really enjoyed myself as ogl for once today. wet games were pretty fun la. haha. =) got damn wet. didn't bring a change of clothes cos basically i wasn't supposed to play? haha. in the end.. my shirt was a mixture of toothpaste, flour, coloured water, paint, gel and all. eeeyer la. oh well. water bombs are funkaye... LOL. quite funny also those things. haha. err there was this station whereby the ogms had to gel all the ogl and guy's hairs. eeeyer. blobs and blobs of gel ended up on my hair la. and they attempted to style it? so gross la. can feellll all the gel. bleahx. ahaha. then there was the thread in thread out the rafia string with toothpaste de. reminds me of the ij orientation last time.. the one with the rafia string filled with coffee starch. ahaha. -saddistic laughter- ahaha. mass dance was super fun la. got to do my fav song! =D haha. the speedy damn funny. kena pulled into the middle so many times. then kena kicked like siao. but i suppose being saboed is a bit fun. maybe i'm just saddist or sth. haha. learnt the guy's part for the couple dance today. whee~~ achievement. learnt quite fast. i'm impressed. haha. LOl. bhb. hmm finally bought my second tj uni. haha. and the tie... the tie.. err.. like a bit the ugly and weird. and thick. and gross. LOL. oops. haha. a bit the many complaints. hahaha. but today's enjoyable la. haha. =)

oh got scg posting le. got my triple science. but then kena posted to i don't know where. err 18/05. i know no one there la. bleahx. not again. so sian la. heard 10/05 left like 5 of us only. oops. haha. but econs really sucks. only taking triple sci cos i'm totally out of options le. hahaha.. oh well.. sad case la me...

sigh first day of orientation only and i want to chi zi as ogl le... so sian. first must wake up at like 4 la. but nevermind. i don't really care about that part much... then i realised the og.. so many so many new people... like seriously don't know them at all... attendance taking very xing ku. aquosus seemed somewhat unenthu to me leh. anthough we're sitting right in the middle of everything. but then still like not much response de. then we ogls dersperately cheering until we all give up together right. anyway ice breakers was horrible la. some pple quite uncooperative.. then doesn't help that aquosus cleverly picked to have the activities where the construction of something's being done. don't know. never had so much of a feeling of helplessness before. i mean like fine. the o2's sian. i admit it too. not really in a mood to have orientation too cos so many people kena kicked out of tj cos of the partial 7 cut off. so few 7 pointers somemore.. nearly half the school gone. damn sad. but then again these pple were there with you for the first three months only. not like you can do anything to help them anyway. and the people here now are going to be there with you for two years. is it so hard to just get to know them a little? honestly i don't see why it's so hard? please la. i take cg 26 right.. when i go back to cg 30 after the orientation i'd hardly even know my classmates la. same og but then it's hard what. wth la. i'm forgoing knowing my own classmates for this and this is what i get. feel like such a failure. unenthu until cannot be anymore unenthu le.

haiz. skipped og lunch. just didn't feel like it. luckly mingwei asked if i wanted to play bball.. quite distracted and i dont know maybe somewhat demoralised by the orientation thing. i cmi. haha. heck it. felt so much better after playing though i was playing rubbish. super off form these days... haha. career talk looked interesting.. but then gave up on looking around cos the tiki so biggg.. so hard to walk. anyway it was so packed la. so heck it. mass dance is nice though. feels great being able to teach the dances and being able to dance the dances.. =) only thing i liked.. haha.

hmm. got the ogl shirts le. omg lah they chose green.. eeeyer.. then wear with tj skirt.. i look like rubbish bin le. just put the pic of the frog there.. then hold the 'clean and green' sign can le. total resemblence to the rubbish bin. haha... amazing race tmr. hope everything'd be better... more mass dance.. music please! haha. i think the second intake very intimidated by our mass dance.. always have that OMG look when we dance. like very kong bu like that. too fast and too many steps le. so poor thing. the first orientation that time i also hated mass dance cos i cmi... haha. oh well...

hmm. the march exp was quite fun lah. went caving. the caves are pretty cool loh. haha. yeap. up gunung ayam. but never saw any chickens there. haha. lame. okok. err. yeah but we climbed another mountain on the way there so it's still two mountains in the end yeah =) so cold though when it rained. freezing manz. then somehow i always end up sleping in reservoirs... cos the water will seep into the tent and end up where i sleep? lol. then my shoes also lah. retains water. omg lah. walk -squish squish squish- the shoes. can feel all the water everywhere. haha. realised my backpack's very heavy also. like super heavy. bet sam and liyuan's bags are around my bag's weight also =/ oh well. someone's got to carry the stuff anyway.. so why not us? haha. talking rubbish. but anyway the feeling of accomplishment was quite cool lah when we got to ayam. we were all pretty happy about it. before that many of us were worried about not being to take it. but all's well. =) pity we couldn't get up stong.. somehow i felt a bit like i'm partially to blame... don't know why. just a feeling. but i suppose it was the right decision to not go ahead with climbing it. yups. err. yeah most already know. err yeah fell sick loh. then err on the train ride back ran a fever... yeah. have to thank a lot of people for taking care of me and helping me along... yups. thanks xiaowei for taking care of me so much throughout the night and day.. though i really don't remember what happened that night. haha. yups. thanks to every single person there. yup. thanks everyone!

oh missed the entire ogl camp cos we went mountain climbing. oops. oh well i did tell them beforehand that i can't make it for the camp anyway. just hope the og or rather, cg i'm taking won't kill me too much. cg 26 i think. haha. hmm. considering i don't know what exactly's going on for the second orientation.. hahaha. i'll try to find out.. but i can't promise that i can learn so many dances within so few days. i sucl at dancing somemore so yeah. please don't sabo me too much? hahaha

hmm. started the science researching thing at ntu already also. quite interesting lah. got to play those instruments i've never seen before in my life lah. the big big machines. all the gadgets and all. haha. centrifuging. so funkaye.yups. got to play with the micropipettes.. con hbr.. saturated bromine solution and all. fun.. =) haha. i'm crazy. then got the small animals thing. the swimming stuff. so cute. they're being used for other experiments by the professors there. so cute. i want them as pets! or for our next research thing! haha. omg i'm saddist. lol.

oh. thanks junsheng for going to marche with me for lunch today.. =D was so sudden. haha. yup yup. thanks! =)

oh well. realised that my holidays are really gone. everyday's too packed. so much so i've to forgo something for another. sucks manz. super high opportunity cost. haiz. today it was between srp, yanling's birthday thing and tennis. tmr it's between srp again, oac and og outing. arggh. not much of a choice though. srp.. duh. haiz. hopefully later on still can join them for other stuff ba.. haiz. my life's sad. i think sunday's relatively free for now? hope it stays that way. then at least i'd have like one free day for once? omg lah. haiz. give me a break someone! haiz. i tell you honestly that all my academics are dead. like. d.e.a.d. gone case le. haiz. can i have my life back? somehow i think the answer is no. haiz. ogl thing how? i feel like ponning the entire second orientation le. haiz. but cannot like that fang qi everything right. HAIZ. i also don't know what to think le. don't know anything. haiz. sadness...

hmm. quick update. very tired le. bball's nice =D hmm. leaving for gunung stong and gunung ayam tmr.. today actually. haha. so funny the feeling now. a bit nervous and anxious i suppose. something new ba.. i'm sure we can make it de.. =) we must.mind over matter ba.. haha. hmm. went for the nj chinese concert thing just now. it's not too bad leh. quite nice and entertaining. =D if you haven't gone, go watch it! haha. i'm advertising for it now. LOL. thanks kai qin for going there with me. and thanks to junsheng also for everything ba. hahaha. wonder how temasek idol went though. and cj's err rockafellaskank. hahahaha.. interesting name. yup yup. OH YEAH. omg lah. i'm an ogl. shocked? cos i'm shocked as well. really didn't expect nor intend to get in. oops? i mean like tj has 9 full mass dances. how many of them can i do in full? zero i think. but i like the running man. LOL. i'm crazy. die lah. oh manz. anyway officially dropped econs. a good thing ba. gives me a little bit more time. a lot better than nothing. the breaks are everything to me now. LOL. been playing quite a fair bit of bball these days i suppose. quite miss bball.. (!!! right i know but oh well) i think the oac seniors are super nice ba.. haha.. don't want to quit. praying hard that i can cope with everything. think i've too many things on le. and to think in secondary school i was so super slack lah. all the competitions all never take part de. impressive. oh moe scrapped the pearls system. damn. i quite liked it.. maybe cos i've quite a fair bit of points le.. but that's besides the point what. ahaha. oh well. oh shit. still haven't done the online chem tutorial.. pray the portal's still open by the time i get back ba.. omg lah i've no march hols le. i can't even make it for the ogl camp lah. i so die. hope the ogls don't need to play the games.. =) hope lah. haha. oh the tj uniform isn't THAT bad after all.. as least i don't look THAT disasterous in it. hahaha. OH SHEESH i didn't change currency.. hope my parents have ba.. omg. haha. oops. now then remember a bit the late.. i'm so last minute manz. oh manz. nvm nvm. i think i lag behind too much in my school work le. not a good sign at all. should start dropping stuff soon ba.. haiz. don't know lah. don't feel like doing so. sad. oh well. exp tmr le. scary. the bag so ex. nearly $200.. the hydration pack and all also so ex. oh well. i'm sure we can do it ba.. =) SIGH. tired. really tired. shouldn't have played so much bball. got blisters from the other day. climb mountain bu shi die le. ahahha. oh well. okay. that's all ba.. eyes hurt like crazy le. cyaaa

hmms. finally decided on tj. impressed? haha. after ponning school to go to ij, then to nj, hci and cj... finally decided to stay in tj.. =D so glad it's finally over. realised that tj teaches super fast though. hahaha... i was so impressed.. we're at least a chapter in front of every subject i take as compared to nj.. haha. impressive. and the tutorials.. like super slack lah. lectures are.. hmm... yeah.. so yeap. tj for me. haha. =) so happy... nj's canteen food is nice though. go try! the bubble tea also. LOL. addictive. hahaha. good lah. no need to go appeal le. no more super high risk to be undertaken. i'm free to join whatever i want. no extra obligations.. i'm going there with my own merit. feels good. haha. glad i went to nj and all today. made me sure that what i want is tj. just changed the jae application thing. shan't look back now. i'm glad it's over. =) now can concentrate le. a big thanks to everyone who helped me out and adviced me... mrs nicks, hazel, the oac seniors, jun sheng, constance, avalene, yi jun, cheryl, yanling.. aiya basically everyone lah. a biggg thanks! =D

ooh. leong chuan just said that our chinese project got a consolation prize. cool manz. haha. =p but now everyone knows that i ponned le. hahaha. oops? oh well. oh thanks jun sheng for the nj badge! =) omg my last time tution centre just called me up to ask what i got for bio. LOL. okayyyy.. interesting.. haha.. oh well. ke yi buy tj uni le. LOL. hope and pray that i stay in beta.. or else ah.. i transfer to aj then you know. hahaha. just kidding. looking forward to the second intake... so that i can take my triple science le. no more econs! -cheers- hahaha