=) fun. haha. built beacon tower today. haha. campcraft. so scary. so high and er. slippery and muddy and scary. hahaha. but it's also so fun! wahaha. nice nice. =) fun fun. like this campcraft session. haha. campcraft is fun! haha. learnt new knots! learnt the snake lash and scafold hitch =) nice nice. think i forgot the diagonal lash le. the timber hitch part. ooh. remember le! woo hoo. hahaha. =) campcraft is fun. tying lashings and knots is fun. pioneering is fun. orienteering's fun too! =) kayaking not bad. haha. kim is happy. =) ooh. and the square lash i tied myself passed. haha. nice. nice and neat and tight =) i like. hahaha.. =) but think it still needs to be tighter leh. oh well. hahaha. lashing and orienteering are fun. =) woo hoo. hahaha... hope monday's one will be er. pretty okay. haha. must keep oac standard. a bit hard. try try. mmm. =)

yesterday went to back to ij! haha. trained with them for a short while. was there for one and a half hours but trained for less than half that time. haha. but it's good to see the school again ba. the new school looks not too bad. haha. went jurong to play. haha. interesting. never really went there before. something new ba. haha. oh yeah. the coach said that i'm like growing fatter! so so saddd! how can. bleahx. must lose weight le. lol. oh well. sad sad. haha... oh. bought tents and all with yin wei , eng wei and all. hmm. know where arab street is le. then know how to orienteer from there to beach road there also. haha. then went back to tj. haha. oh man. tj only has two gates. and i've climbed both already. uh. hmm. yeah. haha. oh well. yeah then went to expo and went to changi airport to eat with wai kit, sze sian, wei kheam and all. hahaha.. interesting. sky train rocks! woo hoo =)

haha. =) kind of lazy to type somemore le. =) oh well. haha. not bad. but really must start studying leh. if not next year i'll be so screwed... =/ and what do i do now with everything else? hmm. ntu thing? tiki? sigh. some stuff to think about ba. hmm. must sort everything out soon =)

haha. year plan was done today! woo hoo! got more orienteering sessions le. woo hoo. nice nice. orienteering orienteering and more orienteering! rocks! muahaha... so fun. doing so many orienteering. like the whole range. somewhat excited about it. don't know why. ahahaha. =) just fun. haha. rocks. =) still sad. no 2005 maps being sold at beach road. shall have to try out the bookstores and all. haha. our tents are sad. like two to three workable tents only so far. the rest all got problems here and there. =( realised must really plan stuff fast and early. then when it comes closer to the date, review the proposals again and make the necessary changes. realised that's the way ba. rather than doing it last minute? haha. shall clear all the january ones soon and start on the febuary stuff. haha. oh man. can't really believe next year year two le. why do i not want it to come? so sad. time flies away again. and it's another new day. and another and another. before you know it it's december already. before you know it, school has reopened. sigh. such a sad thought. if only time could just stop. just stop and remain like that forever. but it's just impossible. please don't let everything change so fast. sigh. need to catch up with my work. so need to. sigh. i can do it. please let me have this holidays right.

what is your deepest fear.
eng wei asked me that today. that's a good question. one that i've no answer to as of yet. still thinking of it. sounds like a somewhat answer-able question. but in actual fact it's a difficult one. hmm. anyway, realised today that it is indeed tough to get an actual picture of what's going on all the time. take for example, today's super long meeting. long meeting cos information was given to us. not too correct. and poof. we've all the different viewpoints on that topic. some see it the direct way. some see it the cheemer way. realised it really takes a lot of time for everyone to see the same thing some people are seeing. as in not to persuade. but to actually understand the rationale behind stuff and all. hmm. yeah. long time for everyone to somewhat "see the light". yeah. nowadays i realised meetings tend to go on and on. i dunno why. seems pretty long each time. all the different meetings. unfocused maybe? and maybe too much er nonsensical debates at times. like always reinterating a point that someone else has already made. just maybe rephrased. so what we get is the same point repeated over and over again in different phrasing by different pple. wonderful. wonderful and time consuming at the same time. okay. yeah. don't know la. haha. maybe i'm not making much sense now? hmm. yeah. but interesting question still. what is your deepest fear. gosh. going to think about it throughout the night la...

realised time really flies. approaching december le. i should have studied during this mth. should be halfway through my holiday homework. but nooo.. where am i. rarrrhhh.. need to start studying. someone stop me from doing other stuff all the time. sigh. hmm. pple going in for ns so so soon also. omg la. can't really imagine. less pple to talk to. sigh. so sad. =( then year twos graduating le. means year ones coming in soon. sigh. it'd be so different. so.. unfamiliar. can just imagine. don't know la. rinjani coming soon also. i'm not prepared. i can't do it. need to start some light training then buildup. arggh. but i don't know how. can't overshoot the limit. if not yeah. i already know what will happen if i do. =( sigh. this holidays doesn't seem like a holiday at all. seeing tj way too much. horrible. =/ want to go back to ij. want to see watch the bball training and maybe join in a little bit. i wanttt... i want to see the new school building that's way overdue as well. sigh. so many i wants. why aren't i doing something about it then? hmm. time for thinking again. haha. ignore this entire thing. sorry for wasting your time reading this. haha. i need to stardeeee!

ha. realised there are only four colours in my main wardrobe...
red black blue and white
that's about it. hahaha. so funny. so my life revolves around these colours. and green-uniform. that's all. hahaha... don't know why i'm blogging this down. maybe i'm just too bored? haha. can't really be bothered to do the i&r. no mood to write it at all! ahh. help me... must finish it by today though. bleahx. =(
no link i realise. haha

Your Personality Profile

You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant. Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle. You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs. For you, comfort and calm are very important. You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection. You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.

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sigh. i don't like doing these stupid tests. bleahx.
then why did i do it anyway? =(
i dunnoooo -whines-