.

haiz. i really think i'm going to die for math. was lost half the time in lecture just now. lucky jai knew everything. hahaha... sheesh lah. really need to practise math. how ah? start doing the amath tys from last year again? bleahx. later that one also don't know how to do then how? haiz. oh HAHA first time someone said that she liked my handwritting during lecture. graph drawing also. i'm shocked. haha. but still there's no point being able to draw nice graphs without being able to solve the dumb question itself. haha.

oh sheesh. sailing physical training session tmr. the last time i ran was like when? -starts thinking- sheesh lah i don't know. oh well. heck it. i think i probably won't stay with sailing anyway. oh manz. i need to find a slack cca. guitar? entreprenurship club? what else ah. something to go with oac. hmm. band? lol i don't know how to play leh. hahahaha... i'm crazy. i need a slack ccaaaa! bleahx. falala. econs tutorial later. should finish reading the notes. they're sooo super thick though. so sian. sigh i feel so out of place in my cg. hope they'll assign us out sgs soon. i'm talking more and more rubbish. sigh. SIGH. it's so no life here at tj. bleahx. should try not to come online so often. the opportunity cost of going online is quite high i realise. HAHA. i'm crazy. hmm. time to do something about math anyway. haiz. oh shit. lecture time. byeee

HAHAHA! i'm home. earliest ever. i'm so impressed. i'm sure tmr can be earlier than that if there's no lecture after 12. hahaha. so happy. out of tj. wow. i'm going crazy. econs lecture was boringgg. horrible lah. i can't believe i'm going to take it. bleahx. so super boring. chem also. terrible i tell you. so.. omg lah. to think i actually did my chem lecture notes questions. what a waste of my time. hahaha. anyway, for the first time ever, i like the library! omg yay! haha. tj's so boring to me that i've cultivated a love for the library. yeah. whee~~ i can happily read my lecture notes and do my tutorials in the library and it's a good place to fall asleep in i tell you. everytime i go there i'll fall asleep while reading lecture notes of something. hahahaha... so no life. oh well. going for the oac camp from the 14-16th. omg i actually registered for it? hope it'll make me erm like tj more. haha. falala. praying that the impossible will happen. pray that i'll get 6 pts so that i can run off from tj. i feel so out of place lah. all the chung cheng, dunman, and anglican pple are always together in one group. i'm like in the middle of no where lah. esp in my cg. they're always together. bleahx. terrible. so i'm always with the same few people all the time. haiz. tj's cheena. everyone speaks in chinese. first time i bought something from the canteen and i had to speak chinese. bedok hawker centre also. i always have to order in chinese. i'm so not used to it lah. in ij everything's in english. i think i'm seriously going to die when chinese lecture really starts. hopefully it'd be fine? don't know lah. i still have this wanting to leave tj. whoa. more tutorial booklets. omg they really think we're all planning to stay for two year is it? all the tutorial booklets are like for the entire year. more tutorials to do now i suppose. got the bio notes too just for fun. haha. i'm crazy. haiz. oh computing's boring. reminds me of the horrid programming days. lol. jkjk. just a few more months. ren.

lalala. what subj combi should i take? triple science or chem phy math and econs? which oneee??? someone advise me! oh well. history's nice too. roar. don't know what to take. so irritating.hmm. clan outing yesterday. interesting. went cycling. yeah. quite fun. haven't cycled for a long long time. falala. bbq was quite interesting. oops now half the world knows that i can't play bridge or tai ti. nah just kidding. not that many pple. but sufficient. haha. omg lah. i'm super lousy at this sort of stuff. falala. nothing much after that. quite impressed with other pple's enthusiam. omg lah they dance on the beach there? i don't like dancinggg. hhahaha. falala.nothing much left to say. is the online regristration for pdps still on? i hope so. cos i haven't done it. haha. nothing much. i've tutorials to do i think. but who cares lah. i don't want to do them. haha. so bored now. finally did the singpass thing and logged into the matrix account. hahhaha. i'm talking rubbish already. haha

hmm. orientation is FINALLY over! yay! hahaha. but last night was real fun lah. honestly. ended ard 11pm. erm lets see. wait. went for a lot of lectures today. bio was okay. fairly substancial. erm. f maths was a killer. nah. i'm SO not taking it. not like i can like that anyway. haha. gp was errr okay lah. tj's really cheena btw. so much so, they need to have a ENGLISH fair. omg lah. in ij we'd have a chinese fair to promote the use of chinese. hahaha. erm went for english literature also. boringgggg... geog wasn't too bad. haha. is that all i went for? aiya who cares. i still can't believe i went for the lep lecture for fun. i'm crazy. haha. more rehersals for o night loh. yeah.

o night started with this pretty dark surroundings and mysterious ambience in the hall. they gave us all glow sticks. hahaha. too bad we had to sit at the back. hmm. yeah. had loads of performances. funnn...we're called beta group now. prefer the name aquasus but oh well. whoa we all went crazy yesterday. so super fun. shhhhh. left left left right aquasus! left left left right aquasus! we are strong! aquasus! we will win! aquasus. oooohhhh.. *starts clapping* we're going to rock rock rock the world. we're going to shake shake shake some butt. we're going to kick kick kick some all. aquasus aquasus is the best! ooohhhh! aquasus!!! woo hoo! hahahaa... omg aquasus rocks. OH yeah. another observation. our house captain's really shuai. like omg. haha. hey okok. i'm not the only one who thinks so okayyy... hahhahah.. but like wow. hahaha. actually yeah i don't care but he's really shuai lah. falalala.. -innocent look- hahaha. when i say water you say yeah! water yeah water yeah! when i say water you say oh. ohh ohhh. when i say water you say what. water what water what! water water kicks some butt! whee~~ hahahaha..

our performance was nice loh. i was so wowed by the total no booing from the audience and their participation as well. hhahaa. hmm. after the concert thing the councillors presented us with the free styler dance. damn nice. hahaha. then HAHA mass dance. hahaha.. crazy manz. speedy was still the nicest. whee~~ had two rounds. haha. then everything was over. so sad. hmm mass dance reminds me of out suntec mass dance thing. omg lah. ahaha. we have so many so many dances. whee~~ hmm decided not to thawn. aiya what's that word? no idea how to spell it. apparently they stayed over at changi airport. hahaha.. hmm clan outing later. some bbq thing at east coast. hmm going to cycle first or something. but it's raining leh. how to cycle. oh well. whee~~ aquasus rocks! yeah manz!i lurvvee aquasus! -bigg grin- temasek temasek.. temasek temasek temasek.. we are the ones. the wonders we will always be the besttt... hahaa. so propagandaed lah. haha. oh well. thunder thunderation!we temasek delegation! when we cheer with determination, we create a sensation! *starts clapping* thunder thunderation!we temasek delegation! when we cheer with determination, we create a sensation! *claps and stomps* thunder thunderation!we temasek delegation! when we cheer with determination, we create a sensation! *claps and jumps non-stop* thunder thunderation!we temasek delegation! when we cheer with determination, we create a sensation!!! woo hooooo!

hahahaa.. just got home. damn funkaye. we went to suntec to do our mass dance. bet the pple there thought that we were crazy or something. haahahaha... but it was quite fun lah. though quite malu cos i'm really not inclined at dancing. serious lah. oh well. it was interesting also. went to walk around after that.. hmm mmm. yeah. quite funny. one of the ogls were commenting that we're funny. because all the girls speak english while the guys speak chinese. some girls were like no what we speak chinese too. my friend and i looked at each other and were like we speak english! yay. hahahahah.. omg today was nice and rubbished. oh our ogls treated us to dinner. haha. ordered don't know how many tonnes of pizza and drinks.12 to 16 boxes of pizza. wow. thanks. haha

okay so went to sch today, ez link attendance thing didn't work. so they told us to do it when we're leaving sch. anyway the best part was that when we were leaving the system was off already. so.. no attendance today for us i suppose. so retarded. assembly had spotcheck but not for my cg. soon soon. hmm. went for math lecture. i'm going to fail math. -clap clap- erm then went for... erm. oh lep/hc tutorial. HAHA i was crazy enough to go for it since we are allowed to go for any lecture we like for now. went with my new found friend from st nicks. ahhhahahaha. anyway thought i was going to die there cos all the chinese would be so cheem. but it turned out to be the opposite. it was damn funkaye lah. the teacher's really funny. cracking a lot of jokes and talking a lot of rubbish. she puts across the chinese culture and all really well. most of the talk was about dong zhi. don't know how she got to that topic but yeah. was really interesting. haha. lucky i know what dong zhi is. thanks jun sheng. hahaha. you mentioned it before. haha. yup. hmm. then rushed to the physics tutorial. whoa quite boring leh. oh well. nvm. hmm. then rushed again for the history tutorial. niceeee. all about international history. largely about europe. loveee history. and the teacher's from europe. but he's really entertaining and all. very precise and straight to the point too. very nice. i liked it. want to take history. too bad we've only four subjects. hahahaha... yeah then went for chem tutorial. HORRIBLE. it was so boring. was falling asleep. doesn't help much that i'm tired. bleahx. yeah. skipped music tutorial. what am i supposed to do there lah. yeah.

hmm we had more rehersals for o night. suddenly not very enthu about the whole thing. so many rehersals. yes they want us to skip chinese lecture for it too. erm. wth lah. gp tmr. lalala. boring. a lot of other things also. 10 pm. omg lah. and we still want to dawn. we'll watch the midnight movie after sch if poss and then try to find somewhere to stay overnight. hahaa. hmm had pdp today. erm in tj we call ccas pdps. yup. HAHA big joke lah. i got freaked out by air rifle.. i tried the pistol first cos there was not much of a queue. omg i've never had less control over something i'm holding before. i happily declared to myself that it's inertia. gravity pulls the pistol down while your hand tries to adjust and that makes everything unstable. i don't like the feel of it. so yeah. i didn't want to join it. waited till she walked away then i escaped. hahaha... OH pple started asking me which ij i'm from during the pdp exhibition. then when i reply ij tp they always say wow me too. hmm. standardised one ah. haha. but they're right. tj's not popular with ij pple. haha. they all asked me what class i'm from. and wow we're all from 4/2. ahaha. interesting. i forgot their names. again. oops. haha

ooh walked over to odac. then yeah this guy started explaining everything to us. not bad. i like. just that i don't like tying ropes. haha. heck it lah. just signed up. don't like then quit loh. hahaha.. joined sailing also. shocked? haha. cos they closed down windsurfing. wth lah. just trying it out lah. a classmate commented that i was quite brave to join the pdps myself. haha. interesting. my reply was simple. there arent's much ij pple to join them with me anyway. it's true what. our no.s are pathetic. hahaha. hmm. so sailing light land training on wed. whee~~ looking forward to it. ahaha. hmm. the mass dance. in school one. learnt ANOTHER dance. -groans in dispair- i can't dance lah. so horrible. kind of got it though. but i still loook dumb dancing. hahaha. lucky for me it'll all be over tmr. looking forward to that. more lectures tmr. that's nice. haha. oh well. should go sleep already. party tmr. haha. i'm crazy. sleep deprivation. lol

hmm. finally i'm home. it ended around 630 lah and i just got home. so irritating. all the buses were fully packed lah. so horrible. oh well. wet games today. not too bad. but it's quite gross lah. they made us get wet and then transport water to the bucket lah. so they guys took off their shirts in order to soak up as much water as possible. yeah. after that they threw the whole bucket of that water onto us. so sick lah. it was practically grey in coulur already the water. sick manz. yeah. had captain's ball using water balloons. erm what other insane things ah. erm. oh the rolling about in chili and soya sauce together with soap to see who grabs the bar of soap first. so dirty lah. we were barefooted mah. then we had to step into the mud and all. that's okay lah. but the worst part is that we kept seeing centipedes in the soil we were stepping on. so gross. oh well. no choice anyway. yeah there was this station. collecting water again. yeah they threw water onto us from the second level and yeah we were supposed to get as much of it into the bucket. so erm. some guys resorted to collecting water in their mouths and spitting it into the bucket. so sick. then omg lah. the terranus leader threw the entire bucket of that water mixed with saliva onto the other station master. she was screaming like crazy. we felt to sad for her. so gross. eww. anyway the guys in my group are interesting. they go around shouting i love you and marry me to the station masters to earn points. they hug them also.. and even kiss them lah. serious. and the station masters they kiss are guys. sick lah. so.. gay. erm. oh we got through! the og performance. wow. we're in the finals. so cool. i love being the "audience" ahha. i finally learnt how to scream. the cheering kind. not so high pitched lah. so horrible. damage pple's eardrums.

ahahaha... so our ogls are going to treat us to dinner tmr because we got through. ha! we win. haha. i bet they're going to go broke. we have 46 pple in out grp. and they're treating us at suntec. sure go broke one. haha. falala. mass dance. finally managed to get the gest of that song. but then they started on another song. okay lah. so three songs. done. we even learnt another dance. that one's dance-able. fun also. so much better for class bonding. we actually got together lah. hahaha. ooh there's a og outing tmr. 7pm. after sch in short. erm until 10 at suntec. i'm so going to get home near midnight. oh well. there's a clan meeting on sat.. some aquasus bbq thing at east coast park. cool. wonder what that's like. hmm. got the lecture notes for che phy and math already. and the year 1 tutorial for chem. hmm. too tired to do anything now. oh well. lectures starting tmr. hope it's good. hahahaha.. so tired. that's all

i hate tjc i hate tjc i hate tjc i hate tjc i hate tjc i hate tjc i hate tjc i hate tjc i hate tjc i hate tjc i hate tjc i hate tjc i hate tjc i hate tjc i hate tjc

omg lah. i can't stand tjc. i really want to pon school everyday but i know that i can't possibly do that. sheesh lah. i'm so tired of everything. physically and mentally. tired of setting of from home so early everyday and still having to pray that i'll get to school on time. so tired of getting home at 8 somthing even though i leave the school at like 630 or something. it seriously sucks when your ogls don't talk to you much. it sucks when you know less than half of your classmates. it sucks that you can't find your way to school... much less, find your way around the school itself. it sucks when nobody cares. it sucks when you can't follow the dances that fast. they're really fast lah. and no one slows down. it sucks when the sch's so... haiz. whatever lah. anyway they told us that it was the lowest cut off every for tj this year. coupled with the fact that they lowered the number of pple in the cohord. wow. i still got in. how very unfortunate. the discipline master gave u s a talk abouyt the sch's ethos and expectations. so many. then he asked who came to tj unwillingly. like having a gun forced to your head that kind. i wanted to put my my hand lah. just that guns are prohibited in singapore so i don't see why he bothered to ask. games were okay. nothing much to say about that.

mass dance was horrid. when i just about understood the first dance they moved on to another. did it for awhile. it was more like attempting to follow the leaders. they didn't teach lah. so i didn't know how to do. what shit lah. do i look like i danced before. then the worst thing is that pple could dance it just like that lah. so all the time i was trying to get out of pple's way. sucks lah. got so frustrated that i just walked out of the hall like that. no one cares anyway. so i didn't see anything wrong with doing that. who cares. i'm not hte only one anyway. yeah we've to come up with some rubbished thing for orientation night. we're going to do some singapore idol thing. got pulled to be one of the taufik brides. lucky someone wanted to change roles with me. so now i'm officially the audience. good. cos i don't care anyway. aiya whatever lah. shan't make tj sound so horrid after all i've to endure 43 more days before i get another chance to decide which jc to go to.

on the lighter note i got to school on time. first time lah. got there at 6.58. two whole mins to spare. actually i missed the bus stop again. so i attempted to stalk a tj guy. oops. sorry. hahaha. hmm. lectures starting soon. i can't wait. you get to spend less time with your classmates cos of all the different combis. hmm. mass swimming starting next week yes, i'm quite looking forward to it now. don't know why. i suppose it just sounds better than orientation. haha. there's this grp with the cheer fight kill fight kill.. repeated a lot of times lah. very fast also. whoa they when they all say it together.. wow sounds so vulgar lah. just try saying it very fast. yeah. there's this really nice cheer. it's meanign less lah. not my group's one. but i like. it goes... who say you say i say. who say you say i say. ahahaha. so cute. haha. we learnt so many cheers lah. two of them ah. sometimes i wonder what crap they teach us. it's the loser and moron cheer. serious. that's the name of the cheer. i'm not kidding.the moron one's really moronic lah. and the loser cheer is so loserly. oh well. wet games tmr. better be better than the past two days. we're definately going to get wet. good. i want something new. roar. i think i'd better learn that particular dance before they move on to another. i doubt i can just keep walking out like that everyday anyway. so yeah. i'm trying okay. trying to like the school and all. it's not giving me much of a reason to do so though. oh well. please let the orientation be over soon. haiz. i'm soo tired.

omg. horrible lah. i got lost trying to find tj today. kena cheated. sucks lah. got so frustrated when i got out of the bus knowing that i had missed the bus stop i wanted. how nice i was sitting with some tj pple what... so i presumed... yeah... anyway, they went towards some ulu place. i was like omg. that's so not tj lah. so i started asking the people around there how to get to tj. they didn't know lah. and i was in bedok already. all the cabs were taken. hmm. yeah. finally one nice person told me that to take some bus from some bus stop lah. thanks! yeah then i got onto the bus. the route was so unfamiliar so i went to ask the bus driver whether the bus goes to tj. he was hesitant as if unsure of himself before saying "i'm not sure. i think so. " i was like omg lah. because i was ALREADY late. so yeah. i decided to get off the bus at some interesting place. i got down and yay. it was tj. lucky me. ahhaha

well got there and michelle and all were there. they found me. thank goodness and they found out my orientation group for me as well. yeah. there are like 6 ij pple in the whole sch dominated by chung cheng pple.. tkgs and cedar. so scary lah. anwyay, so all of us were cramped into the auditoriun. yea. no space lah. so we ended up sitting on the steps and all. rubbish. then the talk. erm yeah. q and a.. that kind of stuff. subj combis also. we get to sample lectures before chosing the subj combi. that's good in a way. but they don't repeat lectures so we've to be present for all. sucks. it starts on thursday. so fast. choosing the combis by the 13th. i already know what i want anyway so yeah. i'll just attend those lectures and the bio ones. interesting mah. ahhaa. games were retarded. we're so despo for points that when the guy asked us to go on our four feet and bark like dogs we did it. omg lah. i was so shocked. anyway everything's retarded. but i suppose that's what makes it fun. yup. decided to try to loosen up. so yeah. we all made a fool of ourselves during the mass dance. quite funny. we've mass dance everyday lah. omg. one day learn one dance is it. since they're so many. hello. i can't dance. bleahx. yup made new friends. that's good. not many but that's a start. pple seem to recog me but i always forget their names. so sorry about that. i'm trying. oh we went to the hawker centre for lunch. ate at the bball court. like erm okay. anyway, that gave me an impression of what the canteen's food's like. so yeah.

hmm. yeah. got our orientation pack. shirt and all. we've to wear it tmr for the amazing race at east coast there. and they said that we're going to play with the water too. erm... yeah. got a tj fine. foolscap ppr (!!!) erm a badge and some other stuff. -looks around- i think mass swimming's starting next week. oh manz. nvm. how bad can swimming be? haiz. got home at like 820. school ended at 630. i'm sure you can tell how long it gets me go home. yay? omg lah. cannot take it. anyway the leaflet said that school ends at 445. erm. a bit different only. most days sch ends at 6 sth for this week. erm friday's horrible. it ends at 10pm. wth. and by the time they ACTUALLY end. whoa. camp overnight le. school starts at 7am lah. oh well. so tired. so tired. bleahx. i've to take up at 5tmr. i'm going to attempt to take the same bus to sch again. not going to get lost i hope. wish me luck. hahaha... wondering how i'm going to live with this for three months. much less, two years. oh well. haiz. hmm. mass dancing is tiring. bleahx. okok. yeah. soo tired. that's all

i can't sleep. nooo. i just can't sleep. it's approaching 3am already and i still can't sleep. bleahx. i've to be awake by 530 to get to school on time. noooo. somebody help. i hate this feeling of being so tired, yet being unable to fall asleep. i don't know what to do. exhausted all methods. sigh. no one's awake. helppppp

hmm. okay my first entry of the year. -claps- haha. i'm being retarded. oh well. yups. went to the gathering thing at carol's house the other day. damn cool lah. niceeee.. muahaha. i larveeee it.. haha. i think i'm going crazy. yups yesterday went for the 2/4 class thing. counted down to the new year. yeah manz. so the first moment of the 2005 was spent with my friends. funkaye. haha. hmm mmm. i finally got my adidas shoes today. like finally after don't know how long. didn't get the nice striped one. -looks around- there's some conspiracy going on lah. all the shoes i like. all don't have my size. serious. one after another. not funny lah. so horrible. bleahx. oh well. i didn't get the nicest of all shoes but i'll live. yup. had pasta mania for dinner with my bro. omg lah. i'm sure that the pizza had mayo. they didn't say that it had that. soo disgusting. oh well. lunch was nicer. crystal jade's hor fun is interesting. looks more like fried kuay tiao. nice though. hahaha. oh jun sheng thanks for your stuff again. yup. haha. whee~~ hmm. omg. my youngest bro just said that some tj person called me. he doesn't remember anything. great. wonderful. i don't even know what orientation group i'm in. wow. just great. i'm going to start off the year wondering around the school. great. thanks. roar. haiz. thanks yan ling. okay. so i've to be in school at 7am. and go to the auditorium. where's that. bleahx. okay shall go find out now. that'll be all then.