haha omg 149442 chips. that's the number of chips my supervisor and i finished today. not including some others that we did. that's madness. no wonder the first day of proper work is driving me crazy. haha but then again it's quite fun. some mindgame harder than mindsweeeper. heh. can be highly annoying or interesting and haha somewhat analytical? but not bad la. depends at how you look at it. challenges are good. =p not bad. made friends with ppb's friend too. especially since we work in the same department and have the same breaks. =) haha eng wei's doing his first camp tomorrow! so cool. wonder what it'd be like. can't wait to do one soon too after this one month job. not too bad though since this job is three to four days a week only. yinwei is right. i should take the time to do the stuff i've always wanted to do. haha so ta da. i've been planning. hahas. yay! =p

How to Save A Life by The Fray
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life
How to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life

and yes sheepie i still like slow songs. hahas.

first day of work today. very very slack. five breaks almost one hour each within a day. pro. haha. made me feel as if i was wasting my time there. then again looking on the bright side... i'm being paid to waste my time away. haha interesting. nevermind. first day only. i'm sure there's more to come tomorrow. ahh got to wake up at 4 plus. hope hope i don't over sleep! =p must not be late. luckily yuan managed to help me find someone willing to change shifts with me. if not everything that i have during this one month duration will clash dao wan. heh. at least it looks like i can have a camp or two between? looks promising =) went kayaking yesterday. changi to pulau seduku back to changi and down to pasir ris. not bad. got to admit it was really fun actually. annoying at first when travelling down to pasir ris cos the waves kept pushing my kayak to the right and no matter how much i paddle and steer my boat to the left it'd still go to the right. my dancer kayak was really dancing la swaying here and there. rarh. but the trip back was quite fun though we were kayaking opposite the current which occasionally made me wonder if we were moving. each time we stopped we'd drift back so much la. the waves were pretty strong and so was the wind against us. the rain met up with us twice too. but the big waves were fun. feels great to have the waves crashing onto my upper deck and cockpit of the kayak. thank goodness some one invented the spray skirt. lol. but it's really nice la. chionging over to ride on a huge wave and then falling down into the trough caused by the wave and at the same time crashing right through the next wave. felt good in that choppy waters. haha =p eng wei was singing his songs next to me too... made me feel so expedition-ish. and he wonders why i don't sing along. truth is that i enjoy just listening to him sing and cheer away. haha always brings the mood up =) lalala good stuff haven't had such fun in awhile. hahas... anyway wonder what's going to happen tomorrow. will finally get to find out my job scope proper. got the coat they call a smog already. and will get those white shoes that are static-less and grounds you down to the floor tomorrow. yays. early early tmr. hope it'd be interesting =)

hmm it's been awhile. went back for the oac orientation camp some time ago. haven't exactly been going back thereafter. maybe for roadrun or duthalon ba =) hmm suddenly i don't really remember how i spent my days away. shopping? catching up on all those dvds i never watched? haha.. hmm. oh caught up with jean rachel yan ling and kai qin the other day too. not bad. been quite long since i've seen ij pple. haha =) oh sent wei kheam to tekong yesterday. well sort of. until pasir ris only. haha. not bad first oacian to go in this year eh. oh the personal there was quite funny. yuan and i were asking him where the saf ferry terminal was located at cos eng wei was going to tanah merah ferry terminal. then he was like let me see the enlistment letter. oh there it's stated here it's at the saf ferry terminal. then we were like okay yup we know that. where is it located though changi? and his reply was oh it's at saf ferry terminal. champion. haha. so we decided to ask what about tanah merah ferry terminal. his reply? oh tanah merah terminal is when you go for holidays. want to go bintan go there. haha hmm oh yay there you go finally an answer. haha literally orienteered my way around clarke quay with a map as well to meet yinwei. while flipping i saw... saf ferry terminal on my map under changi. right =/ might as well have checked that instead earlier. heh. starting work on monday. a mth job. wonder what it's like. hope it leaves me enough time in between to go do some camps. can't wait. haha. chinese new year is coming. yay. should make some new year's resolutions. since i'm too late for the new year proper... i'll start with cny =) hahas. oh and yups it's true. i'm learning yoga. lol. =p hmm happy shopping! got many of the stuff i want! yay that nice nike running shorts =p and yay finally a new swim suit too. perhaps i'll go swimming tmr or something haha =) got another dry bag. a smaller one from tatonka. figure it'd come in handy when i don't require the large one. got many clothes. and yays! haha =p















haha from the new nike range...














ta da! super pretty packaging. caught me by surprise too! very cute! love me. nike loves me more. hahaha. super cute. =p love the shirt too! haha yeah! =)
















haha a random photo. finally managed to get a photo with my bio tutor on one of the trebuchet building days. haha... yay! =p

hmmm i haven't kayaked for a long long time. should i should i should i? hmmm sorry for the randomness. yay let's end with something running continuously on my phone.

Home by Michael Buble
Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Babe I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
I'm fine baby, how are you??
Well I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I've got to go home

Let me go home'
Cause I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
That this is not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby, I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home

great song. and yes yinwei i like slow songs =p

never felt so cheated, so betrayed before.
i feel so sorry. so sorry that i bothered to help you.
last year was just a year of bad judgement of character.
there is no trust in a friendship with someone who's completely driven by money only.
come to think of it. i don't even know you.
just some random outsider who called to ask me down for an "interview".
who requested to be my friend. why in the world did i say yes.
one of my biggest mistakes ever in 2006. since then i've hardly had any peace.
i wish i had never known you. i don't want to. stop being such a nuisance.
go on. disappear forever. gone.
bye.

hmm haven't been in a mood to update at all. quite a lot of things have been happening these few days. perhaps another time. anyway just a little something to prevent this blog from dying too fast. heh. forgot where i came across it.

Layer ONE: On the Outside
Name: Siew You Min Kimberley
Birth date: 28/08/1988
Current status: single and free
Eye colour: dark brown
Hair colour: black
Righty or lefty: righty
Zodiac sign: dragon

Layer TWO: On the Inside
Your heritage: chinese
Your fears: disruptances
Your weaknesses: i prefer to keep quiet and observe rather than to talk under normal conditions.
Your perfect pizza: keep it simple. three cheese. haha =p

Layer THREE: Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: what's the time, who am i meeting today, what time i have to leave the house in order to not be late, how much time do i have before i need to leave
Your bedtime: varies. the morning of the next day usually. heh.
Your most missed memory: the time spent in teejaycee

Layer FOUR: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: honestly? none.
Macdonalds or Burger King: burger king
Single or group dates: haha none
Adidas or Nike: adidas cos it's more lasting
Lipton tea or Nestea: lipton
Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
Cappucino or coffee: um isn't cappucino a subset of coffee? no?

Layer FIVE: Do you..
Smoke: no
Curse: um i try not to?
Gone to the mall: yeah definately
Been on stage: yeah
Eaten sushi: uh huh
Dyed your hair: eh nope not yet

Layer SIX: Have You Ever
Played a stripping game: please. no.
Changed who you were to fit in: no i don't really believe in that.

Layer SEVEN
Age you're hoping to be married: never gave it much thought.

Layer EIGHT: In a Girl/Guy
Best eye colour: um doesn't really matter
Best hair colour: doesn't exactly matter either

Layer NINE: What Were You Doing?
1 minute ago: looking at the dancing cows sheepie put in our msn conversation
1hour ago: reading the junior college love story thing. it's not too bad actually.
1.5 hours ago: still reading the story
1 month ago: hmm before the bangkok trip. i think i was going out with friends? yup.
1 year ago: with oac organising the oac orientation camp for the year ones.

Layer TEN: Finish the Sentence
I love: teejayceee =p
I feel: like i'm wasting my time away and that i need to start working.
I hate: feeling so aimless.
I hide: my feelings most of the time.
I miss: life as a student.

Layer ELEVEN:Tag 5 people anyone who's bored.

hmm been spending everyday of the new year back in tj. guess it's quite nice to be in such um familiar territory. finally a successful launch from the trebuchet yesterday. yay! after so many days. hmm...














breaking all the rules with my zookeeper.
















at vivo after visiting the cafe sheepie's working at




















that crazily heavy counterweight. lol















the trebuchet.






















call it um artistic freedom. lol.














a photo i came across today. on our handover day... rach and i were trying to make it looked as if our heads got chopped off by the board our juniors made for us. obviously failed i realise. haha. quite miss those times.

orientation night was not too bad. ended pretty early though. but the skits put up by the ogs were pretty good. orientation video was done pretty nicely too. and haha yes i like the new beta cheers! rarh rarh rarh! nice missed mass dance so much. realised how much i forgot. and how much the mass dances feel like workouts as a whole. ahh i'm becoming more enthu only after leaving the school. this is so sad. oh well. pretty good seeing the tutors around too. as well as our batch people. just a little sad each day i walk out those gates... it's like leaving all over again. but then again. i already left in a way. sighs. anyway yes i really need to start getting a job soon now that orientation and the building of the trebuchet is more or less over. hmm probably going back for the oac orientation camp next week though. that's good. pretty touched by a message i got from indra on the first day of orientation early in the morning. hei, now is my turn o-ing the y1s... u hope i do a gd job like u did. =) ahh he rocks. his msgs never fail to reassure me that i wasn't completely wrong in the way i spent my time in jc... always busy doing things other than studying. ahh nice junior =) arief too thanking us for coming down for o night. honestly he did a great job of the orientation. =)

Your Scholastic Strength Is Evaluating

You are great at looking at many details and putting them all together.You are talented at detecting subtle trends, accuracy, and managing change. You should major in: StatisticsSpeechConflict studiesCommunicationFinanceMedicine

something random i came across earlier. ahh i need to do something productive soon. i feel a bit like... like i'm wasting my time away. sigh.

sigh it's only the second day of the new year. feeling really unhappy already. ahh somehow... i feel like crying. but i don't know why. such a weird feeling. sigh. help... =(

happy new year. 2007 already. look how time just seems to pass me by. seems like just yesterday that i was still schooling. seems like we were still planning for events. seems like... sigh. been going back to tj the last few days of the year. waking up early spending the day up till evening in school going out only for lunch. feels so familiar. feels good. miss it so much. guess i really learnt to love that place a lot. ahh like what the security guard in tj was telling us. we're still considered students until the last day of the year. and ahh it's over =( just happened to look at the list of upcoming events. last year's. was about to delete it. just realised how quickly it all went by. if only we could turn back time. =( sigh. wonder what this year will bring. many things i want to do this year. hopefully i'll get down to it soon =)