hey hey short update before i leave for kulai in um a few hours time. been an interesting couple of weeks i guess. watched my second movie of the year today. i realised i'm really very no life. second only leh. hahas. anyway met firefly today... had an operation find firefly at ps. haha quite fun and funny cos haha i was so lost. and haha yay i got surprised with a mr tortise. ooh so cute la. yay i like surprises hahas =p music and lyrics is a nice movie. go watch =) really tired. haven't slept. long long process of planning. hehs. lucky there was mr tortise for me to play with. hahas =)

super cute mr tortise! =)

been going to nus for the bazaar the past few days. had some happy time shopping around as well as helping to promote the booth by haha making friends with the other shop owners here and there. haha. saw rachel today! haha science faculty. not bad. quite an interesting experience i guess. oh quite scary i nearly missed a couple of uni deadlines. been in camp for too long already la. so completely unconnected with the world so much so i don't really know what's going on already. haha. had to ask mr lim to write me a last minute referee form for nus on the closing day itself. feel so so bad. thank goodness for him.

oh camp christine the other day was not too bad too... saw froggy who was literally a fence away at jalan baht. nice campsite. i want to try there some time soon =) interesting. learnt a lot. learnt how to rarh rarh a little (luckly for firefly who helped me to kick start it =) ). though seriously i think i suck at it. cos i dun like to. oops. managed to kayak towing titanic as well. all pretty interesting experiences i guess. i even got a husband of 6 years can. haha to entertain the kids i declared that i was only 12 years old somemore. haha so funny having to convince them. hahas =)

haha my kids =)

my cute little p5 kids again =p

haha i love this photo. i look so retarded in it hahas =p

really really tired. need to sleep soon. only have two and twenty minutes left. heh. i'm beginning to talk rubbish. oh rico is so nice. he bought us stuff from bangkok. yayness =) need to settle the payment for the uni applications. ahhh... =/ rarh! nighttt...

hmm back from two camps. heading for a third one tomorrow.
the first camp at camp loola with admiralty sec in bintan was a really insightful one.
not only did i learn a lot, i managed to try a lot of stuff that i wouldn't do as well.
3e2 was a really great class. very bonded and wow they could really rarh rarh themselves well.
am was great too. he really taught me a lot of stuff about facillitating. and gosh i have to admit he is one hell of a camp instructor. damn pro. really really good. i've much much more to learn.
the stuff they have at the campsite. the zipline... boomnetting and all. haha wow really pure excitement. and omg i even got to sit ontop of the moving bus. damn funky. having to duck each time there were branches and leaves. haha whole new experience all together. the teachers from admiralty were damn cool also la. so sporting and helpful all the time. yay for them. haha and the oc instructors. wow. can't wait to see them in action again tmr for the next camp =p

second camp with monfort was completely different. our first impression was very omg what are we going to do with them. especially when the school actually wanted us to fence the area up to prevent them from running away from camp. heh. guess it kind of showed a lot. the principal was super on. i'm suprised. on as in a i like the military style of camp for discipline kind of on. a bit of a oac-styled kind of thing i guess. but actually hmm the students are really not too bad la. yeah you have to kao bei them a bit at the start but after that if you become a little nicer-not until the point that they override you la. they will start to listen. really. was quite suprised myself when they offered to help me carry stuff and all. i guess it's just they way you go about handling them ba. tiring but fun. kayaked to coney island and saw the giant jellyfish above the other smaller jellyfishes. haha gross. didn't dare to capsize ever. yucks. anyway i don't like pasir ris anymore. felt like i was being shipwrecked onto pasir ris. eng wei, jin xin and me. 3 of us vs 80 odd students. lucky rico was there. difficult teaching campcraft one person to at least 32 students. heh. but i guess its through this kind of stuff that you learn more so that you'd know what to do in the future?

ahh tired. wonder what tomorrow will be like. pri sch kids should be a little easier to handle as compared to sec sch kids yeah. hopefully i'll be able to rarh rarh them a bit. i need to learn the art of rarh rarh-ing. im lousy at it =(

needs to settle my uni applications fast after the next camp. if not i'm so so screwed. then it's probably off to kulai at the end of the month. ahh one hell of a month. very good. very very good. =p

back to tj today... happy =) got the 30th anniversary shirt. the one that i thought was really nice. omg i'm so pro. haha =p anyway i realised mr tong's really nice. gave me a bit of advice for which university course to take too. really nice guy for a dm. hahas. ahh did i mention that i love tj again? =p met rachie too... omg haven't seen her in awhile. watched orientation together. really missed the times we went crazy together in house comm. haha =) saw hsu da ge again! he was like hey you've lost weight since the last time i saw you. haha errr... hmm... haha. didn't know what to say. been getting pretty funny comments of late. just the other day liesel told me that it was a common consensus that i grew prettier. haha shocking. i was um speechless. then the results day... po ling was asking me if i was going kayaking everyday cos i'm so tanned. haha. omg and to think i thought i faded. haha =p anyway about the results... like the o levels... i didn't really ask about your results. it's not that i don't care to know how you faired. it's just that i thought i should give you some space... to get over it if needed or to go celebrate. so yup.

many things i need to settle. the course i'm going to take in the university. need to decide on it soon. hopefully... hopefully i'll make a decision that i won't end up regretting. somehow i wish that i didn't have that many options to play around with. it'd be easier for me to decide then. but oh well. =( i should be grateful. at least i got the tj alumni thing done today. that's one off the wish list. =) ahh many things to say not enough time. haven't packed for tmr's camp. and i'm sick. =( so so dead. let's hope i survive.

i'm tired. really really tired... =(

sigh. if you know you know, if you don't then leave it that way. i did okay.
considering i didn't finish the chem ppr and read the gp qn wrongly i'm fine.
really sorry if i give very indifferent replies to everything.
just very... sian-ed by everything. i don't know. i just don't seem to feel anything.
i just keep wondering... what next?

and so the last day of work at mircon has come and gone.
guess it feels like of weird not having to wake up so early in the morning to rush to the bus stop to meet wai kit to take the first bus down with chern xin to boon keng. feels weird knowing that we don't have to go there again. guess we've all gotten pretty used to the way of life there.

ahh guess i'll miss mircon. especially the people in there who made the whole experience more memorable then ever. received a msg from darren this morning that he misses us and we make him ku xiao bu de. ahh see la yesterday still don't really wanna take photo with us. heh. hahas. ahh i miss having that guy around too. spent most of my last day laughing at him and doing stupid things... haha always remember him as the first person to entertain me. hahahas. oops. then there's kim yeou who taught me sbt and joked that the short one liner that i wrote to thank him for his guidance was a qin shu. =/ ah heng and ben who always laugh at me when my cart over shoots the oven area or something. simon also who always "ze bian jiu hao le" in a very dramatic way and laughs at me... =/ hahas. ah chen ar who's so blur that half the time (more than half actually) irni and i are dying laughing at him. hahaha... then there's all the makis (is that how you spell it) who are constantly so nice... especially the one kit, chern xin and i always meet like 610 in the morning (no idea how come she's always so early but that's a good thing). haha and omg that big bar of cadbury chocolate is still lying in my fridge. hahas =)

yay then our own people. kit and yuan =) chern xin who timeouts me everyday for breaks after my lead went back to sarawak for cny and tripped at the same flight of stairs every single break for the first few days. super funny la. alex who always goes pi ar pi. ahaha... irni... chang de who's super crazy every day. always makes days in there much more interesting. shou de also! tied me up on the last day lor. so funny. i looked like some retard. and ahh that reminds me that i need to grow taller... haha... any suggestions as to how? =p

learnt quite a fair bit from micron too i guess. a lot more chinese (cos most of them speak to me using that).. and to be a bit more open. previously it was always within the people i know. this is one of the few times i knew almost no one prior at the start. felt a bit like the time i entered tj myself. haha. not bad. learnt the art of self entertaining and stoning as well. ahh. so much to say. i miss micron and all the sbts. haha. oh well. when one door closes, another opens.

results tomorrow. i don't know man. not much feeling towards it. still thinking of whether i should enter sch late. just in case there's the prinicipal's talk. then i'll be able to miss it. hahas. oops. jean asked me earlier what's my standard of okay for the results is. i don't know. i replied aab. because i screwed up chem quite badly. gp as well. kind of weird i guess i already know how badly i'm gonna do for chem. just waiting to see if it ends up worse off then what i predicted. for a person who has been failing for majority of her jc life... i think my expectations are a little... high. i think tomorrow i'll just end up disappointed. very disappointed. i'm just... just afraid to let everyone down. especially my tutors. perhaps it's better that i not know the results. then i won't have to bother. ahh can't be bothered about it. whatever man.

anyway... oh yeah something important. happy birthday froggy! =) beta wouldn't have been the same without you! haha nothing would have. yays! for all the events... the functions the track meet the titans trainings. yay for froggy! froggy rocks. thanks for everything! =D