HAHA! got it! hahahaha.. i'm crazy. whee~~ yeah. went to chinatown downthere just now to confirm the bookings. yeah yeah. don't comment on the location. not my fault that the travel agency was located there okay. nothing wrong with chinatown anyway. it's quite of a nice place to be btw. so yeah. hahaha. yups. really going to thailand afterall! bangkok. yeah manz! hahaha. want to go shopping! haha. jkjk. like i didn't have enough of that during the grad night period. hahaha. yeah. so sad. sia was fully booked. wth lah. sia rocks. haha. yup. more or less confirmed the accomodation rubbish too! yay! ahaha. finally everything's settled! no more funny rubbish croping out of nowhere! haha. i'm crazy. happy too. yup. realised that it's quite ex though. who cares lah. i still want my holiday so yeah. hahaha..

yups. so i should be leaving on sunday evening. er night. whatever. somewhere there. 12th. haha. yeah and i'll be back on the 17th. yeah. at night. taking the earlier flight somemore okay. haha. suppose it has something to do with the posting thing. i'm sure i can see it in bangkok too what. just bring a laptop along... internet connection's there whattt... haha. i'm being retarded. shouldn't destroy my holiday halfway by seeing the posting right. hahaha... hope it isn't too bad. will have to accept it sooner or later anyway. as long as it's one of my first four choices it should be okay lah. should be around there anyway. yups. up till ajc. how bad can it be lah. at least i know what i'll do if i get into ajc right. i'll join wushu! lol. since that was more or less bulk of what i saw at their openhouse. know nothing about it but oh well. i'll try it out for fun. hahaha. yups. haha.

omg i just read on someone's blog that that person's going to rjc for the first three months. whoa. not bad. pretty confident of it yeah. must have done really well for the prelims. congrats yeah. while i'm still stuck here fretting over my choices and my hopped posting rubbish. rarrrhh. nvm i don't want rjc do i? nahhh.. not at all right? -tries to convince myself- aiya whatever lah. no i don't wish to go there. no no no. bleahx. there. i won't go there. omg i'm crazily attempting to convince myself lah. why the sudden thought of it? nahh.. don't want. bleahx.

erm think of something else. hmm. omg i want to try gelato ice cream. haha. super out of point i know but yeah. i wanttt. sounds pretty good. haha. one day one day. i'm sure the opportunity will arise sooner or later... erm. right? hahaha...

Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it, and are quite creative be it in art,
music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in
now you don't even bother to try having been
hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude
is that you don't need anyone but yourself,
people are just trouble waiting to happen. But
you really do want to trust someone no matter
if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
for someone to come and set you free. This kind
of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
them get to you. Not everyone in the world will
hurt you, humans are humans and are not
perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll
meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
your shell will eventually disappear.

.:-What is your true element?-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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hey hey. just decided to blog since i just changed the blogskin. wayyy overdue i know but yeah. haha. thanks to rae hui for helping me to change the column thing yeah. haha. especially when i was totally ruining the template. haha. oh yeah and congrats yeah. hahaha. yups okay. nothing much to blog about actually. haha. just typing rubbish for the fun of it. haha. okay. that shall be all then. haha.

played tennis and table tennis with xiao ting today. so fun. haha. been awhile since i've exercised yeah. hahaha. tiring though. yups. thanks xiao ting! hahaha.. yups. went to novena square after that. erm. what else ah. oh i finished reading a book. impressed? hahaha... still haven't had a chance to use the card. haha. nevermind. i'll get to use it when the time comes yes. haha. oh well. erm. my hols seems boring. haha. nevermind. there isn't much of it left anyway. hahaha. hmm. shall attempt to spruce up my room a little and watch more movies. wow. what a holiday. haha. i'm sure i'll find other stuff to do. yups. hahaha. that's all. nothing left to say. haha.

taufik won yesterday! singapore idol. yups. haha. so cool. hahaha... erm got my card today. what else? erm. oh. watched the incredibles with jean, rachel and dorothy. nice movie. if you haven't watched it, go watch it. hahaha. funny thing. it's a blast. haha. yups. nothing much to blog about i suppose. this is such a short entry. sorry about that. haha. yup that's all. nothing left to talk about. haha.

okay. went back to ij for bball training today. with chin fang and hazel. haha. yeah. suprised? hahahaha... still pretty happy about leaving the sch btw. haha. i'm horrible. haha. yeah. anyway, they had some friendly match thing with naval base sec. the guys. interesting. yups. erm. i didn't exactly train much i suppose. just a bit. i'm soo lazy. haha. yeah. ooh. there's this x'mas exchange thing too. right. that means that i've to come back again?! oh my... haha. oh well. yeah after training.. lets see. went to orchard with bernie hazel and elaine. yups. to cineleisure. wanted to watch bridget jones' diary. but oh well. haha. yeah. had lunch at pasta mania. hahaha. erm went to hereen. got bought a present for someone. oh i just realised that i owe quite a number of people birthday presents don't i. haha. oops. sorry. haha. errr. okay. stop. right.

i'm still quite surprised with the ear ring thing. hahaha.. can't believe i was sooo super slow. didn't see it coming at all. haha. really thought that hazel bought it for herself... hahaha.. i'm sooo wols lah. yeah that happened at hereen. i only realised at like what the library-when they gave it to me. so interesting. haha. yeah. thanks bernie and hazel for that. haha... yeah. watched sharks tale. quite rubbished. yeah. but pretty funny i suppose? haha. thanks yeah. hahahaha. yups. i realise that my sentances are all super fragmented today. soo sorry. haha. yups. that'd be all i suppose. don't know what else to post. haha.

okay. just finished with the pae thing. done. finally it's over. hmm. yesterday was the grad night thing. damn glad it's over. no need for shopping anymore. thank goodness. ahaha. oh well.

they gave us the funny looking ring. yups. love is blue. sure sure. haha. yeah anyway, make up sucks. painted nails sucks. and walking in high heels is super sucky. ahaha. red hair rocks though. if only it didn't come out. hahahahaha... oh well. people didn't recognise me. super interesting. then when they do.. scream straight into my ears right. so scary. haha. yups. got the digi cam from my dad. yeah manz. haha. but most of the pics turned out blur? oh well. who cares. haha. erm i'll put a pic on friendster? one only lah. haha. just to humor someone. haha! when i upload it lah. i'm too lazy to go do it now. oh wells yeah. so retarded. wasted my entire week looking for the prom rubbish. lucky thing it sort of matched. didn't try it before. erm didn't fall off my heels. *laughs evily* so no miss congeniality thing for me. phew. haha.

erm purple and silver was the "theme" right. i realised that the only things that were purple and silver were the balloons which were basically very tempting to poke. haha. i'm horrible. erm. the speeches were okay i suppose. the sch song. haha. so weird. was expecting another song... *looks at rarrhhh hueiii* -bang bang bang- hahahahaha.. i'm SURE u know what i mean. haha! hmm. yeah. the mc cannot make it. he over-does it manz. until his jokes become totally lame and not funny at all. then he happily laughs at himself right. crazy. haha. his games also cannot make it one. sooo terribly retarded. shou bu liao. so much so we just ignored him and continued with our dinner right. haha. mandrin's food is quite nice actually. ahaha. so much better than the hilton one. pri sch. yeah. haha. oh my table won a prize. for the most rubbished event ever lah. paper aeroplane flying. ben lai we didn't want to take part one. we decided that was past the border of lameness. so we just ate. then there was some second chance thing. when we were like ok lah. just go loh. then whoa. joyce y's pro manz. we won. the big irony. haha. yups. got a hp holder. impressive coming from ij. ahaha.

what else ah? oh we had the hold on to our dreams song. then some crazy nut initiated the ij spirit song which sounded totally weird. haha. ok i'm being evil. whatever. haha. we had disco after that. erm. yeah. weird i suppose. yeah. then took a couple more pics and that was it i suppose. oh got funny door gifts from ocean's health-vitamin c tablets. haha. and shieseido. erm. some make up thing and something else. haha. yup. rubbish lah. erm oh i saw that christopher guy from singapore idol at the lobby whilst waiting for my parents to pick me up but who cares. to me, that guy's the one who can't sing. lol. i'm so evil. erm yeah. then just when i left cheryl happily calls me right? a bit the too late to give me the stuff. hahahaha..

oh well. yups. erm oh yeah. wednesday. uh huh. finally got to watch taxi. went with nicole. haha. we went to chinatown first right to go get my shoes. haha. then to bugis followed by erm. suntec. watched the movie there. yups. i reckon the bloopers was the best part of the show. it was okay lah the show. wasn't that great. relatively unrealistic. erm. quite lame also. don't know lah. pretty mediocre? haha. can't wait for alexander the great to open. it opens on the 2nd of december if i'm not wrong. yes. finally. hahahahaa... yeah. oh well. hmm. clap for me. i finally learnt how to paragraph. haha. erm yeah. kinda glad that everything's over. i'm feeling quite free now... whee~~ haha. i'm crazy.

the horrors of shopping. omg. so many days already but still not done. wth. i can't stand it anymore. maybe i'm just too fussy but wth. sooo irritating. arggh. tmr tmr. as usual. tmr. tmr's like what.. one day before the grad night itself. to think i thought i started quite early. what rubbish i tell you. cannot stand it. so freaking tired now. tmr same thing again. wth. oh thanks sam and carol for going out with me. yups. it's a bore shopping with me. i'm just sooo fussy larhz. hahaha. yup. tmr shop again. so sian. i've better things to do with my time lah. so irritating. arggh. money too. it's a one night thing. *sigh* whatever larhz. thank goodness it'd be over in a couple of days. i seriously shou bu liao le. haiz. hmm. oh yeah...

Happy Birthday 16th Nicole!

haha. u finally can watch nc16 movies with us right. haha. not like we ever watched any but yeah. hahahaha... oh wellz. i'm too tired to blog somemore so i shall just have to end here. yups. that's all folks. haha. jkjk. i'm crazy. haiz

i'm sooo super bored. haha. hmm. so sian. later still have to go shopping for grad night. what rubbish. can't stand it. suddenly i wish i didn't have to go for it right. haiz. sooo mah fan. haiz. hmm. yesterday was so funny. i got soo exasperatd with shopping at marina that i went to chinatown. to do what? i also don't know right. ahahaha. oh wellz. nvm. hmm. okay. shall do a couple of quizzes. a DIRECT result of boredom right. haha. yeah whatever anyway...

lord of the rings

!!**_WHAT_MOVIE_R_U_FROM_**!!with Pics
brought to you by Quizilla

hahaha.. lotr? hmm. what am i supposed to be then? frodo?! LOL... what rubbish. okok.. i'm going crazy. haha. oh manz. what kind of dumb quizzes am i doing?! i'm seriously going crazy. hahaha...

Earth. You're a typical case of 'the more, the
better'. Collecting is your strong point, but
listening too. You will not easily show
emotions, but will try to help, as long as you
get something back for it in the future, but
either it be friendship or a gift, that doesn't
matter to you.

What is your element?
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more the better?! erm what in the world is that supposed to mean? hmm. okay. aiya whatever larhz. i've had it with quizzes. those dumb things. ahaha. shan't do anymore. they're kinda irritating me out. so yeah. that'll be all.

I GOT MY EARS PIERCED!
finally. after don't know howww long right. haha. oh wellz. yeah. everyone was watching. so embarassing larhz. but never mind. the usual thing-show no emotions. haha. so yups. haha. erm. okay. don't know what else to say. erm. haha. crap. stuck.

oh i finally got into friendster the other day. yeah. erm. interesting place. yeah. got my first testimonial. don't know where that came out from.. haha. jkjk. ahaha. yeah. still haven't watched taxi. how saddening. haha. same thing happened again lah. shall watch it on wed after the pae thing. don't care. haha. oh crap the pae. don;t know what to do. i'm somehow convinced that i can't get into where i want to go so i suppose i'm quite at a loss as to what to do. never mind. haha.

grad night coming up as well. too lazy to go shopping for it. haha. just realised yesterday during the class party that there's so much to do and buy. wth larhz. i never thought of such things. haha. oh wellz. i'm sure i can come up with something right. haha. oh yeah thanks nicole for getting me to actually look at clothes for prom although i seemed erm quite reluctant. haha. yups. haha. was pretty fun yesterday. after the class thing nicole, rae hui and i went to plaza sing to watch taxi. yeah. u all know what happened right. so no prizes for guessing. ahaha. went to burger king to eat- to make up for yesterday right. haha. yeah. went to the arcade-again. played the drums thing- again. i'm boring. hahaha. oh there was this super pro guy. my gosh. yeah. was super impressed. hmm. yeah. then went to play air hockey. erm i'm lousy. haha. then went to far east to take neoprints. haha. i seriously don't like taking pics larhz. cannot make it. haha. yeah. anyway. next. haha.

went to hereen then rae hui left. erm. yeah. then it was taka to look at the prom stuff. haha. i'm super fussy manz. sorry nicole. i'm horrible. haha. erm. yeah. that was about it. haha. what else is there to say? ooh. k i won two and a half awards from rae hui's award thing. hahaa. so funny. i'm easy to bully meh? haha. oh wellz. whatever. haha. at least i won something. ahahaha. i'm crazy. yups. oh i realised i'm going to have quite a problem with talking on the phone now cos of the studs and all. good thing i don't do it so often now. haha. okay. i'm talking crap manz. don't know what else to say. shall end off here. haha

freedommmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha.. gosh this rocks! haha. like noooo more exams! haha. sometimes i wish that it wasn't over yet so that i can make ammends for screwing up nearly everything. especially my humanities.. *shakes head* that one ah. SERIOUSLY CANNOT MAKE IT. later i really fail it ah. haiz. oh wellz. for now, it's partayeeee.. just got home.. sooo late i know. but so fun. haha. after chem pple were screaming larhz. but hmm. i'm weird. no reaction one. cos i decided that the structured kind of sucked in a way. it's super weird the questions and all. haiz. like i know how to answer the questions like that. haha. but the mcq for once rocks. haha. but so scary considering the fact that i only started studying for chem yesterday larhz. haiz. hmm. i think for the os, the mcqs rock. usually it's haiz. *plops down n dies* horridddd.. hahaha. yeah. hmm. amath yesterday was okay i suppose. couldn't solve the relative velocity thing. or at least i don't have confidence in my answer larhz. hmm. yeah. but i solved the area under the graph crap. first timeee.. n the 10 mks qn. gosh last minute right. good thing i didn't really leave it blank larhz. increase my chance of failing amath only. i kinda need to pass it know. haha. yeah yeah. who cares now. haha. it's over. and i shall relinquish the moment-for now before i get sucked up in regret. haha.

yeah just now.. went out with rae hui. so funny. went to paragon-just for the toilets. haha. cos we didn't want to change in out school's toilet-so gross. hmm. rae hui's impressed with the number of times i've been to orchard this year. haha. i'm such a boring person larhz. i practally never ever go there larhz. unless someone gets me to go there. haha. hahaha. yeah. then went to taka. erm. the exits are so NOT find-able larhz. haha. i think ah. i really can't find my way around orchard. hahaha. realised taka's pretty bigg. haha. yeah. then hmm we went to plaza sing. haha. the movie tickets were sold out till like what 1 something am. what luck manz. haha. wanted to watch taxi. can't wait for alexander the great to show btw. haha. :D erm yeah. we'll go watch it tmr then. after the class partayeee.. haha. yups. yeah we nearly died-ed larhz. so much walking around. sooo tiring. haha. finally settled down for dinner at secret recipies cos everywhere was soo crowded. wanted burger king but we thought there wasn't so yeah. haha. told rae hui that i'd die laughing if ah it was at the basement cos we didn't go there. hahaha. we were all like. nah cannot be.. haha. then later we went to guang jie guang jie yi xia right. haiz. then u know what happened? u know what?! HAIZ. i seriously died-ed laughing larhz. THERE WE WERE AT THE BASEMENT. AND THERE BURGER KING WAS. OMG I TELL YOU. *slaps hand onto forehead* waaahhh.. shou bu liao i tell you. ahaha. oh wellz. damn funny. hmm. yeah. we went to the arcade. OMG. the arcade is so NOT made for boring people like me. seriously. felt soo bad rejecting the chance to play all the funny games there like erm air hockey and all. seriously larhz. play with me ah. waste money one n time. i can play like what one game of bubble or the mahjong match the tiles thing. then i'll die right. sucks manz. i'm lousyyyyyy. i'm so not arcade material. don't see how people can ACTUALLY enjoy going there larhz. maybe it's just me. sorry rarrrhh hueiii. haha. erm at least i finally erm VERY reluctantly played the percussion game thing with u. one game only but.. that's bu chuo already for me right. it's a start. haha. hmm it was relatively fun though. haha. not bad. first time someone got me to play a funny arcade game. haha. yeah. hmm. i took like more than hr to blog this?! okayyy.. haha. yeah. oh wellz.

4/2 class party tmrrr!!! 10am at bishan right. haha. hope i don't oversleep? haha. jkjk. hmm. then rarhhh hueeeii n i shall attempt to go watch taxi again. hopefully there'd be tickets this time. haha. yeah. 2/4 class party's on the20th of dec right. haha. yups. :D hmm. so sian. time to start thinking about jcs and maybe i should actually attempt to shop for the prom night stuff larhz. although i really don't feel like going at all now. haha. i'm horrible. oh well. for now, first priority-partyyy. although i don't know why but i don't feel like it. who cares. i have to. hahahahaha...

hmm. mixed day i suppose. geog in the morning SUCKED! like wth. i intelligently did tourism right. even though the question was rubbish. my manufacturing also. don't know what they want. map reading was rubbish. how m i supposed to answer such crappy questions u tell me. i just wrote practically the same thing for all-mountainous region. that's all i could say right. haiz. erm. at least the map isn't zimbawae for once. hmm. but it still sucked. managed to crap out erm 11 pgs within the one-and-a-half ppr. erm but i don't know whether they're all out of the point or what. cos i don't even know what the question wants from me larhz. so i presume i just wasted my time writting crap. yup.

crap that's going to help me to really fail my ALREADY half failed humanities. yeah. thanks. blah. haiz. phy was a lot better i suppose. mcq. didn't fall for most of the trick qns cos i kinda had a lottt of time to check. fin in 20 mins. so u can imagine how bored i was. erm. yeah. the wheel. nearly died-ed when i realised my mistake. haha. erm. lost at least one mark liao. the light bulb one. no wonder. was wondering how come it looked so suspiciously easy. what rubbish. now i know right. haha. erm the ppr was pretty cool too. yeah. haha. though. hmm. yeah. there wasn't ac. that's gd btw. ahahaha. oh well.

i missed out a qn AGAIN. but this time i actually realised. for once right. haha. yeah. okay overall i suppose. not as bad as all the other pprs. they all sucked larhz. seriously. haha. one full subj that i don't have to moan about. haha. wait. spoke too soon. i think my pract sucked. damn. later i fail that ah. oh well. whatever. i'll know in a couple of mths time. haha. k amath tmr. gonna die for sure. i seriously have a problem with it?! haiz. nvm nvm. get pass that n it'd be chem which equals o's is almost over. ahaha. can't wait in a way. bu ti suppose i wish it wasn't over that soon. wish had time to prepare for the exams that have passed. wish that i had gotten my timings correct. haiz. a thousand unfulfilable wishes n a thousand more regrets. shall make it a point to not leave everything till the last minute again next year. yup. ahaha.

Welcome to My Life
by Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

okay. i swear i feel complacency brewing up in me again. that's bad. i mean like the past two weeks have been hell because of it.. n now it's making it's big fat return to power?! no thanks. this sucks. 9pts. so what?! who cares. it's like only for the first 3mths. after that? no where right. at the rate i'm going, forget about even going to a jc larhz. seriously. yeah. so what if we've a week's break?! wait. there's not even a week left. c'mon kim. what rubbish are u doing?! four papers in three days next week. what do u think u are?! someone who can just churn our grades miraclously when u think u need it?! hello. there's a theory of probability! and it's not nonsensical. there's a truth behind it if u didn't realise. wasting time doing frivolous things when u should be studying. half the world's studying kim. like u haven't even started. what crap do u think ur doing?! wake up kim. reality. chem so what. there's organic chem. u suck at it kim. seriously. do something. stop procrastinating. k i know everyone's going to think that i'm crazy blasting myself on my blog. but i'm not done yet. there's so much more to like reprimand myself for. like seriously. but i'll stop here. quite irritated with myself already. yeah. that's it. arggh. study kim studyyyyy

okay. so i'm one entire day late. but oh wellz. k.. anyway,

Happy Belated 16th Birthday Cheryl.. hmm.. in short, happy UNbirthday.. muahaha

liked the midnight thing? hahaha.. thought it was quite funny. didn't expect such a funny reation though.. haha.. kk.. you'll get ur present soon.. haha.. *embarassed look* haven't had the time. haha. don't really know what to get you either. run ouf if ideas liao. sorry yeah.. when i go out.. yeah.. hmm. maybe after chem? haha. we'll see. ahaha. *grins* something chinesed maybe? oh wellz. we'll see we'll see. hmm i see a lot of repeatation but who cares. too lazy to delete it.. haha.
bio was funny. mcq was too fast. the rest was crap. yeah. who's eye diameter decreases as the light intensity decreases u tell me?! haiz. n.. omg. dieee.. haiz. nvm nvm. but what was with the funny noises n the chemical smell thing? sooo weird. was trying to crap out an essay can. soo distracting. haha. okok.. enough of bio. something else. hmm i've nothing to talk abt. we've a week's break before the next ppr. that's good i suppose. yups. n the rest of the sci pprs shouldn't be too bad yes. unless phy was like the prelims.. *hint hint* yeah. amath sucks. geog's.. a bore. but i kinda need it more than ever now. hmm. chem rocks. love it. just that.... organic chem is.. eww? hahaha.. kk. i've really got nothing left to blog. so that's all

Gonnnnnnnneeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!

emath is goneeeeeeee!!! die larhz. it's gone.. totally gone. ppr two totally killed it. omgggg.. i have to count at least one math right.. dieeeee.. whoa i wanna cry already. i just couldn't solve the qns. omggg.. like i dunno. felt soo horrible skipping qns one after another just so that i could find a do-able question. it SO DIDN't feel like a emath paper. goneee.. somebody help me. it's gone.. emath.. shit. my amath cannot make it. like seriously. it's my WORST subject. how's it going to help me u tell me?! totally dead. byebye. omgg.. i seriously have to get mentally prepared to go back to cj after the os. if i can even make it in that is.. arggh.. what's with all the circle qns?! they're all undoable.. omg. i never felt sooo blank for a paper. i mean like it's emath. it's SUPPOSED to be easy.. what's wrong with me?! omg... probably lost like 30 over marks already.. didn't even have time to check the paper. prob cos i did both the section b qns. like i dunno i was wondering y i had to do two. but i couldn't find anything that tells me to do only one so yeah i did both.. someone tell me if they take the better of the two or they just take the first qn they mark? i'm quite certain that i missed out part of a qn in the first qn.. omggg.. what's wrong with me?! y m i missing out questions all the time?! arggh.. gone larhz. gone. after the os.. scarly lian jc also cannot go le.. gone are my maths.. goneeeeeeeeee... i need full mks for the next amath ppr n geog pprs to salvage something. but that we all know.. is not possible.. gosh.. die manz. wanna cryyyy.. haiz. move on.. move on.. but how can i?! it's emath. if it's gone, everything else will follow. dieeee.. try to move on kim.. u have to.. get over it. bio next.. learn from your mistakes. don't do things last min n read properly.. check everything after that.. bio's important. u've absoultely nothing left to fall back on. nothing left. move on.. save bio first.. that's the most important thing now... move on...

oh wellz. i don't know what to say. kind of neutral to today's amath paper. i'm probably so lousy at amath that i don't even know whether the paper was hard or easy. no difference to me anyway. haha. quite a number of people have told me that it's hard though. so i guess... it's not easy?! haha.. okok. i'm being lame. but i think i'll lose at least 15 mks. k. yeah. dun ask me why. it's upon 80. i think i fared worse then that anyway. haha. i suck at amath. so yups. nvm. at least part of it is over. yay! haha. i'm crazy. k it's friday already. end of the week. i'm still alive i realise. just... partially erm torn and tattered.. bruised and battered.. sorry.. kinda thought that rhymed. at least a bit. ahaha. kk. i think i'm really crazy. haha. kk.. bio nx week. planning to count it. don't ask me why. it's just the last resort thing now. i need a last subj to be counted. haha. so yeah. bio. i've run out of choices. but my bio sucks that's all. *sarcastically* nothing much.. just don't know more than 75% of the book right.. i SO will pass.. *rolls eyes* hmm.. better be.. an a.. haha.. one.. kk. big joke. big expectations also. haha. but still can right. kk. can larhz.. can.. hahaa. i'm crazy. very bored. shall spend the day.. doing.. nothing! jkjk. i'll do something. maybe.. haha. i'm being crazy. so boring. i wanna.. hmm.. i also don't know. haha. don't know what to say anymore. just have one word to describe my week. pathetic. ahaha. yups. nice word right. sums it all up. haha

okay. first day in the entire week in which i've came back home without saying move on. haha. just i'm tired. so weird. k. haha. oh wellz. yeah the emath paper was suspiciously easy or something. so much so.. i had an hour left.. hmm. yeah. hmm. lost 4 marks already. two for some dumb qn in which i just couldn't see the ans. i dunno. something wrong with me or something. haha. yeah. i knew that i had to draw a line somewhere to solve the dumbb qn. .but i dunno y.. haiz.. dunno. anyway who cares. jsut two mks right. haiz. yeah. then another mk in which.. hmm.i made that same mistake for the prelims. never seem to learn my lesson. hmm. yeah.. teh last mk. whee~~ my reading problem again. haha. i'm crazy larhz. as long i dun lose more than 5mks i should be fine right. yups. haha. or so i hope. i kinda do need that one. uh huh. tmr's amath. gonna dieeeee... always sooo careless for that. hopefully tmr'd be a better.. erm.. outing.. yups. u know what.. i think i'm seriously going crazy.. like i dunno. talking rubbish. yeah.. that'll be all. haha

haiz. another day passes by. saddening. i think that my o level results will get me no where. i seem to have this screw up streak these days. yeah.. especially for the o's.. started in june. still hasn't ended till now. it's been quite long. pleassseee go away. haiz. my pathetic plea for leniency here. omg. i can ill-afford another slip up right now. every slip up is going to cost me biggg time. haiz. there goes english too i'm afraid. tried out a new genre today. k not THAT new considering i wrote a narrative for cme before but yeah.. still. stupid idea. i was SO mentally prepared to write expository can. haiz. then looked at the qns.. like erm. shit. haha.. realised that i only had like 3-4 points for each exp qn.. not enoughhhh.. haiz.. so.. haiz. attempted narrative. kind of died-ed halfway. suddenly ran out of "imspiration". not like i had much of that to start off with anyway. haha. so yups. suddenly died off. hmm. so in other words, my story doesn't run! sad right. haha.. and the eng was sooo lousy manz. i'm sure it's lousy. i'll be quite lucky should i manage to get 20 mks n above right.. haiz. this is bad. then had so little time for the situational thing. at least they've the same weightage right. haiz. the situational.. rush like crazy right. so many points. they wanna kill me ah?! haiz. yeah. so much to write so little time. i bet ah.. haiz. there's an abundance of like gramatical errors. haiz. when i write fast ah. the grammer literally flies away. haha. haiz. oh wellz. the compre was suspicious though. a bit too straight foreward. hmm. was wondering y. then someone told me that it was super tricky. i was like huh. is it. omg i didn't know. haha. so rubbished. i think ah.. i probably failed. haha. oh wellz. yeah it's over. pray that the oral was gd.. or else ah. hmm. fail eng then i die right. haha. oh wellz. haha. as usual. same thing. move on. at least it wasn't as bad as the last few days right. one or two screwy compos won't make THAT much of a diff. haiz. moveeeee on...

OMG. i didn't finish the ss paper. omg. i've never not finished a paper before. haiz. i think it's me. just me. my timing is TOTALLY off. omg. 13 mks. i prob won't lose all. but i'll lose a lot right. totally crappy. i had like 5mins for that essay. horrible timing. seriously horrible. hmm. nvm. at least the stuff i know came out. like i learnt all the chaps which came out for the essays. hmm. i wanted a decontex source based n it came out. okayyy. but i didn't expect it to be that hard. haiz. esp the last qn. i was like omg. the source practically had nothing to do with the question being asked. 7mks. gosh i'll give it back if only i didn't have only humans. haiz. omg well. i'll just have to have a like mircale for the geog paper yes. i'll get full marks. big joke but i should at least try right. just don't like hmm forget about physics? haiz. i really don't know. tmr will be better right. hopefully. english. yes. i mean like how bad can it get now after the past two days?! haiz. english i need a miracle for that too. yups. i need a one. i don't think i've ever gotten a one. hmm i need that for like so many subjs anyway. nothing too different about this one. haiz. no more brooding over the ss yes. time to move on again. time and tide waits for no man. what more me. yups. move it.

OMG. that was SO BAD. the chi ppr was so freaking hard. isn't the o's supposed to be easier in nov? i swear the june was so much better. but clever ol me decided to screw it up right. omg. that was horrible. i never felt so horrible sitting for a chinese paper before. is it just me or what? the paper seemed sooo tough. i understood the compre perfectly but yyy couldn't i anwser the questions? i usually have too much to write. what's wrong with me?! the tian xie han zi also. i'm convinced that i got at least 3 out of 5 wrong. maybe i should have put in more effort into it. no maybe i should just have GIVEN UP on chinese. i don't know what i'm doing anymore. that was totally demoralising. i've never felt so arggh after a chi ppr before. y did i even retake it?! it's not like i'm even planning to count it into my l1r5 dammit. arggh. whatever manz. dumb paper. maybe it's just me. i'm just dumb n idiotic. i mean like it's chinese. i don't fail chinese. never been close to even doing that. omg. m i slacking that much? omg. m i that bad at it now? what's my freaking problem. i don't care! i SERIOUSLY don't care. i'mnot counting it. Y SHOULD I CARE?! move on kim. let it go. so what if it's ur mother tounge. it's too late. unsalvagable. it's the end. move on dammit. what's done is done. move it. u don't have a choice now. u HAVE to move on. next paper. social studies. nearly the WHOLE WORLD has studied for that paper already kim. stop being an idiot. it's more important than chinese now. it's ur only humans. u SO can't screw this up. or u can forget about going anywhere. move it. go do some last min mugging or something. stop procrastinating. u've indulged in too much of that already. move on dammit. now. leave everything behind. move.

yeah. wanted to blog yesterday but had a change of heart. haha.. i've waited quite long to say this liao.. I HATE PRAWNS! omg those creatures. haha.. yeah.. actually attempted to study for the bio pract. the drawings n labeling of fruits and all. nothing i studied came out btw. besides the food test thing. yeah.. then went into the lab.. n what did i see? THAT PRAWN! omg. like wth.. wasted all my time! it was so irritating i tell u.. until i couldn't help but laugh liao. i'm sure others felt the same way. like we've never encounter living things for our bio practs before. so suprising n shocking. seriously shou bu liao le manz. dumbbb prawn. i was like asking rae hui what she would do if they gave a dragon fruit. then.. haiz.. what came out was worse than that right. yeah.. btw rae hui.. hmm shake the test tube VIGOUROUSLY yes. LOL. i'm sure KNOW u understand what i'm saying. haha. so gross. ahaha. oh manz. i'm so not going to be eating prawns for a long long time manz. sick. haiz.. yeah we were supposed to draw that out. so many marks somemore. oh manz. yeah. ended up quite nice. wanted to take a picture of my drawings.. yes. trust me to think of that during an examination. haha. yeah. hmm.. started poking that thing ccs i had more than 10 mins left. then realised that i was sitting right in front. haha.. so stopped doing it. was soo tempted to marinate the prawn with all the sulphur, bile and all.. then can bbq it with the bunsen flame.. sure v nice onez.. muahaha.. okok.. a bit the crude. pple like me think of funny stuff to do when there's too much time left after the exams right. haha. yeah. oh wellz. at least i got the fluids thing right. just hope my reasoning makes some sense. haha.. yups. not too bad over all. still have this bad feeling for the phy pract. think that maybe i was too inaccurate. what a time to start. aiya whatver larhz. shall move on. yes. stop looking back kim. there's no time for regrets. what's done is done. it's o.v.e.r ...move on

hmm i can't believe the heat thing didn't come out.. damn.. i was pretty convinced that it would.. can't believe that electricity came out again.. third time in a row liao.. last yr n this yr's june paper.. crap manz.. oh wellz.. I READ THE QN WRONGLY AGAIN.. what rubbish.. as usual.. the resistance one.. haiz.. had only 3 readings.. realised that something was wrong.. too few.. kept reading the qn over n over again.. the word singly yeah.. then i was thinking like correct what.. then 10 mins before the switch over time.. hmm.. saw the word combinations.. u see.. haiz.. then frentically re-did everything right.. redrew the graph like at least 3 times liao.. yeah.. had to recalculate everything.. finished with a few mins to spare.. only took 5 readings u see.. decided that that was safe enough.. then the other exp.. *shakes head* omg.. haiz... i seriously have a reading problem.. missed the most impt line right.. haiz.. no wonder i had so much problems with setting the experiment up.. crap larhz.. had like 5 mins left.. was writting the first part of the plan the experiment thing..then.. haiz.. realised tha ti did the entire thing wrongly.. so freaky.. desperately rushed through the entire exp n redid all the calculations.. yups.. n the plan the exp thing.. 5mins sounds impossible but somehow i finished just in time.. yeah.. i mean like just when he said pens down i finished my last word.. damn lucky.. xie tian xie di right.. haha.. okok.. bio pract next.. hope i don't screw this one up.. i kind of need it too.. hahaha.. yups.. nothing else yeah.. :)

ure a nanyang girl! though ure studying in a shit
school, youre nice urself. ure fun to be with
and are not afraid to speak out. ure talented
in at least one area, be it sports, aesthetics,
etc. you know that studies come first, but you
know when to have fun as well. you might be
abit cheena though.

what sec sch should you be in?
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omg.. impossible.. how come? hmm different quiz but same topic what.. both first attepmts.. how come?! how come?! *disbelief* nvm nvm.. *sighs* since i've done it, i mite as well post it yes.. but still.. nanyang?! kind of unexpected.. not cheena.. no no no.. my chinese is not good enough to be cheena.. it practically sucks.. omg.. shocking.. i think i prefered the previous quiz.. the one with only girl schools.. at least.. it was.. hmm.. ij.. but still.. better.. mmm.. crap.. these quizes cheat manz..they tell me funny contradicting stuff.. but still.. omg.. nothing to say.. haha.. absolutely no comment anymore.. just omg..

CHIJYou scream for your school at any opportunity and
for some strange reason you love your school to
no end. You wear your belt so low that ACS
boys' pants would be considered high (yeah.
oh.. my..god)

Wad girl's school should you be from?
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hmm.. got this from cheryl i think.. haha.. this quiz cheats.. seriously.. it was so hard to get any other school.. the only other sch i found was rgs.. like errr.. haha.. jkjk.. i'm just super bored.. haha

omg.. what the hell was that?! i really dunno.. i feel as if i screwed up the chem pract thing big time.. i've never had that much of a problem for the calculation thing in my ENTIRE life combined.. like wth.. got me so irritated until i seriously didn't want to do my bloody qa anymore.. but i wasn't really going to throw away so many markz for nothing larhz.. yeah.. the va was the starch thing that i was hoping wouldn't come out cos basically, it's irritating.. but it was okay.. the calculation.. gosh i so can't get over it.. the planning of the experiment also.. ben lai was okay one.. just a minor prob.. then i changed the back part n didn't change the front right.. wrong liao.. seriously.. can die larhz.. wanted to cry when they had collected the pprs.. but no not for chem.. i really dunno.. it's liek the end larhz.. maybe if the va's okay.. then maybe okay larhz.. dunno larhz.. i NEED my chem.. seriously.. what the hell larhz.. arggh.. ok.. said everything that i wanan say liao.. dun feel like talking anymore.. don't even know why i'm blogging this down.. arggh.. whatever..

omg.. someone slap me.. box me.. i think that i like nj more than vj.. i couldn'bt bring myself to say that yesterday cos i just can't believe it.. i mean like.. i dunno larhz.. it's so weird.. i'm supposed to like vj better.. yes, their open house was pretty good.. but.. it's just like they lack something that i'm looking for.. and nj seems to have it.. dunno how so put it larhz.. probably homeliness or something.. prob not the right word to describe it but yeah.. i really dunno.. haiz.. oh wellz.. thanks to all the people who guided me and my friends around yeah.. haha.. gosh.. i'm torn apart.. this is plain weird.. okok.. this is so not the right time to think of this kim.. omg.. yeah.. besides i can't get into both so what's the point.. still probably have to appeal right.. haiz.. i dunno larhz.. ok.. stop it kim stop it.. it's like totally the wrong time to think of this.. i'll decide when the time is right.. when the time comes.. yeah.. i'll.. haiz.. oh well.. should start studying.. yeah.. or else later after the os miss everything by one pt again.. haiz.. oh wellz.. yeah.. but no discipline.. that's the prob.. oh manz.. okok... try try try.. but... haiz.. oh manz.. this is so stupid.. argueing with myself here.. what rubbish..

first day of the hols! can't help but to feel so free.. yes yes.. so i'm SUPPOSED to be studying.. but i really can't get myself to study... serious lack of discipline or sth.. someone motivate me to studyyyyyyyy... hahaha.. oh well.. i really should start soon manz.. before i flunk the os.. crap.. anyway, yesterday was the last day of sch.. yups.. liberation at last from like 10 years of being an ij person although i reckon it SHOULD by right have stopped at 6.. oh wellz.. it's too late for THAT one.. but now, wahaha.. can't wait..

omg.. i'm pretty happy about this.. hahaha.. yeah.. they decided to have the assembly at st mikes instead of st raphaels.. what rubbish.. had to walk ALL the way there.. sooo far.. haiz.. yeah.. n we went there for what? to sing the school song?! haiz.. okok.. so i'm being quite mean about this whole thing but yeah.. 10 years is really more than enough for me.. seriously.. let me go to somewhere new.. let me try it out there first okay.. haha.. :) haha.. yeah.. last day was boring anyway.. had ss.. erm yeah.. 3 whole periods of it.. then we had a talk by the principal.. said that it's very eaasy for all those who get single digits for their prelims to deprove.. thanks a lot ah.. haiz.. sure sure.. recess.. err.. played bball with rae hui, rae wen, jessica and eunice.. ahahaha.. so tiring.. cannot make it manz.. ahaha.. it's been soooooooo long sincee i last played bball manz.. seriously getting old.. ahaha.. :p okok.. yeah.. then got to class like a period late or sth.. haha.. had amath.. yups.. then moved the tables and chairs.. mmm... yeah.. cleaned up the place a bit.. hmm.. yups.. lemme see.. then yeah.. cca things.. err.. okay i'm like listing or something.. haha.. erm yups report bk.. i got an a for cme.. hhahaha.. what rubbish.. haha..

okok.. yeah.. realised that i did improve quite a bit.. i don't know why.. esp considering the fact that my l1r5 was like 25 in the sec3 mid yrs till now.. quite a lot of diff.. *scratches head* but i dunno y!!! not like i put in any extra effort or something.. i think it's just the two yr thing.. ahaha.. like in sec1 till like the sec2 midyrs my grades were horrid too.. wahaha.. but the end yrs was niceeeeeee.. ahaha.. :p yeah.. maybe.. some funny trend of some sort.. ahaha.. okok.. enuf about that.. haha.. yeah.. then some pretty demoralising thing was said as well after the report book thing.. shan't bother to mention it.. yups.. hmm.. then picture taking thing.. haha.. dun like taking pics.. there were SO many cameras my gosh.. nearly died-ed.. :S haha.. yeah..
what else is there to say? shall do a quick thank you to the ij pple in my life? ahahahaha

jean, kai qin rach and dorothy: hey hey.. thanks for always being there yeah.. always offering a helping hand and a listening ear.. i appreciate it a lot yeah.. and kai qin, i'm not mad at u.. haha.. :p haha.. i wouldn't wanna let a friendship of so many years just go down the drain through some funny thing.. ahhahaha.. yeah.. i know that we prob won't be in the same jc and all frm nx year onwards but do stay in touch yeah!

xiao ting: hey hey.. no berley... haha.. :p yupsy.. thanks for all the mini shopping trips to go ard buying birthday presents for people and all.. ahaha.. yups.. and the printing of ur man and the double yellow crossing line thing.. haha.. so funny.. haha.. and all the walking trips to the interchange there and all.. hahahaha.. OH YEAH! and the tennis and table tennis thing that day.. so funnnnnn...hahahaha.. really should do it again during the hols or something.. haha..

cheryl: u.. haha... forever never reply me one.. hhaha.. anyway, i can;t believe i'm saying this and all but yeah.. thanks for.... wait.. i forgot.. see larhz.. took me so long to think of something to thank u for..u see larhz.. ahaha.. lol..

touty: haha.. i think that ur prob the first asean scholar i knew.. haha.. cos ur sitting like next to me right.. haha.. :) yeah.. it's been great knowing u.. ahaha.. hope u carry on studying in s'pore! then i'll get to see more of u! ahaha.. big thankyou for the birthday thing too.. haha.. and for yeah.. everything under the sun.. u SO have to bring me around if i was to visit laos or something okay.. :)

carol: haha.. yo! thanks yeah..for everything.. haha.. especially.. haha.. for all stuff we do to cheryl.. ahaha.. jkjk.. haha.. neither going to nj nor sa.. so prob won't meet u much after that yeah.. :( er.. well.. oh yeah.. thanks for the nice erm birthday thing u pple did for me.. haha.. so shocking.. hahaha.. :)

nicole: thanks for teaching me amath.. ahahaha.. helping me larhz.. but it's like.. haha... ur the first person who actually made me think that amath was fun.. ahaha.. thanks for whoa.. a lot leh.. ahaha.. n all the kimi thing. damn cool.. ahaha.. it's been wonderful knowing u.. seriously.. haha.. :) yeah.. hope we stay in touch yeah.. :)

soph: sophhhh.. ahaha.. thanks for accompanying me to erm study for the prelims at macs for a couple of days.. those are prob the only days in which i actually managed to study larhz.. haha.. so cool.. thanks yeah.. hahaha.. hmms.. yeah.. thanks for some of the more rational advice of urs too.. haha.. :D jkjk.. thanks for everything! :)

rae wen and rae hui: haha.. nothing much to say.. just.. *rhythemic banging of the table* money money money.. ahahahahahha.. u pple love that song until ah.. hhahaha.. whoa.. okok.. yeah.. thanks for all the monkey faces and gross faces which u pple give me like everyday.. haha.., damn funny.. haha.. yeah.. thanks one the serioud note, for helping me out whenever i need halp and all.. ahaha.. yups.. and happy bballing.. n tennis-ing.. haha.. :p oh yeahll happy going to nj as well.. haha..

hazel: no, i'm not going to nj.. highly i doubt it now. yups.. thanks for all the times.. yeah.. especially the bballing ones.. haha.. and the obs ones.. haha.. damn funny the way u attempted to run with the funny shoe sole of urs that was like falling off already.. hahaha.. yeah.. haha.. been great knowing u.. haha.. n ah.. i forgot what i wanted to say again.. haha.. errr... yeah.. haha.. okay.. keep in touch k.. lets get chin fang and all out to play bball with us sometime k.. haha.. :)

bballers: muahaha.. thanks for all the fun times and all.. err.. especially the farewell thing when u pple got me a nice comb of errr.. bananas.. hhahaha.. thanks for the rest of the stuf too! ahaha.. gosh.. i shan't come back for anymore trainings! *ouch* okok.. dun box me.. ahaha.. maybe, maybe not.. it all depends.. haha.. yeah but i'll try to come support u pple at ur matches nx year okay.. better make it into the nationals ah! aahaha.. :D

natalie: hmm.. haha.. since kindergarten yeah.. haha.. through pri sch n sec sch.. always at each other's throats and tugging each other's hair.. making each other's lifes living hell.. haha.. yeah.. suppose ur going to nj right.. i'm prob going to vj now.. haha.. but still.. haha... thanks for wahaha being to prominent in the last erm.. like.. wait lemme count.. yeah.. 12 years of my life.. we'll meet in the uni or sth n lake it 20.. haha.. :p k.i.t. yeah..

okay.. for everyone else.. no i haven't missed you out.. just so tired from all the typing.. haha.. esp all the 2/4 and 4/2 pple.. haha.. yups.. thanks for everythingggggggggggggg.... haha.. :) yups keep in touch yeah.. haha.. so happy.. i'm nearing the end of the super long post.. hahaha.. realised that so many pple want me to go to nj.. haha.. oh wellz.. vj here i come.. muhahaha.. gosh i took so long to write this post! at least 2hrs liao.. haha.. :p

okay nothing to blog i suppose.. been another unproductive week.. yups.. yeah.. nothing much happened.. erm... yups.. have piles of undone homework left.. don't exactly think that i'll ever be able to finish all that crap but yeah.. haha.. quite sad.. been SUPER slacking since the prelims ended.. don't know what i'm doing... i believe that it's the time to start doing something productive.. like studying for once.. haha.. complacency? nope.. haha.. i don't think so.. but laziness.. can't seem to get myself to study.. probably a disciplinary problem as well.. oh wellz.. i suppose i really should buck up.. or else.. haiz.. later i really start flunking my subjects biggg time then i'd be so screwed.. i'd prob get kicked out of vj like that if i even do get in larhz.. *sigh* i really don't know if vj's the place for me.. maybe it's just the nice pic that i painted of it in my mind.. for all u know, i won't like it there.. then i'll attempt to go to ajc.. haha.. or maybe i'll just go back to cjc.. haha.. so funny.. if i don't get into vj and like it there, i'd be wu jia ke gui le.. haha.. jkjk.. but i find the wu jia ke gui thing quite amusing.. haha.. :) okok.. nothing much to say seriously.. i think that i've jing li crapped out whatever i can already larhz.. nothing left to say.. so yeah.. that's all.. cya

Ha! there. so u moderated it after all.. bwahaha.. my single digit score! Happy! Ahaha.. but I’m still quite pessimistic about my chances of getting into vjc right.. especially when my stuppiidddd cca thing got a like b4.. crappily unfair can.. haiz.. only can cut off one point.. what rubbish dammit.. even all the like guides pple can unfairly get a1s! whattt.. n we spend sooo much more training then them.. okay so it’s not unfair for all of them.. but it’s still quite unfair what.. sports ccas ah.. very hard to get pts manz.. anyway I think that even if I DO get into vjc, I might just get kicked out right.. after the Os thing.. haiz.. I really dunno manz.. especially when it’s the rubbished dragon year thing.. :( crap manz.. one more mark for eng.. haha. Then my top 6 subjs would all be As.. ahahaha.. then again I really shouldn’t complain since I actually got myself mentally prepared for like 25 points.. hahahahhaa… oh wellz.. pray that I’ll get into vjc n will be able to stay there for the next two years.. ahaha.. if not……. If not.. then I shall go to ajc.. wahahahahaha.. or maybe even cjc.. dunno larhz.. see how first larhz… hahaha.. oh wellz.. i should just be thankful for everything i managed to achieve already.. haha.. oh wellz.. :D

Okay so not everything is THAT bad now.. but still.. arggh.. okok.. so everyone seems to know that I got an a1 for chem… no further elaboration then.. just impossible.. miracle or something.. erm so the day ends off with erm lemme see 4 As, 3Bs and a C quite okay I suppose.. still better than my prediction of 25 pnts.. actually got mentally prepared for that larhz.. haiz.. yeah.. nothing much.. nothing great either.. scraped through most of them.. yeah.. my amath still cannot make it though.. yups.. my chem. sucks too.. uh huh.. erm..

humanities was pretty cool though.. despite losing 6mks for not doing that qn, I still got 42 for geog.. yeah.. biggg thanks to miss wan for finding that half a mk for me.. :) haha.. pretty happy with that one.. thankiew! erm yeah what else.. Chinese sucked.. but nevertheless a pass.. erm.. yeah.. lousy gamble that didn’t pay off for the compo thing.. so yeah.. never mind.. still ending up with a double digit score should no moderation take place.. pissing.. my vj.. i suddenly want to got there quite a fair bit yeah.. oh yeah.. stupid physics I hate you. we’re being penalized for something that’s not entirely out fault.. how unfair is that?! I hate this.. y not just give me like 15 pts n I’ll go straight to cjc.. now i’m so near yet so far to the jcs I want to go to. big thanks. *rolls eyes* .. frustration...so irritated…

i’m screwed.. it’s the end.. it’s really the end.. i’m SO going to fail everything.. it’s seriously the end for chem.. same case for phy.. haven’t even passed amath.. bio is.. i dunno.. i really dunno.. chinese died-ed.. geog’s coming soon too.. it’s already a known fact that i won’t do well for it.. i can’t deceive myself any further.. i KNOW very well what’s going to happen next.. i’m going to lose my a1 for all my 4 subjs.. soo obv.. there’s no indication AT ALL that tells me that i’m going to do well for them.. it’s the end.. all the signs points towards the ever growing possibility that i’m going to fail everything..

i really don’t know what to do now.. my first three mths shall just be spent working or something.. fan zhen I probably won’t be able to go anywhere with my crappy kind of grades.. i KNOW that they’re all horrid.. don’t need to tell me.. even a fool can tell... i really don’t know what to do anymore.. chem. has failed me the most.. totally demoralizing.. i really don’t know what to do anymore.. it’s like this idiotic state of depression.. it’s really the end of everything if I don’t get my a1 for chem… and that IS highly Unlikely now.. so yeah.. i’ve nothing much to say.. just so frustrated.. i knew that my results were going to be bad.. but not THAT horrible.. it’s gone.. all gone.. everything’s over.. it’s the end….. *sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

haven’t blogged for awhile yeah… shall start with monday.. emath.. sucked as usual.. nothing to be surprised about that.. haha.. yeah.. a horrible as usual.. yeah.. *sigh* it was pretty hard.. nothing much to comment about that.. haha..

tuesday.. chemistry… gosh i swear that they’ve gone NUTS!!! the paper was soooo freaking hard!!! gosh.. the mcq was like.. *shakes head* the mcq.. haiz.. just looked at the first qn and shaked my headf.. figured that it was going to be a difficult paper.. like seriously difficult.. even the june o level paper was well so freaking easy manz.. was unsure of SO MANY questions that i didn’t know whether i should laugh at myself for being sooo stupid or to just cry.. haha.. the main paper was as bad as expected i suppose.. EVERYTHING i predicted that would come out came out.. *shakes head in despair* if i only trusted myself.. lost so many marks because of that manz… saddening.. my chemmmmm!!! *wails*

wed.. geog.. was so weird i suppose.. they forgot to print a page for us.. so i rushed through the tourism qn so that I could do the qn they missed printing after that.. haiz.. *shakes head again* i missed part of the question.. 6 WHOLE FREAKING MARKS can?! arggh.. i only lost a total of one mark for the mid years n how i’m losing 6 freaking marks over nothing?! unfairness!!! i don’t care.. maybe i’ll try asking her for something or i dunno larhz.. but losing 6 marks just like that is very xing tong can.. 6/50 leh.. 12%.. haiz.. dunno larhz.. so irritating.. didn’t even know that I missed it till rarrrrhhhh winnnn told me that there was a following qn… *screams in hysteria*

thursday.. amath.. wasn’t THAT bad i suppose.. but nonetheless still horrid.. nevermind.. i’d go into hysteria if i even get an a anyway.. never got that for a major exam before right.. so yeah.. haiz.. at least my supposed straight line graph is actually nice and STRAIGHT!!! was relatively impressed.. could do the relative velocity thing too!!! *cheers* ahaha.. yeah then after that, chi was impressive too.. haven’t exactly studied it for months.. but still knew all the han zi and the zhao ju.. so happy! totally impressed with myself.. hahaha.. :) but the compre was dead hard.. compre usually pulls me up manz.. what happened?! haiz… nevermind.. *gives up* yeah finally managed to tape rarrrhh hueeeiiii’s delirious advert thing.. most of it that is.. haha.. good.. less heart attacks from hearing it now.. ahaha..

friday.. emath.. okay i suppose.. rushed through cos i thought that i wouldn’t have enough time to finish.. ended up with like.. half an hour extra.. ahaha…proves that my estimation really cannot make it.. haha.. yeah. .anyway, went to check my answers for once.. realized that i committed SO MANY mistakes manz.. gave me a biggg heart attack.. ahaha.. well.. I do have some more mistakes that i didn’t realize in time so yeah.. good thing I saw those.. or else ah.. *shakes head* really fail already.. aahaha.. yeah went out with rarrrhhh hueeeiii, rarrrhhhh winnnn, hazel n eunice after emath.. went to the twins’ hse to change.. yeah then went to cineplex to watch dodgeball.. aahaha.. such a SICK show manz.. ben stiller was… gosh.. disgusting.. esp the inflatable crutch thing.. totally gruesome.. sick show.. but funny. .haha.. met lots of ij pple.. carol n all twice sumore.. met marilyn n wanli too.. haha.. yeah.. damn cool.. ahahaha.. went to hmv.. rarrrhh hueeeii n i ah.. haha.. we listened to songs until we could hardly hear ourselves after that.. ahaha.the music was sooo loud manz.. ahaha.. so funny.. went to marche to eat.. nothing great about that place though.. haha.. oh wellz.. erm yeah.. went to paragon.. haha.. then to taka.. haha.. had dairy queen!! blizzard.. oreo n cheesecake.. but he forgot to add the cheese cake.. :S aahaha.. oh wellz.. no comment.. ahaha.. whoa.. so fun manz.. ahaha.. :) totally enjoyed myself..

okay.. thoughts after the prelims.. first.. it’s the end.. i’m so NOT going to go anywhere for the first three mths with my prelim grades.. i doubt i can go anywhere.. ahaha.. mite as well go n work? ahaha.. i’m wayyy too careless.. yeah.. totally.. can miss questions again.. for emath too..hmm i think that i should xie tian xie di if I can even qualify for cjc manz.. haha.. yeah.. haiz.. i’m not optimistic at all for the prelims.. so yeah.. same goes for the o levels now.. i think that i’m just screwed.. full stop.. haiz.. i really don’t know what else to think now..just glad that all this crap is over. .going to have “hell of a time” when we get our papers back next week manz.. oh wellz.. for now.. enjoyyyy!!! wahahaha.. :p

okay.. haha..shall start with monday first… a math was okay.. not much of a comment on it.. just that some qns were simply UNdo-able! hahaha.. erm chi compo.. ying yong wen was okay.. but the main compo again.. I seriously think that i chose the wrong qn to do.. :( die manz.. later……. again cos of the main compo.. :( haiz.. n yeah I lost my chi dict mins before the exam can.. super suspicious.. i left it in my class.. which is also used for the chi exam.. went to search for it.. wasn’t anywhere.. then after the exam, the dictionary miraculously appeared under the table which i had searched prior to that right.. what rubbish.. i bet someone took my dict n used it.. gd thing there was a dictionary next to my exam sit manz.. or i’d have been so screwed manz.. urggh.. yeah.. totally nothing to say about that.. nothing nice to say about it anyway so yeah..

tuesday.. chem. pract.. was okay i suppose.. but the first qn ah.. sth wrong with my reagent ah? seems to produce weird answers.. maybe it’s contaminated… :( hahaha.. yeah nearly made the stupidest mistake in my life for it too.. seriously wanted to burst out laughing when i realized what i was writing.. haha.. shan’t elaborate on it.. haha.. still makes me crack up in laughter.. haha..

today.. bio.. freaky manz.. i finished the mcq in less than 20 mins.. hahaha… then i was so out of time when i was doing the essay qn.. ahaha.. rushed like crazy.. realized that i left two blanks later.. :( oh wellz.. what’s done is done.. shan’t think about it.. just that.. whoa.. very ke xi manz.. the 10 marks qn.. i forgot to read it before the exam.. was planning to.. then it came out right.. 10 mks some more.. :’( no choice larhz.. guessed out all the events.. crap.. anyhow guess the enzymes too right.. i just pray that majority of it is correct manz.. haiz.. so rushed for time.. :( oh well… some good news though! I FOUND my shou che!!! so happy.. haha.. shan’t study today!!! too mentally tired from bio.. always am.. ahahaha.. won’t study for like the nx 10 years because of it.. hahaha… going to fail everything that comes after bio manz.. haha.. anyway, i wanna playyyy tennis! ahahahahaha.. although I still dunno how to.. but yeah.. hahaha.. so many nice shows today!!! :D ahaha.. oh yeah… just had ice cream! cookies n cream!!!! simply luvvv it! ahahaha.. i’m crazieeee… must be the after effects of reading bio… :s ahaha..

okok.. time to update.. yeah I know.. haha.. erm okay.. what’s happened? Nothing much actually.. kind of wasted half a week of the holidays in front of the tv and the computer.. haha.. eh.. what else.. oh yeah more people to thank.. haha.. thanks to the sec3 bballers for the monkey thing! looks so smart.ahem.. just like meee!!! :D ahaha.. yeah… thanks xt for asterix!!! the bright pink star shaped mogu-like pillow!!! :D thanks cheryl for the drink which.. well.. could have lead to the underage possession of alcohol thing.. what rubbish.. haha.. :p not planning to drink it anytime soon though.. ahaha.. erms.. anyone else? eh.. ahaha.. i LOST my chi shou che! Intelligent ol me!!! i’m sooo screwed!!! blah.. oh wellz.. haha.. went for a math lessons the past two days in sch.. very enlightening as usual I suppose considering the fact that I seem to know nothing.. haha.. chem. Was a bore though.. lousy attention span.. haha.. oh wellz.. still wasting time out here.. I’m so screwed can.. I’m going to fail EVERYthing after the hols.. that’s baddd… arggh.. :( so saddening.. :(

physics exam sucked.. totally sucked.. i feel as if i screwed it up bigg time.. oh well.. what’s done is done.. all I can do about it is to whine.. so here i am.. section c!!! omg.. i couldn’t solve the stupid qn.. then i’d only have like 5 mks.. so I desperately tried to do the other qn within like what less than 10 mins.. crazy right.. n it’s so hard somemore.. some ultrasound thing.. :( crap.. it’s the end.. :(

oh wellz.. the mcq also.. *looks at rae hui* the bubbleeee!!! cheated our feelings!!! stupiddd bubble… blah blah blah.. looks like ur losing the bet cheryl.. losing.. seriously.. :( argghhhhhhhhhhh.. blah.. anyway, nessa, soph, xt n i went to pastamania for lunch for lunch.. haha.. n we met kai qin n all there.. haha.. so funnaye.. yeah.. mum sent me my stuff.. then it was off to xt’s hse.. haha.. we played table tennis.. haha.. improving improving.. was so hilarious.. haha.. then rae hui joined us for tennis.. so fun n funaye!!!!!!!!!! wahaha.. I simply luvvvvv tennis!!! :D yeah manz.. tennis rocks! following in the footsteps of ferrero! haha..

whee~~ yeah then rae hui n i went to buy slurpees from 7 eleven.. n they gave us some hair colour spray thing.. got the blue one.. then we started trying it out at the busstop.. was sooo dark.. so we couldn’t see it.. haha… so we sprayed so much.. so smellyyyyy.. haha.. yeah then when we got back we could see it sooo clearly.. haha.. but it was still so smelly.. haha.. started taking photos of it.. haha.. so funny.. yeah.. so funnnn.. we SO have to do it again.. thanks xt for letting us play there..haha.. n rae hui for giving me a lift hm!!! haha.. we SERIOUSLY have to do it again manz!!! :D:D:D

finally.. time to blog.. a biggg thank you to everyone who wished me a happy birthday on the 28th! okay.. I seem have very long thank-you-list so let me just say something to two other pple first..

to timothy, happy belated 14th birthday on the 25th!

and to Natalie, a very happy 16th birthday today.. *grins* now ur getting old too! wahaha.. yeah believe it! I’m a WHOLE two days older than u! ahaha..

okay now for my thank yous.. haha.. a big thanks to carol, soph, nessa, touty n cheryl for the cake! *yums* really didn’t suspect anything.. haha.. so shocking.. haha.. sorry that there wasn’t much of a response from me.. haha.. was just.. *laughs* overcome with emotions.. ahaha.. yeah.. really thankful for such thoughtful friends.. although.. haha.. I kinda got cheated so many times.. haha.. gosh.. touty is pro at it manz.. soph and all too.. haha.. was so shocked.. haha.. feeling a bit stupid now though.. haha..

okay then thank you everyone who wrote on the card.. haha.. so interesting.. haha.. special thanks so jean for compiling everything.. haha.. n I still haven’t gotten over the heart attack that I got from seeing mrs low’s wishes there.. haha… seriously unexpected.. haha.. pleasant surprise though.. haha.. yeah.. a big thankiew!

to wanli, touty, marilyn n cheryl.. thanks for the presents.. haha.. still finding the moving sushi super amusing and all.. haha.. thanks though! haha..

whee~~ nat! thanks for the 12 tarts.. they were super nice.. only had a bit of a refrigeration problem that’s all.. haha..not much of a prob.. not much at all.. *laughs* mmm.. n thanks for the kangaroo thing as well.. haha.. kit k..

rae hui!!! thanks for the oversized england tee! haha.. so cool! haha.. whee~~ big thanks for that.. dun forget tennis! aft the prelims of sth.. haha.. I still wanna play..

mum and dad.. thanks for the new hp! whee~~ finally! radio! so happy.. cam too! haha.. :D 6610i is so much nicer than my previous one! Haha.. :)

okay.. and finally, a biggg thank you to everyone who wished me a happy b’day yeah.. hope that I didn’t miss anyone out! thankiew!

i don't know why but i feel as if i've finally seen the light today.. feel as if i'm actually beginning to believe in myself.. believe that i can do it. that i can accomplish what i want if i just put in some effort into what i do.. if i just put my mind and soul into working towards what i want i may actually be able to make it happen. if i just have a little faith in myself. if i just believe.. the prelims are coming up real soon and i'm totally unprepared.. the more i should put my faith in god and hopefully in my own abilities as well.. maybe i'm not as stupid as i think i am.. maybe it's just my defination of stupid.. no one is stupid.. it's just a matter of how u define stupid.. maybe that's what's been pushing me down all the time.. what's been making me think that everything is impossible and that i cannot achieve that i want. maybe it's really true that there's no such thing as impossible because impossible spells i'm possible..

well.. i suppose that it's a good sign that for the entire section a and b w/0 the essay thing for the chem june o level paper, i've only lost a total of 4 marks which is dead impressive.. first time in my entire life that i've already secured at least an a from only two section.. praying that our actual chem paper will be like that.. haha.. hopefully yeah.. feel quite enlightened for physics too after mrs tang clarified some doubts that i've been having for a long time.. hopefully that'll give me an a again as well.. geog's doing fine too..especially without studying.. i suppose what i'm getting is like of a fluke so yeah..

anyway main point is that if i can accomplish all of that without much effort being put in, why shouldn't i put in more effort and accomplish much more.. must i wait for a major awakening?! like the one during the sec2 mid years, whereby i nearly failed a couple of subjects, to actually do something about it? must i always rely on some major catastrophy to wake me up so that i'll actually put in some effort into the things i do?! obviously not! everyone has choices.. so do i.. it's a matter of making the right decisions.. and having the discipline and the perseverence to do it.. that's obviously what i seen to lack of..

but i really should try.. even an attempt would be good right.. if i don't try, i'll never know what was install for me.. if i don't try, i'll never accomplish anything.. just like what connell; my obs instructor said to me.. a ship in the harbour is safe.. but that's not ships are built for.. or something.. i think that he's right.. i should go out there and try! take risks! i shouldn't just keep within my comfort zone all the time.. venture out.. be different.. basically i should put in more effort into the stuff i do.. and discipline.. i really need that.. trust in god.. very important.. praying that god will show me the way.. show me the light.. as i embark on this journey to who knows where.. god bless..

okay today.. let me see.. i've decided that i'm definately going to retake chinese.. hoping to get a distinction this time round.. really hope that i'm making the right choice this time round.. especially considering the fact that i've barely started studying for the rest of the subjs.. yeah.. seriously praying that i'm making the right decision.. putting all my trust in god now.. hoping that he'll show me the light.. the right path to take.. and i pray that he'll help me to get over this.. i'm putting all my trust onto you now god.. please please please show me the light! *sigh* i really hope that this is the right path to take.. *big sigh* oh wellz.. i shan't change my mind now that i've made it up.. i have to do it.. and it must turn out the way i want it to.. i can't afford another screw up.. nope.. ot another one.. no thanks.. *sigh* didn't attend any classes.. went with soph after school to macs... ahaha.. supposedly to study.. but oh wellz.. haha.. let's just say that it was pure fun! ahaha.. :D should do it again! so fun! haha.*grins* oh wellz.. yeah nothing much left to say! haha..

what the hell can i say about today.. i really don't know whether i should laugh at myself or to just break down into tears. the chi o level results.. not up to par at all.. i mean like what the hell?! i NEED my a1 for chinese manz.. but wtfh.. 100% pass.. but.. stupid main compo.. cause of all my despair.. now i'm quite certain that i have to retake it again.. really want my distinction for chinese k.. but i reall don't know if i'm making the right decision.. i mean like retaking the entire exam just because i read a simple compo question wrongly sounds totally stupid don't you think?! super retarded.. especially considering the fact that i have to re-learn everything just for a compo?! downright retardness.. why was i so careless?! never happened before...

what a great time to start.. the weirdest thing is that when i looked around, i realised that in other classes, people are like overjoyed to get the grade that i got.. but look at me.. trying my best to fight the tears.. i mean like who are the happier people?! the irony.. i mean like it's kind of hard to accept all of this considering that well i did use to take higher chi in pri sch.. i don't usually see grades like this right.. urggh.. ss didn't help at all either.. never gotten a just pass grade before for source based.. i mean like hello.. i came here with history as my forte.. what's happening to me?! somebody answer me! why are my grades slipping so badly?! why why why?! i really don't know.. life's so screwed up.. i really don't know what to do anymore.. don't know what to think.. i really don't know... wtf does everyone want from me? wth do i want from myself?! what do i really want from life?! the answer is that i really don't know.. my mind's in a mess. .my thoughts are in a mess.. what am i doing?! arggh..

anyway, away from that, that daniel zhang guy came to our sch today to perform for the sec2s and 3s.. yeah anyway there's always a silver lining in the cloud right.. and it came in the weirdest fashion.. it came in the form of the o level english oral?! yeah.. somehow, it was not half as bad as i had imagined it to be.. it was actually.. well.. fun.. yeah.. fun.. what a term to use.. i sound crazy but yeah.. seriously.. i never thought that it would actually feel good to talk to oral examiners.. so much better than that of those giving the chi oral... but i suppose it was quite hard in the beginning to compose myself for the oral considering all the shake ups i had had prior to it... now i can only hope that my eng would be able to do miracles.. and pray hard that my chi will do better the next time round.. it'd better.. but considering the timing, i really don't know.. don't know what's in store for me.. don't know what to do.. let time and fate decide it.. i'm now officially out of reach...

Happy 39th birthday Singapore!!!
and to all singaporeans out there, happy national day!!!
yeah and although i know that he won't read this, thanks PM Goh for guiding us through so many years!!! for all your dedication and believe in singapore. thanks a lot! and to then incoming pm mr lee hsien loong, i believe that you'll do a excellent job in governing singapore in the near future. yeah.. thirty nine years we have survived. stood together through out thick and thin. people thought that we would not be able to make it on our own. but we did. with the people and the government all united as one, pushing towasrds the same goal of a prosperous society, we grew and grew. altough 39 years is a considerably short period of time, we have shown that we are amongst the best and together, we can only hope for the better because together we make a difference. okay okay.. so i'll just keep it short and sweet.. so have a very very very happy national day everyone! god bless!!! :)

just got back from cip.. yeah manz.. 3hrs45mins.. *sigh* why not just give 4hrs? haiz.. haha.. dead tired from all the moving around.. oh wellz... it wasn't that bad.. haha.. quite fun.. yeah.. went for hazel for that.. erm.. went to the arcade before that and met sam chui, sandra, rach and all cos they were going to watch some movie.. haha.. realised that i suck big time at arcade games.. i die within minutes.. hazel on the other hand, was the first for the bubble game thing.. haha.. so sad right.. the big contrast between me and her.. yeah.. haha.. then we met emilyn, corina and aline whilst going to eat.. haha.. yeah..quite shocking.. ahaha.. erm okay as for the day, so many people ponned school!!! *wails* i so wanted to as well.. haiz.. haha.. the mass ahem sucked.. could hardly hear anything.. and the priest was well psychotic.. singing like crazy.. okay so maye it's a little exaggerated but yeah.. hahaha.. then the concert was almost as bad.. the sun was shining so immensely on us k.. and then they were.. don't know what they were doing larhz.. haiz.. so hot.. and it was super short for once.. that's supposed to be good btw.. so yeah.. haha.. oh manz.. i realised that the english sucks.. just so tired.. can't really think now.. haha.. okay that's it.. enough of crapping from me.. cya...

oh manz.. today.. haiz.. nothing to say.. waited so long for the 851 bus to come to take me to bugis.. then i realised that it didn't go to the specific part of bugis that i wanted to go to.. worst of all, when i got to the place that i wanted to go, i realised that two other buses; 960 and 133 went directly to that place.. so infurating manz.. oh wellz.. now i know.. and then when i was going back hm, i was wondering what bus route i should take since there is no direct bus home..

decided to take the mrt instead as it was a safer bet. wrong choice.. once i got there, i realised that i knew how to get home from there by bus.. arggh.. i don't seem to be making much sense but yeah.. so irritating.. argghh.. didn't sign the form for the tchers day thing.. jus thanded it in.. realised that i should have given something.. but clever ol me put a no to everything there cos i was in a rush to hand it up.. :( blah..

yeah forgot to study for today's ss test as well.. like wth.. totally forgot manz.. arggh.. didn't get the chi o level result thing today either.. yeah.. kind of screwed up the ss thing.. haiz.. whatever manz.. only a math was okay cos at least i could do stuff.. *sigh* what's with me and my totally lousy luck these days manz?! yeah and i realised that i really suck at bio.. should have dropped it or something if i was allowed to right? blah.. i don't like bio!!!

argghhhhh.. so irritating... the chem pract sucked.. the stupid carbon dioxide gas.. kept excaping.. like wth manz.. so exasperating manz.. blah.. then the phy test had an extra half an hr.. realised why after handing the paper in. i had done the graph thing.. but i didn't answer the questions that followed.. no wonder.. then i didn't have time to change the ans for another qn that i realised that i calculated wrongly only like less than a min before we had to hand in the paper.. a bit the late right.. so i couldn't fin it larhz..

so irritating.. esp considering that i had so much time left over.. oh wellz.. at least i spotted a biggg mistake that could have caused me an ENTIRE page worth of marks.. hmm.. we're supposed to get our chi o level results tomorrow or something.. hope i don't do too badly.. *sigh* i have a feeling that i would definately have to redo the paper or something.. kind of screwed it up or something right so yeah.. so saddening.. yeah the english oral thing is coming up soon as well. i hate oral.. but oh wellz.. i suppose i would ave to think more realistically on that day itself? haha.. aiya.. whatever manz.. i'll only do what i have to do on the day itself yeah..

oh yeah we're encouraged to wear some red top or something for friday's national day celebration.. *sigh* no idea as to what to wear.. don't wanna wear jeans.. don't like it.. but i suppose.. there's not much of a choice anymore right.. :'(

argghhhhhhhh... lousy day k.. first period.. chi.. didn't bring the worksheet.. then eng.. we were like let of at least 10 mins late for recess.. a math.. didn't know what the hell was going on.. totally screwed for the relative velocity crap... arggh.. then phy.. had some phy test in which i didn't study for at all.. like arggh.. then we had chem.. *shakes head* the worst manz.. erm like got partially scolded for talking to cheryl.. like half the class was doing something else anyway.. *rolls eyes* she keeps going keep quiet when all you are doing is to explain some chem stuff that she ATTEMPTED to explain but pple don't understand right.. sometimes ah.. she ah.. always qing hong zhao bai onez.. arggh.. fine then.. *rolls eyes* so much for chem lessons.. piece of shit larhz.. eng also.. got called up for some pict oral thing.. like wth.. and the pic was like the most stupid, unreadable, ununderstandable and like don't know what shit kind of pic.. like.. haiz.. totally nothing to say that kind.. to hell with it manz.. yeah.. *shakes head*haiz. now, it's some cip thing too.. supposed to be submitted by friday or something... like erm.. not even six? cos we've only doing that one flag selling thing.. did some in church at the start of the year.. and end of last year.. does that count?but that'd be so weird.. to suddenly ask for the hours after so many months that is.. pple would have already forgotten about it by now.. so yeah.. haiz.. this is such a screwed day manz. argghhhhhhhhhh

okay seriously nothing to say today.. just wanted to have a shout out to sophia..

Happy 16th birthday Sophia!!! :)

btw you are getting old manz.. haha.. good thing i'm still a year younger than u.. *wipes away the perspiration* phew.. haha.. :p oh wellz.. yeah that's all.. cya

hmms.. haha.. yeah had pe today.. played volleyball.. volleyball is a DANGEROUS game!!! stupid ball! how can volleyballers engage in this kind of toturous activity manz.. ahaha... oh wellz.. yeah now my stupid left hand has bruises on it.. like ouch?*crackkk* haha.. had some poly talk as well... but well i don't know.. not really thinking of going to a poly so yeah.. haha.. hmm.. had quite a number of free periods too.. cos of the honours day thing.. haha.. yeah.. played pickleball with xiao ting during recess as well.. haha.. great right.. i'm erm improving.. :D haha.. yeah xiao ting.. must remember to invite me over for tennis someday yeah.. oh yeah.. changing the msn thing.. to..haha yeah.. something super lame yeah.. but more like me i suppose.. :D yeah.. okay then if that's all, i'll be off.. cya

yeah manz! got my khaki sling bag thing today! finally! rock on mum! haha..  :D oh wellz.. it's from zinc! that's what makes it even cooler yeah.. :D yeah finished the cme compo yesterday.. probably said that before already but yeah! woo hoo! just estatic! ahaha.. yeahs... bio pract was super cool today too!!! someone photocopied the marking scheme instead of the actual practical, so practically all the answers were already there.. haha.. yeah so we all left after 20 mins; after we finished doing the pract.. haha.. coolest prac ever manz! :) yeah what else is there to say? nothing right.. haha.. yeah so i suppose that's all yeah.. cya! :D *still grinning* today's such a cool day manz! :D

 yeah manz!!! just fin the cme compo! woo hoo!!! yeah manz.. rock on! finally a compo that sounds nice and presentable cos all my compos are usually crap manz.. haha.. whee~~ cheryl u seriously owe me biggg time manz! serious.. haha. :D oh wellz.. thanks jean for taking some time to kind of edit it for me yeah.. thanks loads! haha.. *turns back to cheryl* whee~~ i'll settle that with u later.. haha.. just so happy now! finally!!! after so long! yeah manz.. :P sounds nice! :D

*sigh* today's a weird day yeah.. thank god i decided to go up to class just before assembly manz.. saved me all the trouble.. our class was one of the classes to be spot checked and oh my.. more than half of the class got booked for various stuff.. especially for loose belts... which was weird cos most of their belts were pretty okay what.. so much better than 4/1's.. yeah.. they were really strict with our class manz.. the other classes definately weren't hit as badly as us.. oh wellz.. what happened has already happened.. so yeah it's too late.. thank goodness i managed to pass though although i still don't really know how i managed to -stop asking soph and i didn't okay- haiz.. but yeah.. i do feel kind of sorry for those who got their belts cut.. all their belts looked super tight and unwearable when they returned for pe.. oh wellz.. there goes our global citizenry thing.. ahaha.. oh wellz..

yeah played volleyball for pe.. haha.. the white ball ah.. whoa.. it's like ouck everytime we hit it.. seriously manz.. and the stupid ball would only like just make it over the net eventhough we hit it really hard.. like crap manz.. and ouch as well.. haiz.. oh wellz.. played bball with jess during recess as well.. feel like such a senior citizen or something.. haha.. we were like all out of breath after a couple of minutes worth of 1-on-1 s.. haha..

a math lesson was cool.. haha.. got ferrero rocher chocolates.. coolness manz.. haha.. yeah.. oh wellz.. nothing much.. haiz.. i really should start studying or something.. realised that i'm taking too many subjects manz.. can't really cope cos i haven't exactly started studying or something- which is horrendous.. haiz.. tmr yeah.. shit.. there's physics strech.. now where's that worksheet?! it's been sooo long manz.. so won't be able to find it.. crap.. haen't done it either.. should attempt to look for it.. crap crap crap.. oh yeah before i forget.. thanks sophia for the ride home and the durian that came along with it as well yeah.. :) hahahaha...

hey hey!!! racial harmony day today yeah.. haha.. :) hmm.. yeahs wore some bright pink baju kebaya.. changed halfway during school time.. or at least that's what i think it's called.. haha.. yeah bright pink manz.. gosh.. so weird.. i'm so not a pink person.. oh wellz.. it's a lot better than being killed by my classmates for not wearing an ethnic cosume right.. ahaha.. so yeah.. haha.. thanks wenli for lending me the costume yeah.. thanks! haha.. oh wellz.. it wasn't that bad anyway.. haha.. just exaggerating.. haha. :p i HATE taking photos anyway.. haha.. this is the one and only day that i'm actually willing to take pics manz.. haha.. so yeah.. *laughs* cheryl is probably going like thank goodness it's only for today manz.. ahaha.. yeah.. hmms.. concert was rubbish-ed.. quite of a waste of time but yeah..

oh and it ended sooo late manz.. so we all started our chem practs late and ended super late as well.. ahaha.. feeling quite elated for absolutely no reason.. haha.. so i decided to change the song to "this love" by maroon 5.. ahaha.. yeah.. [cheryl] there's no exterior reason behind the choice of song k.. it just sounds nice that's all.. haha.. *big fat grin* yeahs believe me! u should.. *laughs* haha.. :) yeahs that's about all.. oh yeahs our juniors won today!!! 49-3.. woo hoo.. nice score pple!!! against bukit merah.. finally put ur act together yeah!!! great work manz!!! although it's a little too late.. never mind.. nationals for u pple next year yeah!!! :) ahaha.. okay all.. seriously this time round.. haha.. cya..

gosh just got hm.. haha.. went to have dinner with alvina at macs after training.. haha.. oh wellz.. yeah.. met some pple from cyf as well.. haha.. it's been a long time yeah.. maybe i should start going for cyf again.. haha.. *starts to feel bad* oh wellz... yeah and we talked a lot of crap.. haha..

oh yeah i've never met a person who adresses the teacher by his/her surname only.. haha.. like "chan" for mr chan or something.. haha so hillarious! yeahs.. haha.. then we stopped over at pop and cd-rama.. haha.. yups.. before going home..yeah school.. lets see i finally solved one of those cheena things correctly.. so cool dude! haha.. :)

yeahs.. haha.. changed places with nessa.. whee~~ sitting with soph is fun.. haha.. and damn rubbished.. haha.. :) which of course was damn good and cool.. haha.. crap manz.. geog ca today! didn't study!!! didn't really think that she'd give us the ca.. haha.. big misake manz.. haha.. crap.. at least i still had an answer there.. ahaha.. lucky.. yeahs.. yeah.. i love chemistry!!! organic chem is downright cool!!! woo hoo!!! :):):) totally manz.. haha..

training though, was a killer.. mass murderer dude! haha.. oh wellz.. yeah i've never hated da bans so much before.. serious.. so tiring.. nearly died-ed.. was having a stich as well.. and there he was asking us to run faster when we were already running so fast.. 4-on-4 was crappy too.. i'm out of form.. haha.. at least 1-on-1 was a lot more erm fun.. haha.. at least it's quite erm scorable.. no such word.. haha.. or so i think.. ahaha.. another one of my brilliant inventions.. haha..

oh wellz.. yeah.. freaky manz.. the prelims are coming up real soon.. really should start studying soon.. crap. that's what i always say.. but in the end.. haiz.. still the same.. haha.. hmms.. but really ah.. i really should start putting more effort into my work.. shouldn't be so slacked anymore right.. haha.. tomorrow yeah.. oh wellz.. that's what i always say as well.. haha.. history definately repeats itself all the time.. haha.. :p hmm.. this looks like a pretty long entry yeah.. *terribly impressed* a change from the previous ones.. haha.. :) :) :)

okays went to school early in the morning to do the a math test thing.. haha.. erms i suppose it was easier than last week's cos well basically i don't have a thing for sets.. haha.. yeah walked to the interchange with kai qin, dorothy n sheryln.. it's been a long time since i last did that.. haha was interesting.. at the interchange, let me see.. i saw sophia selling flags.. *evily* reminded me of the flag selling experience i had just the week before.. *evil laughter* haha.. oh wellz.. yeah.. just went out to play soccer with my bro, timothy.. haha.. yay!
i kicked a curled ball.. a banana kick!!! woo hoo!!! wayyy cool!!! it's the first one that my bro has ever seen up close and personal as well.. ahaha.. :) yeah anyway, my other bro it watching the national day preview thing now.. lucky arse.. oh wellz.. wanna see what's in the goody bag! so interesting! haha right.. i'm crapping away.. haha.. okay then nothing left to say.. see ya!

thought of the day! 

went flag selling today..just now rather.. missed the a math test thing just to go for it.. together with my partner, huda, rae wen and her partner erm pui feng i think.. haha..super tiring manz... kept going from one place to another.. haha.. oh wellz.. didn't collect much but like that guy said yesterday.. that this may just be a drop of ocean (sounds wrong but yeah that's what he said), but every drop counts.. haha.. so yeah.. they should be sastified with our collection yeah.. haha.. had my browine temptation blizzard again.. haha.. niceee!!! yeah.. had macs for lunch with hazel, rae wen and rae hui.. haha.. just made a blog for my bro timothy.. i kind of like the template.. haha.. want it for myself too.. but i'm nice.. haha.. since i offered to make it for him anyway... haha.. okay that's about it i suppose.. haha.. yups..

okay.. thursday today yeah.. haha.. first of all, i would just like to wish mum a very happy birthday....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!! :)

whee~~ thank's mum for always being there for me.. yeah.. through out there 15 years.. thanks a lot!!! if there was a better word than thanks to thank you for all you've done for me for all these years, i'd use it.. but my vocabulary isn't exactly wonderful so yeah.. thanks.. :) love ya lots yeah.. :)

gosh.. yeah back to school... nothing much though.. haha.. yeah anyway, it's tuesday the 6th of july.. do u know what day it is? haha.. it's carol's birthday..

happy birthday carol!!!

haha.. yeah so that's about it.. cya

all right!!! let's see.. two days ago, maria sharpanova won the wimbledon.. beat serena williams in straight sets.. damn cool k.. haha..

yesterday.. hmm.. federer won the wimbledon but *sigh* i wanted roddick to win instead.. it rained whenever he was playing well and broke his winning streak time and time again.. unfairness.. oh yeah.. GREECE beat portugal 1-0.. see!!! woo hoo!!! i SO TOLD YA that greece was going to win 1-0!!! yay!!! *elated* haha..

today.. went to watch spiderman-2 with jean, kai qin, dorothy and rachel.. was quite okay.. erm only prob is that there's more ronance and less action, which was obviously well not as good.. oh wellz.. haha.. anyway, later, we had lunch in some jap place.. yoshina.. or something.. was wayy gross k.. the vegetable, fish and rice all had slime on it.. disgusting k.. think it was lemon butter or something.. but it tasted wayy gross.. yeah.. had a blizzard after that.. tried the brownie temptation for a change.. niceee!!! haha.. :) yeah.. yeah just now, we went all over the island to find the black coca cola bottle that i wanted.. wahaha.. finally got what i wanted.. haha.. *happy* oh wellz.. yeah that's all for now i suppose.. haha.. cya!!!

What's your usual [mood]?
haha got this at first when i put n rubbish.. haha.. then...

What's your usual [mood]?
like oops.. haha.. it's not REALLY true what.. haha.. :p

hmm had the chi listening compre today.. was relatively hard.. haha.. n the radios pretty much sucked.. haha.. oh wellz.. beats yesteday's oral by loads.. still can't believe that i talked such rubbish for the oral yesterday.. haha.. okay.. so that's it.. no more chi for me untill august!!! *grins* that's a nice thought!!! :)haha.. went to watch the jnr's match after that.. haha.. n i got to keep the score!!! fun!!! but sadly, there wasn't much to write though.. erms the score was 12-27 down.. yeah.. nevermind.. haiz.. there are still a couple of matches.. haha. think positive.. haha.. :) oh wellz.. nothing much left to say.. cya

okay saturday.. lemme see.. portugal beat holland 2-1.. *elated* that's very good.. holland SHOULD have been kicked out of the tournament a LONG time ago.. bwahaha.. *evil laughter*

yesterday.. bigg shocker.. greece beat the czech republic 1-0.. okay then again i wanted both of them to meet in the finals but what the hell.. haha one team advancing is zhong suan better than nothing..

today hmm... had some stupid skit thing for phy about atoms n all.. didn't really see what the point was but oh wellz.. the we went for some youth day mass thing n boy the singing was ahem ahem very nice.. haha.. got the youth day gifts.. bloddy hell some pple gave me the stupid freaking green one.. was so bloddy pissed k.. arse.. arggh.. whatever shan't talk about it.. shan't waste my energy on such rubbish... arggh.. had the chinese o level oral crap.. whatever larhz.. nervousness broke me down.. was trying to convince myself that it was practically impossible to fail.. haha.. the teacher from china was pretty nice though.. at least she smiles.. the other one is gosh so fierce looking.. n expressionless somemore.. haiz.. freaky k.. kept stuttering n stopping k.. crap.. n my stupid chinese didn't come out in proper sentances the way i wanted it to come out somemore.. crap crap crap k... arggh.. hope that it's really impossible to fail.. oh wells.. it's not like the questions were very easy or something right.. haiz.. so yeah.. oh wellz.. okay.. that shall be all.. don't feel like updating anything else..