haven’t blogged for awhile yeah… shall start with monday.. emath.. sucked as usual.. nothing to be surprised about that.. haha.. yeah.. a horrible as usual.. yeah.. *sigh* it was pretty hard.. nothing much to comment about that.. haha..

tuesday.. chemistry… gosh i swear that they’ve gone NUTS!!! the paper was soooo freaking hard!!! gosh.. the mcq was like.. *shakes head* the mcq.. haiz.. just looked at the first qn and shaked my headf.. figured that it was going to be a difficult paper.. like seriously difficult.. even the june o level paper was well so freaking easy manz.. was unsure of SO MANY questions that i didn’t know whether i should laugh at myself for being sooo stupid or to just cry.. haha.. the main paper was as bad as expected i suppose.. EVERYTHING i predicted that would come out came out.. *shakes head in despair* if i only trusted myself.. lost so many marks because of that manz… saddening.. my chemmmmm!!! *wails*

wed.. geog.. was so weird i suppose.. they forgot to print a page for us.. so i rushed through the tourism qn so that I could do the qn they missed printing after that.. haiz.. *shakes head again* i missed part of the question.. 6 WHOLE FREAKING MARKS can?! arggh.. i only lost a total of one mark for the mid years n how i’m losing 6 freaking marks over nothing?! unfairness!!! i don’t care.. maybe i’ll try asking her for something or i dunno larhz.. but losing 6 marks just like that is very xing tong can.. 6/50 leh.. 12%.. haiz.. dunno larhz.. so irritating.. didn’t even know that I missed it till rarrrrhhhh winnnn told me that there was a following qn… *screams in hysteria*

thursday.. amath.. wasn’t THAT bad i suppose.. but nonetheless still horrid.. nevermind.. i’d go into hysteria if i even get an a anyway.. never got that for a major exam before right.. so yeah.. haiz.. at least my supposed straight line graph is actually nice and STRAIGHT!!! was relatively impressed.. could do the relative velocity thing too!!! *cheers* ahaha.. yeah then after that, chi was impressive too.. haven’t exactly studied it for months.. but still knew all the han zi and the zhao ju.. so happy! totally impressed with myself.. hahaha.. :) but the compre was dead hard.. compre usually pulls me up manz.. what happened?! haiz… nevermind.. *gives up* yeah finally managed to tape rarrrhh hueeeiiii’s delirious advert thing.. most of it that is.. haha.. good.. less heart attacks from hearing it now.. ahaha..

friday.. emath.. okay i suppose.. rushed through cos i thought that i wouldn’t have enough time to finish.. ended up with like.. half an hour extra.. ahaha…proves that my estimation really cannot make it.. haha.. yeah. .anyway, went to check my answers for once.. realized that i committed SO MANY mistakes manz.. gave me a biggg heart attack.. ahaha.. well.. I do have some more mistakes that i didn’t realize in time so yeah.. good thing I saw those.. or else ah.. *shakes head* really fail already.. aahaha.. yeah went out with rarrrhhh hueeeiii, rarrrhhhh winnnn, hazel n eunice after emath.. went to the twins’ hse to change.. yeah then went to cineplex to watch dodgeball.. aahaha.. such a SICK show manz.. ben stiller was… gosh.. disgusting.. esp the inflatable crutch thing.. totally gruesome.. sick show.. but funny. .haha.. met lots of ij pple.. carol n all twice sumore.. met marilyn n wanli too.. haha.. yeah.. damn cool.. ahahaha.. went to hmv.. rarrrhh hueeeii n i ah.. haha.. we listened to songs until we could hardly hear ourselves after that.. ahaha.the music was sooo loud manz.. ahaha.. so funny.. went to marche to eat.. nothing great about that place though.. haha.. oh wellz.. erm yeah.. went to paragon.. haha.. then to taka.. haha.. had dairy queen!! blizzard.. oreo n cheesecake.. but he forgot to add the cheese cake.. :S aahaha.. oh wellz.. no comment.. ahaha.. whoa.. so fun manz.. ahaha.. :) totally enjoyed myself..

okay.. thoughts after the prelims.. first.. it’s the end.. i’m so NOT going to go anywhere for the first three mths with my prelim grades.. i doubt i can go anywhere.. ahaha.. mite as well go n work? ahaha.. i’m wayyy too careless.. yeah.. totally.. can miss questions again.. for emath too..hmm i think that i should xie tian xie di if I can even qualify for cjc manz.. haha.. yeah.. haiz.. i’m not optimistic at all for the prelims.. so yeah.. same goes for the o levels now.. i think that i’m just screwed.. full stop.. haiz.. i really don’t know what else to think now..just glad that all this crap is over. .going to have “hell of a time” when we get our papers back next week manz.. oh wellz.. for now.. enjoyyyy!!! wahahaha.. :p

okay.. haha..shall start with monday first… a math was okay.. not much of a comment on it.. just that some qns were simply UNdo-able! hahaha.. erm chi compo.. ying yong wen was okay.. but the main compo again.. I seriously think that i chose the wrong qn to do.. :( die manz.. later……. again cos of the main compo.. :( haiz.. n yeah I lost my chi dict mins before the exam can.. super suspicious.. i left it in my class.. which is also used for the chi exam.. went to search for it.. wasn’t anywhere.. then after the exam, the dictionary miraculously appeared under the table which i had searched prior to that right.. what rubbish.. i bet someone took my dict n used it.. gd thing there was a dictionary next to my exam sit manz.. or i’d have been so screwed manz.. urggh.. yeah.. totally nothing to say about that.. nothing nice to say about it anyway so yeah..

tuesday.. chem. pract.. was okay i suppose.. but the first qn ah.. sth wrong with my reagent ah? seems to produce weird answers.. maybe it’s contaminated… :( hahaha.. yeah nearly made the stupidest mistake in my life for it too.. seriously wanted to burst out laughing when i realized what i was writing.. haha.. shan’t elaborate on it.. haha.. still makes me crack up in laughter.. haha..

today.. bio.. freaky manz.. i finished the mcq in less than 20 mins.. hahaha… then i was so out of time when i was doing the essay qn.. ahaha.. rushed like crazy.. realized that i left two blanks later.. :( oh wellz.. what’s done is done.. shan’t think about it.. just that.. whoa.. very ke xi manz.. the 10 marks qn.. i forgot to read it before the exam.. was planning to.. then it came out right.. 10 mks some more.. :’( no choice larhz.. guessed out all the events.. crap.. anyhow guess the enzymes too right.. i just pray that majority of it is correct manz.. haiz.. so rushed for time.. :( oh well… some good news though! I FOUND my shou che!!! so happy.. haha.. shan’t study today!!! too mentally tired from bio.. always am.. ahahaha.. won’t study for like the nx 10 years because of it.. hahaha… going to fail everything that comes after bio manz.. haha.. anyway, i wanna playyyy tennis! ahahahahaha.. although I still dunno how to.. but yeah.. hahaha.. so many nice shows today!!! :D ahaha.. oh yeah… just had ice cream! cookies n cream!!!! simply luvvv it! ahahaha.. i’m crazieeee… must be the after effects of reading bio… :s ahaha..

okok.. time to update.. yeah I know.. haha.. erm okay.. what’s happened? Nothing much actually.. kind of wasted half a week of the holidays in front of the tv and the computer.. haha.. eh.. what else.. oh yeah more people to thank.. haha.. thanks to the sec3 bballers for the monkey thing! looks so smart.ahem.. just like meee!!! :D ahaha.. yeah… thanks xt for asterix!!! the bright pink star shaped mogu-like pillow!!! :D thanks cheryl for the drink which.. well.. could have lead to the underage possession of alcohol thing.. what rubbish.. haha.. :p not planning to drink it anytime soon though.. ahaha.. erms.. anyone else? eh.. ahaha.. i LOST my chi shou che! Intelligent ol me!!! i’m sooo screwed!!! blah.. oh wellz.. haha.. went for a math lessons the past two days in sch.. very enlightening as usual I suppose considering the fact that I seem to know nothing.. haha.. chem. Was a bore though.. lousy attention span.. haha.. oh wellz.. still wasting time out here.. I’m so screwed can.. I’m going to fail EVERYthing after the hols.. that’s baddd… arggh.. :( so saddening.. :(

physics exam sucked.. totally sucked.. i feel as if i screwed it up bigg time.. oh well.. what’s done is done.. all I can do about it is to whine.. so here i am.. section c!!! omg.. i couldn’t solve the stupid qn.. then i’d only have like 5 mks.. so I desperately tried to do the other qn within like what less than 10 mins.. crazy right.. n it’s so hard somemore.. some ultrasound thing.. :( crap.. it’s the end.. :(

oh wellz.. the mcq also.. *looks at rae hui* the bubbleeee!!! cheated our feelings!!! stupiddd bubble… blah blah blah.. looks like ur losing the bet cheryl.. losing.. seriously.. :( argghhhhhhhhhhh.. blah.. anyway, nessa, soph, xt n i went to pastamania for lunch for lunch.. haha.. n we met kai qin n all there.. haha.. so funnaye.. yeah.. mum sent me my stuff.. then it was off to xt’s hse.. haha.. we played table tennis.. haha.. improving improving.. was so hilarious.. haha.. then rae hui joined us for tennis.. so fun n funaye!!!!!!!!!! wahaha.. I simply luvvvvv tennis!!! :D yeah manz.. tennis rocks! following in the footsteps of ferrero! haha..

whee~~ yeah then rae hui n i went to buy slurpees from 7 eleven.. n they gave us some hair colour spray thing.. got the blue one.. then we started trying it out at the busstop.. was sooo dark.. so we couldn’t see it.. haha… so we sprayed so much.. so smellyyyyy.. haha.. yeah then when we got back we could see it sooo clearly.. haha.. but it was still so smelly.. haha.. started taking photos of it.. haha.. so funny.. yeah.. so funnnn.. we SO have to do it again.. thanks xt for letting us play there..haha.. n rae hui for giving me a lift hm!!! haha.. we SERIOUSLY have to do it again manz!!! :D:D:D

finally.. time to blog.. a biggg thank you to everyone who wished me a happy birthday on the 28th! okay.. I seem have very long thank-you-list so let me just say something to two other pple first..

to timothy, happy belated 14th birthday on the 25th!

and to Natalie, a very happy 16th birthday today.. *grins* now ur getting old too! wahaha.. yeah believe it! I’m a WHOLE two days older than u! ahaha..

okay now for my thank yous.. haha.. a big thanks to carol, soph, nessa, touty n cheryl for the cake! *yums* really didn’t suspect anything.. haha.. so shocking.. haha.. sorry that there wasn’t much of a response from me.. haha.. was just.. *laughs* overcome with emotions.. ahaha.. yeah.. really thankful for such thoughtful friends.. although.. haha.. I kinda got cheated so many times.. haha.. gosh.. touty is pro at it manz.. soph and all too.. haha.. was so shocked.. haha.. feeling a bit stupid now though.. haha..

okay then thank you everyone who wrote on the card.. haha.. so interesting.. haha.. special thanks so jean for compiling everything.. haha.. n I still haven’t gotten over the heart attack that I got from seeing mrs low’s wishes there.. haha… seriously unexpected.. haha.. pleasant surprise though.. haha.. yeah.. a big thankiew!

to wanli, touty, marilyn n cheryl.. thanks for the presents.. haha.. still finding the moving sushi super amusing and all.. haha.. thanks though! haha..

whee~~ nat! thanks for the 12 tarts.. they were super nice.. only had a bit of a refrigeration problem that’s all.. haha..not much of a prob.. not much at all.. *laughs* mmm.. n thanks for the kangaroo thing as well.. haha.. kit k..

rae hui!!! thanks for the oversized england tee! haha.. so cool! haha.. whee~~ big thanks for that.. dun forget tennis! aft the prelims of sth.. haha.. I still wanna play..

mum and dad.. thanks for the new hp! whee~~ finally! radio! so happy.. cam too! haha.. :D 6610i is so much nicer than my previous one! Haha.. :)

okay.. and finally, a biggg thank you to everyone who wished me a happy b’day yeah.. hope that I didn’t miss anyone out! thankiew!

i don't know why but i feel as if i've finally seen the light today.. feel as if i'm actually beginning to believe in myself.. believe that i can do it. that i can accomplish what i want if i just put in some effort into what i do.. if i just put my mind and soul into working towards what i want i may actually be able to make it happen. if i just have a little faith in myself. if i just believe.. the prelims are coming up real soon and i'm totally unprepared.. the more i should put my faith in god and hopefully in my own abilities as well.. maybe i'm not as stupid as i think i am.. maybe it's just my defination of stupid.. no one is stupid.. it's just a matter of how u define stupid.. maybe that's what's been pushing me down all the time.. what's been making me think that everything is impossible and that i cannot achieve that i want. maybe it's really true that there's no such thing as impossible because impossible spells i'm possible..

well.. i suppose that it's a good sign that for the entire section a and b w/0 the essay thing for the chem june o level paper, i've only lost a total of 4 marks which is dead impressive.. first time in my entire life that i've already secured at least an a from only two section.. praying that our actual chem paper will be like that.. haha.. hopefully yeah.. feel quite enlightened for physics too after mrs tang clarified some doubts that i've been having for a long time.. hopefully that'll give me an a again as well.. geog's doing fine too..especially without studying.. i suppose what i'm getting is like of a fluke so yeah..

anyway main point is that if i can accomplish all of that without much effort being put in, why shouldn't i put in more effort and accomplish much more.. must i wait for a major awakening?! like the one during the sec2 mid years, whereby i nearly failed a couple of subjects, to actually do something about it? must i always rely on some major catastrophy to wake me up so that i'll actually put in some effort into the things i do?! obviously not! everyone has choices.. so do i.. it's a matter of making the right decisions.. and having the discipline and the perseverence to do it.. that's obviously what i seen to lack of..

but i really should try.. even an attempt would be good right.. if i don't try, i'll never know what was install for me.. if i don't try, i'll never accomplish anything.. just like what connell; my obs instructor said to me.. a ship in the harbour is safe.. but that's not ships are built for.. or something.. i think that he's right.. i should go out there and try! take risks! i shouldn't just keep within my comfort zone all the time.. venture out.. be different.. basically i should put in more effort into the stuff i do.. and discipline.. i really need that.. trust in god.. very important.. praying that god will show me the way.. show me the light.. as i embark on this journey to who knows where.. god bless..

okay today.. let me see.. i've decided that i'm definately going to retake chinese.. hoping to get a distinction this time round.. really hope that i'm making the right choice this time round.. especially considering the fact that i've barely started studying for the rest of the subjs.. yeah.. seriously praying that i'm making the right decision.. putting all my trust in god now.. hoping that he'll show me the light.. the right path to take.. and i pray that he'll help me to get over this.. i'm putting all my trust onto you now god.. please please please show me the light! *sigh* i really hope that this is the right path to take.. *big sigh* oh wellz.. i shan't change my mind now that i've made it up.. i have to do it.. and it must turn out the way i want it to.. i can't afford another screw up.. nope.. ot another one.. no thanks.. *sigh* didn't attend any classes.. went with soph after school to macs... ahaha.. supposedly to study.. but oh wellz.. haha.. let's just say that it was pure fun! ahaha.. :D should do it again! so fun! haha.*grins* oh wellz.. yeah nothing much left to say! haha..

what the hell can i say about today.. i really don't know whether i should laugh at myself or to just break down into tears. the chi o level results.. not up to par at all.. i mean like what the hell?! i NEED my a1 for chinese manz.. but wtfh.. 100% pass.. but.. stupid main compo.. cause of all my despair.. now i'm quite certain that i have to retake it again.. really want my distinction for chinese k.. but i reall don't know if i'm making the right decision.. i mean like retaking the entire exam just because i read a simple compo question wrongly sounds totally stupid don't you think?! super retarded.. especially considering the fact that i have to re-learn everything just for a compo?! downright retardness.. why was i so careless?! never happened before...

what a great time to start.. the weirdest thing is that when i looked around, i realised that in other classes, people are like overjoyed to get the grade that i got.. but look at me.. trying my best to fight the tears.. i mean like who are the happier people?! the irony.. i mean like it's kind of hard to accept all of this considering that well i did use to take higher chi in pri sch.. i don't usually see grades like this right.. urggh.. ss didn't help at all either.. never gotten a just pass grade before for source based.. i mean like hello.. i came here with history as my forte.. what's happening to me?! somebody answer me! why are my grades slipping so badly?! why why why?! i really don't know.. life's so screwed up.. i really don't know what to do anymore.. don't know what to think.. i really don't know... wtf does everyone want from me? wth do i want from myself?! what do i really want from life?! the answer is that i really don't know.. my mind's in a mess. .my thoughts are in a mess.. what am i doing?! arggh..

anyway, away from that, that daniel zhang guy came to our sch today to perform for the sec2s and 3s.. yeah anyway there's always a silver lining in the cloud right.. and it came in the weirdest fashion.. it came in the form of the o level english oral?! yeah.. somehow, it was not half as bad as i had imagined it to be.. it was actually.. well.. fun.. yeah.. fun.. what a term to use.. i sound crazy but yeah.. seriously.. i never thought that it would actually feel good to talk to oral examiners.. so much better than that of those giving the chi oral... but i suppose it was quite hard in the beginning to compose myself for the oral considering all the shake ups i had had prior to it... now i can only hope that my eng would be able to do miracles.. and pray hard that my chi will do better the next time round.. it'd better.. but considering the timing, i really don't know.. don't know what's in store for me.. don't know what to do.. let time and fate decide it.. i'm now officially out of reach...

Happy 39th birthday Singapore!!!
and to all singaporeans out there, happy national day!!!
yeah and although i know that he won't read this, thanks PM Goh for guiding us through so many years!!! for all your dedication and believe in singapore. thanks a lot! and to then incoming pm mr lee hsien loong, i believe that you'll do a excellent job in governing singapore in the near future. yeah.. thirty nine years we have survived. stood together through out thick and thin. people thought that we would not be able to make it on our own. but we did. with the people and the government all united as one, pushing towasrds the same goal of a prosperous society, we grew and grew. altough 39 years is a considerably short period of time, we have shown that we are amongst the best and together, we can only hope for the better because together we make a difference. okay okay.. so i'll just keep it short and sweet.. so have a very very very happy national day everyone! god bless!!! :)

just got back from cip.. yeah manz.. 3hrs45mins.. *sigh* why not just give 4hrs? haiz.. haha.. dead tired from all the moving around.. oh wellz... it wasn't that bad.. haha.. quite fun.. yeah.. went for hazel for that.. erm.. went to the arcade before that and met sam chui, sandra, rach and all cos they were going to watch some movie.. haha.. realised that i suck big time at arcade games.. i die within minutes.. hazel on the other hand, was the first for the bubble game thing.. haha.. so sad right.. the big contrast between me and her.. yeah.. haha.. then we met emilyn, corina and aline whilst going to eat.. haha.. yeah..quite shocking.. ahaha.. erm okay as for the day, so many people ponned school!!! *wails* i so wanted to as well.. haiz.. haha.. the mass ahem sucked.. could hardly hear anything.. and the priest was well psychotic.. singing like crazy.. okay so maye it's a little exaggerated but yeah.. hahaha.. then the concert was almost as bad.. the sun was shining so immensely on us k.. and then they were.. don't know what they were doing larhz.. haiz.. so hot.. and it was super short for once.. that's supposed to be good btw.. so yeah.. haha.. oh manz.. i realised that the english sucks.. just so tired.. can't really think now.. haha.. okay that's it.. enough of crapping from me.. cya...

oh manz.. today.. haiz.. nothing to say.. waited so long for the 851 bus to come to take me to bugis.. then i realised that it didn't go to the specific part of bugis that i wanted to go to.. worst of all, when i got to the place that i wanted to go, i realised that two other buses; 960 and 133 went directly to that place.. so infurating manz.. oh wellz.. now i know.. and then when i was going back hm, i was wondering what bus route i should take since there is no direct bus home..

decided to take the mrt instead as it was a safer bet. wrong choice.. once i got there, i realised that i knew how to get home from there by bus.. arggh.. i don't seem to be making much sense but yeah.. so irritating.. argghh.. didn't sign the form for the tchers day thing.. jus thanded it in.. realised that i should have given something.. but clever ol me put a no to everything there cos i was in a rush to hand it up.. :( blah..

yeah forgot to study for today's ss test as well.. like wth.. totally forgot manz.. arggh.. didn't get the chi o level result thing today either.. yeah.. kind of screwed up the ss thing.. haiz.. whatever manz.. only a math was okay cos at least i could do stuff.. *sigh* what's with me and my totally lousy luck these days manz?! yeah and i realised that i really suck at bio.. should have dropped it or something if i was allowed to right? blah.. i don't like bio!!!

argghhhhh.. so irritating... the chem pract sucked.. the stupid carbon dioxide gas.. kept excaping.. like wth manz.. so exasperating manz.. blah.. then the phy test had an extra half an hr.. realised why after handing the paper in. i had done the graph thing.. but i didn't answer the questions that followed.. no wonder.. then i didn't have time to change the ans for another qn that i realised that i calculated wrongly only like less than a min before we had to hand in the paper.. a bit the late right.. so i couldn't fin it larhz..

so irritating.. esp considering that i had so much time left over.. oh wellz.. at least i spotted a biggg mistake that could have caused me an ENTIRE page worth of marks.. hmm.. we're supposed to get our chi o level results tomorrow or something.. hope i don't do too badly.. *sigh* i have a feeling that i would definately have to redo the paper or something.. kind of screwed it up or something right so yeah.. so saddening.. yeah the english oral thing is coming up soon as well. i hate oral.. but oh wellz.. i suppose i would ave to think more realistically on that day itself? haha.. aiya.. whatever manz.. i'll only do what i have to do on the day itself yeah..

oh yeah we're encouraged to wear some red top or something for friday's national day celebration.. *sigh* no idea as to what to wear.. don't wanna wear jeans.. don't like it.. but i suppose.. there's not much of a choice anymore right.. :'(

argghhhhhhhh... lousy day k.. first period.. chi.. didn't bring the worksheet.. then eng.. we were like let of at least 10 mins late for recess.. a math.. didn't know what the hell was going on.. totally screwed for the relative velocity crap... arggh.. then phy.. had some phy test in which i didn't study for at all.. like arggh.. then we had chem.. *shakes head* the worst manz.. erm like got partially scolded for talking to cheryl.. like half the class was doing something else anyway.. *rolls eyes* she keeps going keep quiet when all you are doing is to explain some chem stuff that she ATTEMPTED to explain but pple don't understand right.. sometimes ah.. she ah.. always qing hong zhao bai onez.. arggh.. fine then.. *rolls eyes* so much for chem lessons.. piece of shit larhz.. eng also.. got called up for some pict oral thing.. like wth.. and the pic was like the most stupid, unreadable, ununderstandable and like don't know what shit kind of pic.. like.. haiz.. totally nothing to say that kind.. to hell with it manz.. yeah.. *shakes head*haiz. now, it's some cip thing too.. supposed to be submitted by friday or something... like erm.. not even six? cos we've only doing that one flag selling thing.. did some in church at the start of the year.. and end of last year.. does that count?but that'd be so weird.. to suddenly ask for the hours after so many months that is.. pple would have already forgotten about it by now.. so yeah.. haiz.. this is such a screwed day manz. argghhhhhhhhhh

okay seriously nothing to say today.. just wanted to have a shout out to sophia..

Happy 16th birthday Sophia!!! :)

btw you are getting old manz.. haha.. good thing i'm still a year younger than u.. *wipes away the perspiration* phew.. haha.. :p oh wellz.. yeah that's all.. cya

hmms.. haha.. yeah had pe today.. played volleyball.. volleyball is a DANGEROUS game!!! stupid ball! how can volleyballers engage in this kind of toturous activity manz.. ahaha... oh wellz.. yeah now my stupid left hand has bruises on it.. like ouch?*crackkk* haha.. had some poly talk as well... but well i don't know.. not really thinking of going to a poly so yeah.. haha.. hmm.. had quite a number of free periods too.. cos of the honours day thing.. haha.. yeah.. played pickleball with xiao ting during recess as well.. haha.. great right.. i'm erm improving.. :D haha.. yeah xiao ting.. must remember to invite me over for tennis someday yeah.. oh yeah.. changing the msn thing.. to..haha yeah.. something super lame yeah.. but more like me i suppose.. :D yeah.. okay then if that's all, i'll be off.. cya

yeah manz! got my khaki sling bag thing today! finally! rock on mum! haha..  :D oh wellz.. it's from zinc! that's what makes it even cooler yeah.. :D yeah finished the cme compo yesterday.. probably said that before already but yeah! woo hoo! just estatic! ahaha.. yeahs... bio pract was super cool today too!!! someone photocopied the marking scheme instead of the actual practical, so practically all the answers were already there.. haha.. yeah so we all left after 20 mins; after we finished doing the pract.. haha.. coolest prac ever manz! :) yeah what else is there to say? nothing right.. haha.. yeah so i suppose that's all yeah.. cya! :D *still grinning* today's such a cool day manz! :D

 yeah manz!!! just fin the cme compo! woo hoo!!! yeah manz.. rock on! finally a compo that sounds nice and presentable cos all my compos are usually crap manz.. haha.. whee~~ cheryl u seriously owe me biggg time manz! serious.. haha. :D oh wellz.. thanks jean for taking some time to kind of edit it for me yeah.. thanks loads! haha.. *turns back to cheryl* whee~~ i'll settle that with u later.. haha.. just so happy now! finally!!! after so long! yeah manz.. :P sounds nice! :D

*sigh* today's a weird day yeah.. thank god i decided to go up to class just before assembly manz.. saved me all the trouble.. our class was one of the classes to be spot checked and oh my.. more than half of the class got booked for various stuff.. especially for loose belts... which was weird cos most of their belts were pretty okay what.. so much better than 4/1's.. yeah.. they were really strict with our class manz.. the other classes definately weren't hit as badly as us.. oh wellz.. what happened has already happened.. so yeah it's too late.. thank goodness i managed to pass though although i still don't really know how i managed to -stop asking soph and i didn't okay- haiz.. but yeah.. i do feel kind of sorry for those who got their belts cut.. all their belts looked super tight and unwearable when they returned for pe.. oh wellz.. there goes our global citizenry thing.. ahaha.. oh wellz..

yeah played volleyball for pe.. haha.. the white ball ah.. whoa.. it's like ouck everytime we hit it.. seriously manz.. and the stupid ball would only like just make it over the net eventhough we hit it really hard.. like crap manz.. and ouch as well.. haiz.. oh wellz.. played bball with jess during recess as well.. feel like such a senior citizen or something.. haha.. we were like all out of breath after a couple of minutes worth of 1-on-1 s.. haha..

a math lesson was cool.. haha.. got ferrero rocher chocolates.. coolness manz.. haha.. yeah.. oh wellz.. nothing much.. haiz.. i really should start studying or something.. realised that i'm taking too many subjects manz.. can't really cope cos i haven't exactly started studying or something- which is horrendous.. haiz.. tmr yeah.. shit.. there's physics strech.. now where's that worksheet?! it's been sooo long manz.. so won't be able to find it.. crap.. haen't done it either.. should attempt to look for it.. crap crap crap.. oh yeah before i forget.. thanks sophia for the ride home and the durian that came along with it as well yeah.. :) hahahaha...

hey hey!!! racial harmony day today yeah.. haha.. :) hmm.. yeahs wore some bright pink baju kebaya.. changed halfway during school time.. or at least that's what i think it's called.. haha.. yeah bright pink manz.. gosh.. so weird.. i'm so not a pink person.. oh wellz.. it's a lot better than being killed by my classmates for not wearing an ethnic cosume right.. ahaha.. so yeah.. haha.. thanks wenli for lending me the costume yeah.. thanks! haha.. oh wellz.. it wasn't that bad anyway.. haha.. just exaggerating.. haha. :p i HATE taking photos anyway.. haha.. this is the one and only day that i'm actually willing to take pics manz.. haha.. so yeah.. *laughs* cheryl is probably going like thank goodness it's only for today manz.. ahaha.. yeah.. hmms.. concert was rubbish-ed.. quite of a waste of time but yeah..

oh and it ended sooo late manz.. so we all started our chem practs late and ended super late as well.. ahaha.. feeling quite elated for absolutely no reason.. haha.. so i decided to change the song to "this love" by maroon 5.. ahaha.. yeah.. [cheryl] there's no exterior reason behind the choice of song k.. it just sounds nice that's all.. haha.. *big fat grin* yeahs believe me! u should.. *laughs* haha.. :) yeahs that's about all.. oh yeahs our juniors won today!!! 49-3.. woo hoo.. nice score pple!!! against bukit merah.. finally put ur act together yeah!!! great work manz!!! although it's a little too late.. never mind.. nationals for u pple next year yeah!!! :) ahaha.. okay all.. seriously this time round.. haha.. cya..

gosh just got hm.. haha.. went to have dinner with alvina at macs after training.. haha.. oh wellz.. yeah.. met some pple from cyf as well.. haha.. it's been a long time yeah.. maybe i should start going for cyf again.. haha.. *starts to feel bad* oh wellz... yeah and we talked a lot of crap.. haha..

oh yeah i've never met a person who adresses the teacher by his/her surname only.. haha.. like "chan" for mr chan or something.. haha so hillarious! yeahs.. haha.. then we stopped over at pop and cd-rama.. haha.. yups.. before going home..yeah school.. lets see i finally solved one of those cheena things correctly.. so cool dude! haha.. :)

yeahs.. haha.. changed places with nessa.. whee~~ sitting with soph is fun.. haha.. and damn rubbished.. haha.. :) which of course was damn good and cool.. haha.. crap manz.. geog ca today! didn't study!!! didn't really think that she'd give us the ca.. haha.. big misake manz.. haha.. crap.. at least i still had an answer there.. ahaha.. lucky.. yeahs.. yeah.. i love chemistry!!! organic chem is downright cool!!! woo hoo!!! :):):) totally manz.. haha..

training though, was a killer.. mass murderer dude! haha.. oh wellz.. yeah i've never hated da bans so much before.. serious.. so tiring.. nearly died-ed.. was having a stich as well.. and there he was asking us to run faster when we were already running so fast.. 4-on-4 was crappy too.. i'm out of form.. haha.. at least 1-on-1 was a lot more erm fun.. haha.. at least it's quite erm scorable.. no such word.. haha.. or so i think.. ahaha.. another one of my brilliant inventions.. haha..

oh wellz.. yeah.. freaky manz.. the prelims are coming up real soon.. really should start studying soon.. crap. that's what i always say.. but in the end.. haiz.. still the same.. haha.. hmms.. but really ah.. i really should start putting more effort into my work.. shouldn't be so slacked anymore right.. haha.. tomorrow yeah.. oh wellz.. that's what i always say as well.. haha.. history definately repeats itself all the time.. haha.. :p hmm.. this looks like a pretty long entry yeah.. *terribly impressed* a change from the previous ones.. haha.. :) :) :)

okays went to school early in the morning to do the a math test thing.. haha.. erms i suppose it was easier than last week's cos well basically i don't have a thing for sets.. haha.. yeah walked to the interchange with kai qin, dorothy n sheryln.. it's been a long time since i last did that.. haha was interesting.. at the interchange, let me see.. i saw sophia selling flags.. *evily* reminded me of the flag selling experience i had just the week before.. *evil laughter* haha.. oh wellz.. yeah.. just went out to play soccer with my bro, timothy.. haha.. yay!
i kicked a curled ball.. a banana kick!!! woo hoo!!! wayyy cool!!! it's the first one that my bro has ever seen up close and personal as well.. ahaha.. :) yeah anyway, my other bro it watching the national day preview thing now.. lucky arse.. oh wellz.. wanna see what's in the goody bag! so interesting! haha right.. i'm crapping away.. haha.. okay then nothing left to say.. see ya!

thought of the day! 

went flag selling today..just now rather.. missed the a math test thing just to go for it.. together with my partner, huda, rae wen and her partner erm pui feng i think.. haha..super tiring manz... kept going from one place to another.. haha.. oh wellz.. didn't collect much but like that guy said yesterday.. that this may just be a drop of ocean (sounds wrong but yeah that's what he said), but every drop counts.. haha.. so yeah.. they should be sastified with our collection yeah.. haha.. had my browine temptation blizzard again.. haha.. niceee!!! yeah.. had macs for lunch with hazel, rae wen and rae hui.. haha.. just made a blog for my bro timothy.. i kind of like the template.. haha.. want it for myself too.. but i'm nice.. haha.. since i offered to make it for him anyway... haha.. okay that's about it i suppose.. haha.. yups..

okay.. thursday today yeah.. haha.. first of all, i would just like to wish mum a very happy birthday....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!! :)

whee~~ thank's mum for always being there for me.. yeah.. through out there 15 years.. thanks a lot!!! if there was a better word than thanks to thank you for all you've done for me for all these years, i'd use it.. but my vocabulary isn't exactly wonderful so yeah.. thanks.. :) love ya lots yeah.. :)

gosh.. yeah back to school... nothing much though.. haha.. yeah anyway, it's tuesday the 6th of july.. do u know what day it is? haha.. it's carol's birthday..

happy birthday carol!!!

haha.. yeah so that's about it.. cya

all right!!! let's see.. two days ago, maria sharpanova won the wimbledon.. beat serena williams in straight sets.. damn cool k.. haha..

yesterday.. hmm.. federer won the wimbledon but *sigh* i wanted roddick to win instead.. it rained whenever he was playing well and broke his winning streak time and time again.. unfairness.. oh yeah.. GREECE beat portugal 1-0.. see!!! woo hoo!!! i SO TOLD YA that greece was going to win 1-0!!! yay!!! *elated* haha..

today.. went to watch spiderman-2 with jean, kai qin, dorothy and rachel.. was quite okay.. erm only prob is that there's more ronance and less action, which was obviously well not as good.. oh wellz.. haha.. anyway, later, we had lunch in some jap place.. yoshina.. or something.. was wayy gross k.. the vegetable, fish and rice all had slime on it.. disgusting k.. think it was lemon butter or something.. but it tasted wayy gross.. yeah.. had a blizzard after that.. tried the brownie temptation for a change.. niceee!!! haha.. :) yeah.. yeah just now, we went all over the island to find the black coca cola bottle that i wanted.. wahaha.. finally got what i wanted.. haha.. *happy* oh wellz.. yeah that's all for now i suppose.. haha.. cya!!!

What's your usual [mood]?
haha got this at first when i put n rubbish.. haha.. then...

What's your usual [mood]?
like oops.. haha.. it's not REALLY true what.. haha.. :p

hmm had the chi listening compre today.. was relatively hard.. haha.. n the radios pretty much sucked.. haha.. oh wellz.. beats yesteday's oral by loads.. still can't believe that i talked such rubbish for the oral yesterday.. haha.. okay.. so that's it.. no more chi for me untill august!!! *grins* that's a nice thought!!! :)haha.. went to watch the jnr's match after that.. haha.. n i got to keep the score!!! fun!!! but sadly, there wasn't much to write though.. erms the score was 12-27 down.. yeah.. nevermind.. haiz.. there are still a couple of matches.. haha. think positive.. haha.. :) oh wellz.. nothing much left to say.. cya

okay saturday.. lemme see.. portugal beat holland 2-1.. *elated* that's very good.. holland SHOULD have been kicked out of the tournament a LONG time ago.. bwahaha.. *evil laughter*

yesterday.. bigg shocker.. greece beat the czech republic 1-0.. okay then again i wanted both of them to meet in the finals but what the hell.. haha one team advancing is zhong suan better than nothing..

today hmm... had some stupid skit thing for phy about atoms n all.. didn't really see what the point was but oh wellz.. the we went for some youth day mass thing n boy the singing was ahem ahem very nice.. haha.. got the youth day gifts.. bloddy hell some pple gave me the stupid freaking green one.. was so bloddy pissed k.. arse.. arggh.. whatever shan't talk about it.. shan't waste my energy on such rubbish... arggh.. had the chinese o level oral crap.. whatever larhz.. nervousness broke me down.. was trying to convince myself that it was practically impossible to fail.. haha.. the teacher from china was pretty nice though.. at least she smiles.. the other one is gosh so fierce looking.. n expressionless somemore.. haiz.. freaky k.. kept stuttering n stopping k.. crap.. n my stupid chinese didn't come out in proper sentances the way i wanted it to come out somemore.. crap crap crap k... arggh.. hope that it's really impossible to fail.. oh wells.. it's not like the questions were very easy or something right.. haiz.. so yeah.. oh wellz.. okay.. that shall be all.. don't feel like updating anything else..

hmm.. okay so today.. was super tired.. was on the verge of falling aslp during lessons.. haha..:p hmm so miss ng is kind of comfirmed to be our new bio teacher yeah.. what else? organic chem is so damn kewl!!! i luvvveeee it!!! so nice n fun!!! :) haha.. yeah jnrs played rgs today too.. didn't go.. the score was 20-60 down.. okay larhz.. not bad already.. haha..it's not the victories or the defeats that matters.. what really matters is that u guys have tried your very best yeah.. don;t give up.. i'm sure that if u put your heart and soul into the game, you'll do well the next time yeah.. take it as a learnign lesson or something.. you'll do better next time!!! :)

*in disbelief* england managed to hold portugal to a 2-2 draw, with much help from owen's 3rd min goal.. but in the end, they surcumbed to a 5-6 loss through the penalties.

Only one man should accept most culpability here and he is the captain, David Beckham, whose third successive aberration from the spot placed his team-mates under so much pressure.

Michael Owen, Frank Lampard, John Terry, Owen Hargreaves and Ashley Cole coolly converted theirs with an assurance patently lacking in Beckham's effort, which matched Rui Costa's mistake for inaccuracy. England's seventh penalty-taker, Darius Vassell, placed his kick too close to Ricardo and the keeper himself then played the executioner.

This devastating denouement was heartbreaking for England, who had performed with relentless defiance, particularly the outstanding Lampard and Sol Campbell, although questions will legitimately be asked of Sven-Goran Eriksson's strange decision to remove Steven Gerrard midway through the second half. England will rue their ill fortune.

For 80 minutes England had held on to Owen's wonderful third-minute strike, riding even the injury sustained by Wayne Rooney, who broke a metatarsal bone in his right foot. Even when Helder Postiga, Tottenham's forgotten man, equalised, England could have won it in normal time. Although the linesman signalled Campbell's header was a good goal, the controversial Urs Meier decreed a foul by Terry on Ricardo, so bringing extra time.

Rui Costa exploited a mistake by Phil Neville to score a wonder strike, seemingly the silver goal that would seal England's fate. But England refused to surrender and Lampard equalised with five minutes left, turning and shooting home after a Beckham corner was headed back by Terry, so leading to the penalties that took Portugal to a June 30 semi-final with either Sweden or Holland and England on an awkward flight home.

Yet it could have been so different after Owen sliced through the hosts' defence. Here was the Liverpool flier at his very best, racing hungrily at and through and opposing back line. Possession fell to Owen fortuitously, courtesy of a dreadful back-header from Costinha which ignored the England No 10's willingness to make a run in the hope of a half-chance. Costinha's suicidal delivery dropped over his defence and invitingly for Owen, whose twisting leap would not have looked out of place at Sadler's Wells.

As he flew through the air, his body shaping to meet the ball, Owen stretched out a right foot and flicked the ball so deliberately, so sweetly over the onrushing Ricardo. Brilliant. Inspired. Inevitable. Class like Owen's can never be subdued for long. *like duh!!! *

*sigh* it's seriously beckham's fault.. they were just sooo close dammit.. but he undid all the good work AS USUAL. arggh!!!

went for the 2/4 class party today.. hmm.. i meant yesterday.. whoops.. haha.. yeah.. quite a no of us turned up yeah.. nore than 10 if i'm not wrong.. haha.. it was held at sheryl's hse.. thanks yeah sheryl!!! haha.. erm played uno.. kept bombarding yi ling with cards.. so fun!!! wahaha.. went swimming as well haha.. had hell of a time yeah.. haha.. too bad for those who didn't come.. *sticks tounge out* haha.. :p oh wellz.. yeah that's about it.. nothing else to blog.. haha.. yeah cya then.. :)

Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
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The quality that most appeals to you:	Intelligence
In a survival situation, you:	Act crazy as a diversion
Your hidden talent is:	Endurance
Your gift is:	Genius
In groups, you:	Don't fit in
Your best quality is:	Your kindness
Your weakness is:	Being predictable
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Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
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The quality that most appeals to you:	Courage
In a survival situation, you:	Cleverly trick your attacker
Your hidden talent is:	Resourcefulness
Your gift is:	Irresistible attractiveness
In groups, you:	Play an organisational role
Your best quality is:	Your abundant energy
Your weakness is:	Your laziness
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Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
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The quality that most appeals to you:	Courage
In a survival situation, you:	Do what is necessary
Your hidden talent is:	Endurance
Your gift is:	Ability to acquire wealth
In groups, you:	Work for a common goal
Your best quality is:	Your creativity
Your weakness is:	Being predictable
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haha.. was very bored so i decided to do more of these stupid tests.. haha.. they don't really make sense but oh wellz.. never mind.. haha.. :p oh yeah the irresistible attractiveness part is ENTIRELY wrong so yeah.. ahaha.. oh wellz.. that's all.. haha.. :p

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
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Your personality rates a	ten!
your best quality is	you dont need friends
your worst quality is	ha nothing! you rule!
this is because	its genetic
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Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
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Your personality rates a	9
your best quality is	you give friends great advice
your worst quality is	your family pisses you off
this is because	other people influenced you
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Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
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Your personality rates a	8 1/2
your best quality is	you help friends in need
your worst quality is	you feel lonely sometimes
this is because	youre unique
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your best quality is	you have class
your worst quality is	um...nothing =)
this is because	its genetic
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your best quality is	youre loyal
your worst quality is	you get depressed sometimes
this is because	you are who you are
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hmm.. i don't really see what's the diff.. haha.. they're all diff versions of my name what.. oh wellz.. i'll stick to the one with 10 them.. haha.. :p

okay sent my youngest bro, jeremy, off early in the morning today.. he is going to penang for some sch prefect trip or something.. will be coming back in 6 days time.. i think.. can't really count.. think i've been slacking wayy too much during this hols.. haha.. met sherlyn n sheryl at the airport as well.. they were there for the same reason as i i suppose... haha.. okay so yeah they've definately landed by now.. okay i suppose that's all i want to say.. yups.. cya..

okay today.. we went to st margs.. our c'div had a friendly match against st margs.. mmm.. okay basically, it sucked.. the scoreline was 25-62.. not even half k.. n yeah it was a FRIENDLY... in the real match they're not half that friendly so yeah.. this is sad. yeah.. it was quite frustrating to watch it.. everyone was depending on a few pple to do everything.. like hello!!! it's a team game okay.. even if you are tired, you still have to try your best.. take a look around.. all your other team mates are tired too okay.. don't walk n stroll like it's your grandfather's park or something.. HELP out dammit.. okay okay.. i know that i sound quite evil but honestly, you pple HAVE to buck up okay.. shooting, stamina n most of all, guarding.. okay.. basically everything okay.. like you already know, the first match is against raffles okay.. they're obv going to be a lot worse than st margs so yeah.. with the main three kind of injured, it's going to be an uphill task but if u truly believe that u can do it, i'm sure you pple would stand a chance okay.. just try your best.. we don'r care whether it's a defeat or a victory.. all we want is that you pple play your hearts out and try your very best okay.. sadly to say, today's standard was no where near there.. try harder n train harder okay.. *phew* finally.. got all that out..

mmm.. after the match, hazel, the twins and i went to have lunch.. rae wen n i went to long johns while rae hui n hazel went to pizza hut.. hmm.. after that hazel n rae hui dumped us can.. haiz.. they so said that they'd meet us at popular.. then they went back to sch w/o us k.. hmph.. what rubbish.. fine. so we went back ourselves.. hmph.. but we'll never forget it k.. *pouts* hmph... oh yeah handed in my eng hw today.. finally.. finished it on tues but yeah... waited till today to hand it in.. haha.. mmm.. that's all i have to complain about.. yups...

okay erm saturday.. left for m'sia first thing in the morning. dad drove all the way up to cherating.. east coast of m'sia.. n sort of swimmed at the beach there.. the hotel was cool.. kampung styled that is... way cool... erm at night.. let me see.. had seafood for dinner.. went to a pub.. haha.. yeah i was allowed to have a cocktail.. but they weren't serving that there.. wth.. haha but the ambience was cool... yeah really cool.. liked the lighting n the setup a lot.. :)

sunday.. went further up to tasik kenyir, kuala trengganu.. neat lake.. haha.. stayed in the resort on the an island.. went kayaking and all.. haha.. realised that the place was modelled obs-styled.. but oh well.. nothing beats obs manz.. ahaha.. yeah.. the food was pretty good though.. haha.. n there were loads of mosquitoes there.. mozzie attack!!! wahaha.. jk..

today.. mad rush to travel all the way back to s'pore.. haha.. stopped over at trengganu.. had a&w!!! my gosh s'pore is SO in need of an a&w of some sort.. seriously.. haha on the way back, we stopped at johor barhu.. went to have dinner there at sushi king.. a change from all the seafood that we've been having.. haha... yeah bought my op t-shirt that i wanted in the process.. haha.. happy* yeahs.. my younger older brother (does that make sense?!) is leaving for thailand tmr.. for some cip thing.. lucky.. got back home late at night though.. haha.. i reckon we travelled some 1200km for this short holiday.. according to the calculations from the map.. wahaha.. not bad for a 3-day trip yes.. :)

hmm okay had training today.. left after awhile for a math n then returned after that.. realised that my bball skills r near zero now.. my gosh.. like totally rusty n beyond hope or repair or something.. yeah then after that i went to watch Harry Potter And The Prisoner Of Azkaban.. nothing much.. pretty short and too predictable.. especially considering the fact that i've never read a harry potter book before in my entire life.. haha.. the cast looks so different though.. they seem to have "aged".. wahaha.. okay kai qin's going to kill me.. okay okay.. shall use a more "neutral" word *looks at cheryl* haha.. the cast has matured.. haha.. yeah met a lot of people as well.. met natalie, carol and their friends too... joyce n josephine n their group as well, ebert n all while walking to taka n some ex-bball senior oh yeah n the juniors when i got back to toa payoh.. don't know whether i missed anyone out but yeah.. my gosh.. so shocking too see so many familiar faces within just a couple of hours.. never mind.. remember kim.. singapore is a small country.. yeahs.. think i'm leaving s'pore for m'sia first thing tmr morning.. yeah prob will come back on erm sunday or mon.. yeah something like that.. haha.. :p

yays!!! i finally got my mp3 player.. figuring it out now.. *happy* something to cancel from the wishlist!!! :)

heys thurs today.. yesterday was unproductive.. yeah erm finally completed nan's birthday present.. haha.. yeahs.. watched loads of tv.. uh huh that's the summary of my day..ahaha..

today.. erm let me see.. had a math lesson just now.. haha.. not bad.. my a math seems to have improved by loads after the examinations.. a little late don't you think?! but better late then never i suppose.. haha.. okay erms most probably going to the pc roadshow later.. hopefully, i'll be able to pick up my mp3 or something.. haha.. wishful thinking but yeah... haha.. erms right i have to photocopy all the bio homework later as well.. such a thick pile.. arggh.. :'( yeahs.. oh right have to photocopy my result slip as well yes... for bball.. just to check our results to make sure that we're studying or something.. haha.. good thing they didn't collect it last year or i'd probably be in quite a fair bit of trouble.. ahaha.. yeah this year's is relatively okay i suppose.. haha.. at least better than expected considering the fact that it was mostly last minute study.. haha.. yups... :p

hmm... i realised that i haven't blogged for nearly a week!!! wow!!! okays wed.. dunno what happened.. don't remember.. haha.. ohs right thurs.. skipped sch in a FUTILE effort to study for the chi o's.. there was a 150th anniversary mass on fri.. skipped that one as well for the same reason.. saturday.. erm..

parent-teacher meeting.. erm my parents didn't have to go cos i well fared quite okay i suppose.. haha.. gosh.. didn't go that well though.. erm.. well she kind of said that pple like me would pull the school's ranking down.. yeah.. negative value-addedness.. erm like -0.36 i think.. erm erm erm.. the problem is that well basically, based on my stupid psle marks, i'm supposed to get a1 for every subject just to well get the neutral point for the value-addedness thing.. not very possible yes.. yeah.. haiz. also told me that i neither vjc or ajc would take me on based on my "wonderful" results. wow. thanks ah. can forget about everything now. maybe i might just be lucky enough to get into meridian right. haiz. is 14 points really that bad?! haiz. then on sun, i went with my fam to look at mp3s.. but yeah there wasn't stock anymore for the one my dad parents wanted to get me.. oh wellz.. another day then..

monday monday.. *sigh* was the day of the chi o's.. suprisingly, i wasn't nervous at all.. ahaha.. come to think of it, that's quite funny.. cos i was relatively nervous for the prelims.. haha.. it wasen't too bad.. just a lot harder than previous days.. yeahs.. i'm quite sure that i failed that my main compo though.. it was pretty much out of point.. that's obviously bad.. don't know.. i'm quite sure that i'm going to re-take the stupid chi o's at the end of the year as well now.. haiz.. nvm.. at least there's another chance to make up for my mistake.. so yeah.. i shouldn't fret.. mmm.. right after that was the bball camp.. yeah.. played a couple of matches n the water bomb game thing.. had bbq for dinner.. yeah.. hazel sprained her ankle the day before..umm.. yeah had the sec4 farewell thing as well.. okay here's my thank yous..

thanks sec1s n 2s for the converse jersey shorts.. n thanks sec3s for the card, the keychain, the spongy bball thing erm stress ball right??? yeah n erm thanks for the erm erm erm comb of bananas.. still wondering what i'm going to do with them.. *rofl* haha..

okay today..erms woke up at 0630.. the room was so freaking cold!!! yeah went for a math lessons at 0800.. mmm.. nothing much happened after that right.. yeahs.. going to leave for m'sia for a short holiday later today.. will be coming back tmr.. haha.. yups.. okay that's all.. relatively fast n short for 6 days worth of stuff don't u think so???!!! ahaha. *grins*

heys the netball carnival wasn't TOO bad.. haha.. we managed to win two of our matches yes.. 1 more than i had originally expected.. that was quite impressive yes.. haha.. our banner did quite well as well.. n our cheer too.. pretty nice.. ahaha.. yups.. great teamwork guys!!! i think our class' chemistry is beginning to show.. haha.. that's obviously good.. :) yeahs.. just really tired now.. ankle is like shit.. ahaha.. yeah.. n gosh.. sunburn? it was so freaking hot!!! after the netball carnival, soph, cass, rach, vanessa tan2, peiwen, steph n i went to nydc at suntec to eat n sort of celebrate cass' birthady tmr... haha.. vvv nice!!! :)then we kind of went window shopping.. was fun though.. haha.. got to see soph in a skirt!!! she looked so freakily mature.. like whoa manz.. i was quite impressed.. haha.. yeah got our new class tees as well.. they're red in colour.. good.. more liverpool-ed!!! :) ahaha.. yups.. so it's back to school tmr again yes.. oh wellz.. i suppose it's a lot better than having another netball carnival yes.. ahaha.. chi o's is coming.. i REALLY should start studying for it.. i mean like yeah i have 5 days left.. seriously not enough manz.. *sigh* i'm so dead.. hmm i realised that my previous entry is quite long.. haha.. :p

hmm... i think i'm finally improving.. literally.. both on the court and academically.. gosh.. i think i finally managed a decent game at the end of the day in preparation for tmr's netball.. finally.. yeahs.. i think we managed to pull out a win for the netball game against 4/6 i think in the short ard 5 mins we played.. impressive.. we rallied from 2-0 down at first.. to win by a single shot i think.. not bad..i kind of thought that we, esp me, were a bit the no hope.. but yeah now, it seems to me that we're not too bad after all.. haha.. yeahs but i still think that i'm not gd enough.. or at least i still feel like i'm not really gd enough.. *big fat sigh*

yeah.. got back geog and chem tday.. thought that it was going to be really horrible.. but i suppose.. mmm.. it wasn't too bad.. got the highest mark for geog.. totally impressive, considering the fact that i've been failing geog for practically all my life so yeah.. 34/35.. i was totally impressed with myself.. but yeah lost a stupid mark for map reading.. what rubbish.. just cos i didn't notice the power lines.. like huh.. i was supposed to notice such stuff?! haha.. ohs now i know.. just a little too late don't u think.. haiz..

chem was disastrous.. only 3 a1s in our class.. that mrs wong singled out our class and claimed that we "conspired to not do well in chem" like wth.. * rolls eyes* like we wanted to not score well like that right.. arggh.. so pissing.. wanted to stage a massive walkout.. but we are nice people u c.. haha.. yeahs.. anyways got my a1 for chem so yeah.. but her "pep talk" really pissed me n most of our class off quite a fair bit.. yeahs so phy and chem are now officially the first sci subjs i've scored an a1 for.. haha.. phew.. shld haf studied for chem though.. totally regretted it.. 3rd in class for it.. aiya.. still quite impressive for prac not bothering abt it.. haha..

hmmm.. so my l1r5 permits me to go into a jc for the first time.. i think i improved my 9 points.. haha.. so much for my modesty.. improved for everything but my languages.. saddening manz.. but i should just be contented with what i have shouldn't i.. haiz.. anyway, there's some misconception going on about me doing well for last year's exams.. so let me just clarify it.. i so totally screwed that up big time okay.. haiz.. hope we'll do quite well tmr for the stupid netball carnival ,which i obviously cannot not care less about, as a class in all the different categories yeah.. :) we should stand united as a class.. remember.. united we stand, divided we fall!!! :)

gosh.. *tired* just came back a while ago from the netball training at steph's hse.. gosh.. crazy manz.. so tiring.. spent quite a while trying to find her hse.. yeahs then attepted to play netball at the bball court.. i seriously think that i can't handle the row of the centre.. as in like not enough stamina.. and my start off throws i tell u... tiao.. totally hopeless.. i really don't think that i can play this row well.. seriously.. i really feel like demanding some other role or something.. i'm totally hopeless at this.. like arggh.. i've seriously tried pretty hard already...the more i play, the more demoralised i feel. i simply can't drive the ball foreward.. defence is so much easier.. arggh what am i doing?! i feel like such a failure.. why why why... why can't i just get this right?! i don't want to go to school on that day.. but i can't just depend on emilyn to play the centre thing alone can i?! wouldn't that make me super irresponsible?! centre is so tiring n if i just convinently give up can i.. that's just too unfair to the rest of the team.. meakes me super pretentious.. arggh.. never mind.. positive thoughts.. practice makes prefect.. i have one more day to get things right.. hopefully i do.. but time is so not on my side.. will it be a case of too little too late???!!! i sure hope not.. :(

okays yesterday, we got our mid yr results back.. horrid.. arggh.. what rubbish.. eng wasen't good.. only good side to it was the fact that i'd passed my compre by quite a fair bit.. e math.. even worse.. yes no doubt i managed to get my a1, i felt so lousy!!! people were all claiming that they managed to get "primary school" marks... some were even declaring that their math was so lousy because they didn't score above 90 mks.. i was so depressed by that manz.. didn't know whether i should just laugh at myself or to just break down n cry.. what more, practically 95% of the class got distinctions for it.. i seriously feel so lousy.. a math was worse.. no where near n a at all.. n pple around me were getting like 90 or 80 over.. arggh.. i was glad enough to pass by quite a fair bit..

ss was okay.. got the much needed a.. talked total crap for the essay questions.. as in like crap that i had fabricated and were not to be found in the textbook at all.. did pretty okay.. 23/25.. lost two marks for my lousy orgainsation of my points.. what rubbish... source based totally failed on me.. yes i passed.. but i seriously have never in my life gotten such pathetic marks for sbq.. what crap.. erm bio was total crap.. i don't know what to do to improve for it anymore.. was desperately trying to calculate whether i had passed.. did pass by quite a bit but mrs is said that i have to work harder.. yeah i suppose that's true, judging from the marks. but the problem is that i seriously don't know how to do that.. phy was the only pleasent suprise for the day i suppose.. from practically struggling to pass last yr to the a1 i got.. big change.. thank god.. yeah i'm sixth in class for phy.. only less than 5 mks from the top mark.. that was a nice thought.. yeah only i could reproduce that for the rest of my subjs.. haiz.. yeah.. hey.. that's my first a1 for a sci subj btw.. hmph that was so reserved for chem.. oh wellz.. nvm.. i'll take this manz.. chem n geog are up in mon.. i know that i prob wun do well but wth.. i don't know why but after receiving most of the papers back, i feel utterly stupid.. like everyone is better than me in everything.. such a depressing thought..

today.. walkathon.. erm walked ard 8km from chijmes back to the current site in thomson.. yeah.. nothing much happened.. had some quiz thing too.. which was pretty boring.. erm yeah.. practically the entire class arrived back in school before my tam.. oh wellz.. we were erm enjoying the scenery.. ahaha.. yups.. apparently, our class raised the most funds for the walkathon or something so we each got some ij badge.. yeah i kinda got the brown one.. lucky pick i guess.. yeahs.. then we sort of trained for the netball thing.. so tiring i tell you.. n we weren't really able to get a proper court to practise so that made it worse.. haiz.. besides, the entire place was prettty wet cos of the rain.. so yeah.. was soo tired after the practise.. still am.. don't know what to do now.. sooo tired.. *sigh*

*sigh* okay thursday.. mother tounge intensive again.. was a lot more productive this time round though.. had some walkaton talk after recess.. apparently the route they chose for us is super long.. like ard 8km long.. whoa.. haiz.. sad.. feel way too lazy to walk that much.. had netball practice also.. supposed to play the centre.. emilyn too.. so tiring.. i think it's the most energy-draining position in the world manz.. what more, i've never played in that position before so yeah.. it's going to take some time.. however the sad part to it is that time is obviously not on our side.. seriously i'd rather shoot or something.. it's a lot less tiring manz.. just that i've been quite off target these few days.. don't care.. shall just keep practising until i finally get the shooting part right.. just in case they need another person to shoot or something..

yeah.. leak is pretty good btw.. personally, i think she can both defend and shoot.. maybe we can pull her out of banner to play with us or something.. ahaha.. hope we win at least a match on tuesday.. yeah.. hopefully our teamwork will sort of prevail as well cos that's the most important thing in team games.. mmm.. still don't know what to play.. i have a big feeling that my "stamina" will fail me on the day itself.. centre is just too much of a tiring position.. haiz.. maybe i'll find myself tmr.. cos i really don't know what i'm capable of doing for netball... maybe nothing..

*sigh* we shall see.. hopefully.. before it's too late.. must ensure that i can shoot under pressure as well.. or else.. i don't know what's going to happen next.. shall practice shooting seriously tmr.. stamina training too if it'd help.. as in practice seriously seriously this time round..

today's monday.. marking day=holiday.. but yeah there was training which i did not attend because of the chi mock exam ppr.. yeahs.. so sad.. and i thought that the exams had just ended.. wth.. the chi ppr wad bad btw.. maybe it's cos i didn't bother to study for uit or something.. haha.. oh wellz.. the letter writing wasen too bad.. but the actual compo itself. what rubbish.. didn't even know which question to do cos they were all equally horrid.. haha.. oh wellz.. the paper itself wasen't too bad.. at least i could answer most of my zhao jus and the tian xie han zhi.. haha.. yeahs then they told me about the cip thing for bball.. mmm.. supposed to do it with fiza's sis.. erm actually, joanna approached me first but yeah.. lalala.. mmm.. hmm.. yeah some pple commented that i looked more girly with my hair tied up.. erm hello.. my hair is quite long already what.. haha.. must tie it up before i'm judged to have broken the school rules.. mmm.. yeah before i forget, saturday was nan's birthday so yeah..

Happy belated Birthday Nan!!! :)

hmm.. no one's online now..i'm bored!!! :'( oh wellz.. lalala.. we're having chinese intensive tmr.. as in like nearly 3hrs of pure chinese in row.. i think i'd just die or something.. haha.. oh wellz.. probably going to get some results back tmr.. *saddened* not a very good thought.. not a good thought at all..

okay... starting with thursday.. had the chem exam.. hmm.. didn't really study for it.. bad mistake.. arggh.. n before the paper, i had this really weird feeling.. i actually felt happy that the paper was going to begin.. but at the same time, i felt kind of unprepared so yeah.. mixed feelings.. haha.. the paper itself was quite of a killer.. wth.. yeah not going to do well for it.. aiya.. my fault anyway.. shouldn't have been so complacent.. haha.. yeah.. had a lot of extra time again.. nearly 20 mins to yeah look around.. crap.. forgot to learn the sontact process.. guessed out the equations.. whee.. but they were all correct though!!! :) haha.. had a math lesson.. got there 1/2 hr late.. yeah because erm carol, cheryl, christine, soph, nicole n i went to burger king in novena after the chem ppr.. haha.. mmm.. yeah.. figured out that i couldn't do so many things.. so sad.. not even basic circular measures.. so depressing.. demoralising.. got hm.. yeah.. so irritated.. n freaked out.. seriously gonna fail a math.. er m so yeah.. ping ming do a math at night.. haiz.. cldn't do.. until around midnight.. then i got my break.. started getting questions right.. thank goodness!!!

okay.. today.. a math.. mmm.. had so much extra time AGAIN!!! half an hour.. so sad.. i finished the ppr when other pple haden't even gotten to the second section.. figured that i had made a lot of mistakes or something.. tried to prove the trigo equation for nearly half an hr.. i think i kind of got it but erased it by accident.. so saddening.. yeah.. so i didn't manage to solve it in the end.. crap manz.. arggh.. whee.. after the ppr.. whilst the aep pple were having their exam, carol, soph n i went to so many places!!!

we went to chinatown.. took e nel!!! whee.. to soak in the chinese culture.. our first preperating for the chi prelims.. haha.. went ard.. yeah.. looking for chinese chinese food.. haha.. so funny.. didn't know where we were going.. haha... just went around in "squares" as soph put it.. haha.. yeah.. had some beef noodles thing n lime juice!!! mmm.. near china square.. yeah.. and there was some chopped up cow's stomach thing.. could see all the disgusting villi thing.. haha.. totally gross.. carol n soph remarked that that it was like some brush thing.. wayyy disgusting... haha.. i so did not try it.. haha.. too disgusting.. yeah.. then we walked all the way to raffles city there.. yeah to take the train.. to changi airport!!! haha.. so fun.. nel n changi look so nice!!! :) whee!!! mmm... yeah.. soph got her dad to pick her up at the airport.. so hilarious i tell u.. we were waiting for so long.. n yeah.. haiz.. her dad was outside waiting for her.. haha.. darn it.. i ate two pieces of the tolberone chocolate which carol bought from the cocca trees or sth.. crap.. haiz.. told myself that i wasen't going to.. but yeah.. haiz.. yup.. carol n i then went to try the popeye's chicken.. apparently, it"s SUPPOSED to be good.. but yeah.. haha.. what a let down.. mmm.. then we took the train again.. this time to bugis.. haha.. to find some adidas shop in which we never found.. mmm.. spent a lot of time looking around.. yeah window shopping.. haha.. mmm.. by the time i got hm it was pretty late in the aft.. oh wellz.. haha.. i reckon i've nevr taken the mrt so many times in a day before!!! haha.. finally.. the mid years are OVER!!! but a new exam is just beginning.. the chinese o levels.. uh oh.. :'(

decided to change the template anyway.. in hope that cheryl can see my blog.. n yes cheryl, maybe you'll be able to tag it.. *sigh* why am i so nice?! haha.. :p

geog today.. felt so unprepared at first..but the paper wasen't that bad i suppose.. had quite a lot of stuff to crap out after all..*pleased* whee.. yeah but my hand was so tired.. no muscle power.. ahaha.. hmm.. i realised that i can write a lot faster with the "typical ij handwriting" as defined by cheryl than the neat one.. haha.. finished the map reading thing pretty fast today.. was quite amazed with myself although it was so traumatising to not be able to find the first point for the first question at first.. yeah anyway i don't think thati've ever in my life, wrote so much for geog before although most of it was pretty much crapped out.. but oh well.. haha.. chem tmr.. not looking forward to it for once.. i mean it's kind of weird to tell myself to study for chem because i don't usually do so so yeah.. ahaha.. but it's 17 entire chapters this time so yeah.. maybe i'll make an decent attempt to open the textbook tonight.. after watching the news.. highlight maybe.. whee.. this leaves me with another free day!!! *grins* lalala.. :)hey this post is considerably short! *pleased with myself* haha..

okay.. so i'm probably the last to realise that blogger has a new layout.. looks pretty cool though.. *starts pressing funny buttons* haha.. cool cool.. haha.. okay it's tuesday i presume.. geog exam tmr.. don't really give much of a damn about it.. moreover it's only 2 chapters this time round.. nvm.. tired of studying.. i really should stop crapping.. hmm.. shall start from sunday then..

let me c.. i skipped all my tuitions apparently in an attempt to revise for e math since they were going to test us sec1-sec4 stuff.. kind of decided that it was a lot to learn.. but yeah.. as usual, i think that i wasted all my time procrastinating.. whoops.. haha.. hmm.. yup can't remember anything else..

yesterday.. emath exam.. quite fun.. whee.. took all the time in the world to do the paper.. haha.. still had around 15 minutes to spare though.. ahaha.. was quite pleased with it.. managed to solve almost every thing except this graph thing in which i got some sort of curve although i knew that it was supposed to be a straight line.. haha.. and that 1/a and1/b question.. my gosh.. made me think so hard!!! killed all the very few brain cells i had left after all the attempted cramming.. hmm.. i practically wasted the entire day -as usual- was supposed to study for physics.. -wonder what happened- i'm so tired of looking at all the different super thick textbooks..so tired of cramming stuff.. esp since the bio exam.. gosh.. i don't want to study anything else.. anyway yeah back to monday.. totally unproductive day.. felt so bad.. oh wellz.. how bad can phy get right?!

wrong..today's sad.. i changed my correct answer to the wrong one in the last minute as usual; after debating with myself.. i realised that i shouldn't debate with myself.. it's the worst mistake i can possibly make during this exam period.. haha.. oh wellz.. actually the paper wasen't too bad.. had a little more than 30minutes to spare.. stuff in it were relatively solvable.. haha.. i suppose.. realised that i've been finishing my papers quite fast these days.. that's bad right.. means that it's filled with careless mistakes.. haha.. *groans* geog tmr.. don't like geog.. i'm in no mood to study for it.. yeah.. maybe i won't.. wahaha.. I DON'T CARE!!! i don't want to study for anything anymore!!! :'(

okay so its friday already.. Je suis dans tout à fait d'une bonne humeur aujourd'hui..Je me suis rendu compte que je n'ai pas blogged puisque le jeudi si je commencerai maintenant.. voyons. that's french btw.. u can try to translate it on your own yes.. :p

i'll start with thursday..had the ss mid year.. hmm super saddening.. never thought i'd sat this about ss.. but it was seriously horrid.. tragic manz.. i studied the sec3 stuff cos i decided that since there were 5 chaps from there, and only 2chaps for the sec4 work, there was a higher probabiliity that well the sec3 work would come out.. proportion.. but no no.. when i opened the paper, heart attack manz.. the entire source based thing was sec4 work..yeah so okay nvm.. i turned to the back to do the structured essay first n then.. omg.. sec4 wk again.. only 1 sec3 one.. n it was pretty hard.. omg.. so gonna flunk it manz.. *sigh* so yeah had to do the essay qn on asean and deterrence.. my gdness.. i seriously think that i failed big time manz.. oh wellz.. it's too late now anyway..yeah skipped chi tuition again.. was attepmting to study for bio.. highlight attempting manz.. i still felt so unprepared for the paper.. oh yeah almost forgot.. it was the twin's birthday..¡El lobanillo feliz de rae de cumpleaños y hui de rae! haha.. jk.. now that's spanish!!! :) okok..

Happy 16th Birthday Rae Wen and Rae Hui!!! :)

today.. hmm... was the bio ppr.. crap.. was revising it with rae hui.. realised that i didn't know a lot of stuff just before the exam.. so panick larhz.. my goodness.. haha.. thank goodness the paper wasn't as hard as i had imagined it to be.. but nevertheless, it was pretty bad.. some genetic engineering thing on insulin came out.. thank gdness i actually read it yesterday cos i decided that it was one of the most interesting things i could find in the textbook.. haha.. yes i wrote that ovules were eggs.. haha.. i laugh at myself manz.. what was i thinking?! writing such rubbish.. haha.. hmm.. yeah and there was some universal indicator thing for the smoke test question.. haha.. i happily declared that it was there to test for the presence of the acidic gas; carbon monoxide.. whoops.. i think that i was thinking wayy too chem-ed.. haha.. oh wellz.. what can i say?! *looks at cheryl and carol* chem rox the world!!! :) haha.. oh wellz.. the paper was 2hr20mins long.. crap.. i think i finished wayy too fast.. had nearly one and a half hours left.. was bored to death.. that's bad.. i'm sure that i would have committed some very ahem serious mistaked whilst doing the paper so quickly.. haha.. was desperately looking for something to add to my answers.. haha.. oh wellz.. what's done is done.. i can't un-do it.. shan't dwell on the past.. looking foreward to sunday now.. *looks at cheryl* for absolutely no reason i must add.. haha.. ahh.. 5 straight days of exams next week.. thank goodness they're all not as chunky as ss or bio or that'll seriously spell the end of me.. haha..bueno adiós, au revoir!!! :)

..just washed up..kind of walked in the rain all the way to the interchange today.. hmm cheryl did offer to give erm everyone a life but yeah i figured the back seats looked way too filled already.. like 3 pple to 3 seats.. no thanks.. i'd rather inconvenience myself than to inconvenience someone else.. so yeah.. had a lonely walk in the rain to the interchange.. did have some sort if feeling of abandonment but yeah that was entirely self-inflicted so yeah.. i shall have no regrets at all for my decision to leave on my own.. okay.. did the urinery test today.. had to collect urine samples from ourselves after pe.. so yeah.. warm and disgusting.. felt kind of grosesed out.. but i suppose it wasen't as hard as we kind of deemed it to be so yeah.. haha.. hmm.. then we did some agar test thing and some antibiotics test thing.. hmm.. made quite a few mistakes with cheryl but i suppose it's kind of excusable since well it was a pretty hard experimant to do.. we had to keep everything so sterile as to prevent contamination from the surroundings.. oh well.. nevertheless, it was really an eye opener.. i suppose i did learn quite a fair bit from it too.. okay then.. the ss mid yr xm is tmr.. should attempt to get something into my head today.. and hopefully, manage to read through some bio as well.. okay so that's all.. cherio..

doesn't time fly?! it's tuesday already!!! (wednesday for xiao ting though) haha.. yeah anyway, i really hope they moderate the chi prelims marks.. i just need one more percent to hit the next grade.. i really hate it when u just miss the next grade by a single mark.. haiz.. why did i just have to write that one han zhi wrongly?! i feel so stupid.. haiz.. oh wellz.. just when it mattered the most.. haiz.. failed the main chi compo by a single mark cos i kind of missed out the most important point of the compo.. crap.

oh wellz.. i actually passed the chi oral anyway.. yups.. impressive.. i really thought that i was a complete goner manz... got full marks for the ting li thing.. impressive.. that totally made my day especially after all those close misses.. oh wellz.. no use brooding over spilt milk.. we have to pull ourselves up, be done with the mid years and then brace ourselves for the o level chi thing which would really be the one that matters the most so yeah.. there was some charades thing going on for phy.. haha.. yeah.. and mrs tang gave out sweets and kit kats for that.. thanks anyway.. yeah and our prize for the global citizenry award was an entire box of kit kat whites.. cool.. but not to forget, they still owe us our burgers cos we won the award last year as well and somehow, we never recieved the prizes that we were supposed to recieve.. haha.. oh wellz.. one day we'll just demand for swensens as compensation.. bwahaha.. had early recess today.. by an entire period.. wayy cool.. haha..

yups.. *sigh* we are supposed to do some urine test thing for the bio pract thing.. sounds wayyy gross.. oh wellz.. all in the spirit of learning i suppose.. haha.. :) hmm.. yup loads of people ponned aep today.. oh wellz.. thank goodness i have no part to play in that.. hmm yeah.. cheryl kind of refused to skip it though.. how saddening.. haha.. thank goodness i don't take aep.. it sounds like such a dread!!! oh.. soph wanted to give me a lift home but i kinda did say that i would be going back with xiao ting, vanessa and all so yeah.. sorry soph!!! maybe next week!!! haha.. :)