hmm. yesterday was jts... mmm. lunch was not bad la. though i didn't really have much of an idea as to what to eat and all. sat at siang weng rachael and liesel that side... sometimes quiet sometimes not bad de. haha. shit. what am i talking about. haha. but yeah.. okay la. haha. realised some people can really eat manz. haha. wow. i'm impressed loh. hahaha... then hmm. suddenly celebrated wei kheam's and my birthdays.. haha. shocked! was still wondering what happened.. haha.. think he was too ba. both of us shocked loh. haha. hmm. yeah. thanks to everyone.. =) haha. then went to marina bay.. apparently to fly kite and do mass dance. bei snrs cai zhong. haha. quite funny. then went there ended up playing pool. i seriously cmi. dunno how to play la. haha. hmm. then some of us went to seriously fly kite and mass dance on the grass field. haha... quite fun.. =) yups. then the normal stuff for jts loh. exchange of gifts and all. hmm.. the oac badge quite nice. =D yc quite nice also. burn cds of the photos for us. wahaha. yeah then went to suntec for dinner at the foodcourt there.. then somehow don't know how it started.. started playing truth or dare.. hmm. yeah. hahaha.. gew rocks! hahaha. yeah manz. i likes.. haha. shan't elaborate. LOL. kidding. haha

real run today. quite interesting la. realised running on sand sucks like crazy. like seriously la. it sucks big time. so tiring. haha. kidding. i sound like i'm whining. lol. but not bad la. eh interesting experience. think i saw michael there? with the sji on duty pple. hahaha. think la. not sure also. at the trail part of the run i think. haha.. yeah. anyway some pple are really crazy.. 30+mins for 10km?! omg la. crazy pple. how in the world did they do that?! super impressed. haha. then got put onto stage.. haha. dj sang the happy birthday song. don't know how he got to that but yeah. haha. got present from him somemore. LOL. hahaha. quite funny la. interesting. haha. oh yeah. at the run met xinying! long time no see.. eh.. saw wyna and all also.. cj odac. =) haha. yups yups.. had lunch at harbourfront there. dead beat now. so tired still.. oh well. happy birthday to me... lol. though most pple forgot. hahaha. kidding. anyway tired so yups. cya.. wahaha..

hmm. okay. been awhile. time really flies. near the end of the month already. so so fast. sigh. hmm. had triathlon just the other day. not bad. nicer than the biathlon. haha. i really don't swim fast. time to train liao. i should. hardly ever swim in my life. haha. doc said swimming's better the the knees. lol. =) right. haha. not bad la. quite fun. haha. eh had intrahouse thing also. mmm. not the best but we tried. haha. limited resources ma. so relativelt not bad already. haha. a lot of arp. haha. yeah seriously a lot. hmm. oh nafta. haha. 2.4... haha. cham ar. ended up walking in the end. hahaha. timing not say very good la. but mmm. in this context a can already right. realised knee really cmi loh. don't know why. oh well. 5 items.. not bad la. shuttle run 10+ sec. not bad liao. sit and reach super la. first time in my life touch 50. just nice. heng ar. hahaha. so got the thirty points. =) something that makes me feel alright. =D especially after all the rubbished injury stuff. =( oh well. yeah. hmm. been passing math. i'm impressed. haha. oh well. ahaha. hmm. teachers day celebration tmr. probably going to cj in the evening. haha. yeah. mmm. a lot of stuff ba.. haha. new balance real run coming liao! excited right! haha. =) same. but don't know whether i'll run. hmm. yeah. depends ba i suppose. see how. haha. why am i being so random today? haha. weird... mmm

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

hmm. been quite a while la. parents teacher dialogue... having to see the vp and all. realise that mmm quite bad la. academics and everything. have to put in more effort le. no choice. yups. today not too bad la. passed math lect test. the differentiation one. 16/25. impressive. expected to fail. haha. but today's chem lect test. think that one really will fail la. haha. super cham that one. oh well. nevermind. i shall pass next week's physics test yes? haha. =) er. gtg le. got stuff to do. haha.