hmm. double digit number of ij tp pple coming to tj this year. oh no. should have warned them first. lol. kidding. hmm. but quite impressive. my batch there're only three of us. must be cos tj's entry points dropped so low. lol. kidding. but seriously it's damn low this year la te entry points. bleahx. not fairrrr... sigh. =( don't know la. but hope they stay around the east. sigh. let's hope so ba. then it won't be so far for them =/ hmm. ogl camp ended already. okay la. the shirts are a lot a lot nicer than this year's orientation shirts. not bad. and haha. most importantly,
i can dance dhoom dhoom!
wahaha. good good. took quite awhile but okay. can jiu hao le. heh. hmm. homework ar homework. cham... school reopening soon.. need to finish all of it. the online math how? think the portal closed le. haha. shit. oh well. sigh. rarrrhhh... now that my resolution to learn dhoom dhoom is done... next resolution... finish ALL the holiday homework. mmm. oh. records how.. er. okay. that has to be done too. heh. can one can one... will be able to finish it all. i must.
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Saturday, December 31, 2005
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
sometimes i don't understand people. i don't understand what a commitment means to them. sigh. looking back... this year alone, i've made so many mistakes. but through these i've learnt a lot. seriously a lot. mistakes like playing with important choices such as choosing which school to go to... bigger mistakes such as staying in a school which i never really favoured and is so freaking far. was so impractical, making impulsive choices. making so many wrong choices. being way too undecided, unable to decide... forever saying i don't know. or anything. sigh. if i could go back into time there's so much i'd want to change. so so much. if there was an award for the most number of mistakes made within a year... i'd win it. sigh. but now... i've one year to right all the wrongs. to get everything back into place. academics. everything. okay. maybe less than a year. i believe i can do it. i will do it. and i must.
anyway back to the commitment thing. sigh. this year i really learnt what commitment really means. maybe that's why i see things differently now ba. sigh. i don't know. now, hearing ogls- not necessarily beta ones. actually they're not. just a general thing. hearing ogls decide what time to come to school so that they can come late. just because they think that there will be a huge like 2 and a half hours waiting time like today for the ogl camp. sigh. seriously if everyone has this kind of mindset of like oh. tmr i shall come later so that i don't have to wait, at the end of the day, no one's going to be at the camp. whatever is missed during that time, it's entirely their problem. if their ogms ask them questions and they can't answer it, i'm sorry. their problem yet again. sigh. especially for those not in hc, no one forced you into the orientation programme. you VOLUNTEERED. you committed yourself to this. why do this now? it's not the school that forced you to serve it. you chose to. and when you do that it comes with a commitment clearly stated out to you since day one. is that not enough? will all these carry on to next year. if you're always late now, what makes you think you won't be late for next year's real orientation itself? if you're not prepared now, what makes you think you will be prepared then? think about it. what kind of mindset are you bringing up to the year ones? that everything can be ponned. that it's okay to be late or to skip everything? is that the way? if you think it's fine... then anything. have it your way. go right ahead. i don't care.
say one thing and do another. rarrhhh. think about it. you expect something from people yet your actions seem to be mirroring that or what you expect. the opposite. do you think it's fair to others? feel that it's fine? then go ahead. random comments. just a generalised thing. don't nag. it's irrirating. don't go on and on and on about absolutely nothing. don't talk one big round go back to the same point at the very end. just don't keep going around the bush, talking just for the sake of talking, or thinking too much into stuff in which there's seriously nothing to bother about. make a decision make a choice... stick with it. stop changing around it. stick with it and move on. something that i've learnt. and decisions to be made, think of it carefully before deciding, decide fast and act on it. don't drag. want to change something, change it immediately before it slips out of your mind. makes sense right. mmm. think before you talk. important k. don't talk for the sake of talking just so that maybe someone one fine day will think you make sense. try thinking first. then we'll see the sense. then stuff won't drag for so long.
sigh. nothing. just random stuff i've learnt this year. random thoughts. rarrhhh. so random today. need to learn dhoom dhoom. need to finish a lot of stuff. need to finish homework. so need to study and catch up. someone's advice for me- study. sigh. i suppose i really really need that. a new year's coming. i can do it. if i believe i that i can do it, i can and i will be able to do it
anyway back to the commitment thing. sigh. this year i really learnt what commitment really means. maybe that's why i see things differently now ba. sigh. i don't know. now, hearing ogls- not necessarily beta ones. actually they're not. just a general thing. hearing ogls decide what time to come to school so that they can come late. just because they think that there will be a huge like 2 and a half hours waiting time like today for the ogl camp. sigh. seriously if everyone has this kind of mindset of like oh. tmr i shall come later so that i don't have to wait, at the end of the day, no one's going to be at the camp. whatever is missed during that time, it's entirely their problem. if their ogms ask them questions and they can't answer it, i'm sorry. their problem yet again. sigh. especially for those not in hc, no one forced you into the orientation programme. you VOLUNTEERED. you committed yourself to this. why do this now? it's not the school that forced you to serve it. you chose to. and when you do that it comes with a commitment clearly stated out to you since day one. is that not enough? will all these carry on to next year. if you're always late now, what makes you think you won't be late for next year's real orientation itself? if you're not prepared now, what makes you think you will be prepared then? think about it. what kind of mindset are you bringing up to the year ones? that everything can be ponned. that it's okay to be late or to skip everything? is that the way? if you think it's fine... then anything. have it your way. go right ahead. i don't care.
say one thing and do another. rarrhhh. think about it. you expect something from people yet your actions seem to be mirroring that or what you expect. the opposite. do you think it's fair to others? feel that it's fine? then go ahead. random comments. just a generalised thing. don't nag. it's irrirating. don't go on and on and on about absolutely nothing. don't talk one big round go back to the same point at the very end. just don't keep going around the bush, talking just for the sake of talking, or thinking too much into stuff in which there's seriously nothing to bother about. make a decision make a choice... stick with it. stop changing around it. stick with it and move on. something that i've learnt. and decisions to be made, think of it carefully before deciding, decide fast and act on it. don't drag. want to change something, change it immediately before it slips out of your mind. makes sense right. mmm. think before you talk. important k. don't talk for the sake of talking just so that maybe someone one fine day will think you make sense. try thinking first. then we'll see the sense. then stuff won't drag for so long.
sigh. nothing. just random stuff i've learnt this year. random thoughts. rarrhhh. so random today. need to learn dhoom dhoom. need to finish a lot of stuff. need to finish homework. so need to study and catch up. someone's advice for me- study. sigh. i suppose i really really need that. a new year's coming. i can do it. if i believe i that i can do it, i can and i will be able to do it
...what the mind can conceive and believe, it can achieve.
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
really la. when you're down you're down. there's no changing that. sigh.
anyway today's physio was so so scary la. the normal stuff. but then instead of the ultrasound thing. changed it to the electric stimulation. omg la. i'm scared of that. seriously. for three more sessions of that. ahh. don't want. sigh. oh well. it's like you can literally feel the electrical currents la. super painful. the current like forces your muscles to contract... super painful. like millions of heated needles poking my thigh near the knee there. kaoz. contract until so li hai. can literally feel the currents there la. painful! =( then hold for like what 10 seconds somemore. then rest dunno how many seconds. don't know how many repeatitions. for like 15 mins worth la. horrible. it's like you're sitting there. counting down the seconds until it happens again. then relax.. then counting down again. and so painful! =( supposed to strengthen the muscles. but... kaoz... oh well. and that's not the end la. still got after effects de. crap. next two to three days.. may experience numbness... pain... sudden muscle cramps and all. ahhh... =( some scary thing. =( at least three more times. sighhh
anyway today's physio was so so scary la. the normal stuff. but then instead of the ultrasound thing. changed it to the electric stimulation. omg la. i'm scared of that. seriously. for three more sessions of that. ahh. don't want. sigh. oh well. it's like you can literally feel the electrical currents la. super painful. the current like forces your muscles to contract... super painful. like millions of heated needles poking my thigh near the knee there. kaoz. contract until so li hai. can literally feel the currents there la. painful! =( then hold for like what 10 seconds somemore. then rest dunno how many seconds. don't know how many repeatitions. for like 15 mins worth la. horrible. it's like you're sitting there. counting down the seconds until it happens again. then relax.. then counting down again. and so painful! =( supposed to strengthen the muscles. but... kaoz... oh well. and that's not the end la. still got after effects de. crap. next two to three days.. may experience numbness... pain... sudden muscle cramps and all. ahhh... =( some scary thing. =( at least three more times. sighhh
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Rules of the Game:
1. Post 5 weird/random things about yourself
2. At the end of the quiz, list the names of 5 people whom you want next to do this and leave a comment 'you are tagged' on their tagboard and tell them to read your blog
er. yeah. got tagged twice already. rae hui and dorothy. so yeah. haha.
1. hmm. i'm a boring person. ha.
2. like the outdoors =)
3. likes bball but somehow am still er. not exactly tall.
4. can be super lame, rubbished at times. hmmm... -innocent look- don't know why...
5. hmm. sometimes i wish that i could stop time so that everything will remain as it is and will stop changing all the time
the 5 pple i want next to do this:
junsheng
timothy
yanling
jane
cheryl
1. Post 5 weird/random things about yourself
2. At the end of the quiz, list the names of 5 people whom you want next to do this and leave a comment 'you are tagged' on their tagboard and tell them to read your blog
er. yeah. got tagged twice already. rae hui and dorothy. so yeah. haha.
1. hmm. i'm a boring person. ha.
2. like the outdoors =)
3. likes bball but somehow am still er. not exactly tall.
4. can be super lame, rubbished at times. hmmm... -innocent look- don't know why...
5. hmm. sometimes i wish that i could stop time so that everything will remain as it is and will stop changing all the time
the 5 pple i want next to do this:
junsheng
timothy
yanling
jane
cheryl
Sunday, December 04, 2005
Saturday, December 03, 2005
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle,
when 24 hours in a day are not enough,
remember this story...
A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.
He then asked the students if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar.
He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.
He then asked the students again if the jar was full.
They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full.
The students responded with a unanimous "yes."
The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand.
The students laughed.
"Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided,
"I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.
The golf balls are the important things - God, family, children, health, friends, and favorite passions -- things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.
The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, house, and car.
The sand is everything else -- the small stuff.
"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room
for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life.
If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you.
So...Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Play With your children. Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner. Play another 18.
There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal.
"Take care of the golf balls first -- the things that really matter. Set
your priorities. The rest is just sand."
One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.
The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."
hmm. quite true isn't it...
when 24 hours in a day are not enough,
remember this story...
A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.
He then asked the students if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar.
He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.
He then asked the students again if the jar was full.
They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full.
The students responded with a unanimous "yes."
The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand.
The students laughed.
"Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided,
"I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.
The golf balls are the important things - God, family, children, health, friends, and favorite passions -- things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.
The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, house, and car.
The sand is everything else -- the small stuff.
"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room
for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life.
If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you.
So...Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Play With your children. Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner. Play another 18.
There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal.
"Take care of the golf balls first -- the things that really matter. Set
your priorities. The rest is just sand."
One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.
The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."
hmm. quite true isn't it...
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