haven't been blogging much. i'm sorry. don't really feel like blogging. i'm off the next two days before i go into camp. can't wait. i realise though sometimes i feel a bit afraid to go for certain camps i really end up missing them in the end. the upcoming mawai camp sounds super fun. really really cannot wait. motor boats... night cruise to see fireflies (really serious)... water obstacle courses, trekking up gunung arong and all. omg exciting exciting exciting! canadian international school. wonder how different it'd be from normal camps. =p loola coming up soon too... yay and i really want to do another HA camp. serious. fun fun fun i like =) you know initially when i first started doing camps... honestly, i pretty much disliked it. but now it's pretty much done a hundred and eighty degrees change. i'm enjoying it and i'm really happy and excited to learn new cheers. and to this i have someone to thank. firefly you rock. please dun ever say firefly sucks ever again. please don't.

im giving a whole new meaning to sick and tired =( rarhs.

omg omg omg omg hahahaha i've been accepted into ntu accountancy already. and wth i didn't even have to go for the interview. thought there was supposed to be one? ahaha sorry can't stop laughing at the one of the top candidates offered a place in the programme. hey i didn't do all that well lor. bet they wrote that to everyone who got accepted in. got some special invitation to their high tea. should i go should i go should i go? hahahaha but i applied for ntu for fun only leh. need to see what nus offers me. ahh oh no now i've a lot of things to think about. maybe i should accept accountancy instead? oh man. hahaha why am i so excited. i must be mad. hahaha. omg.

ahh busy tired i update at weird timings. finally got my wish to go for a ha camp at jbac fulfilled. haha luckly firefly pulled me back to a camp high a few days before. haha yay! jbac is really nice... and ha camps are funnn... especially the campfire. seriously. never had so much fun at a campfire before. haha i've a pink ranger cheer too. haha super cute la. anyway the poi ching kids are really cute... quite miss the instructor mango sleep with us leh, the why you always have a song for everything one and all... ahh so cute lor. ask me to write in the autograph page also got requirements one. one long paragraph, signature, name, smily face and a cheer. hahaha write until happy lor. so many booklets. haha... oh well but something about the camp was the after campfire debrief. found it quite heartening and meaningful. if we hold on together... some part of me felt that that touched and changed a few of their lives. haha... oh man i'll always remember this camp. one of my kids wrote to me... although you may not remember us, we will always remember you. wow all captured within a simple sentance. i'll remember you all too! =)

camping soon again next week and the week after. mawai and then camp loola again. i think i seriously do more overseas camps than local camps lor. but good also la. different type of experience. this time round... i'll do it good and i'll make it good. i can do this. must jiayou wor . yi ding yao you xing xin. =) anyway work at the cafe's been pretty fun... lots to learn from there. =) haha oh well. very tiring though juggling so many things. still need to do the trekking report and the notes... needs time... tired tired.. too tired to do it =(

haha oh something really funny happened last night. haha ardi rico and i went to visit yanling at her sph booth. rico left. so it was ardi and i left... we went shopping etc to kill time. then when it was finally time to leave, we walked to city hall mrt. and i was too lazy to walk back to suntec to take a bus home so yup ardi and i walked to the bus stop behind peninsular plaza to take a bus home. but i didn't have a bus there. cleverly remembering finding a way from clarke quay before, i declared that bus 10'd probably be at clarke quay there. so yup we walked there from city hall. from bus stop to bus stop we were checking for my bus... all the way until we reached past outram park before we finally gave up and took a bus to vivo so that i could take 10 home. haha and yup i cleverly dozed off.. and the next thing i knew... i woke up at tampines interchange. at 130am. smarttt... haha anyway yeah the worst part was that we just found out that haha bus 14 which goes to my house there, was right outside city hall mrt station. haha woo hoo... win liao. hahaha...

sigh still want to try boardsailing and learning a dance. hopefully i'll have time for that. still want to go backpacking in june... heh. ahh wish me luck. hahaha. =p

tired tired tired! dead busy... i think the people that i actually meet nowadays are yinwei, eng wei, ardi, song xi, stephen, firefly and now rui long... other than that... i barely ever meet anyone else. i've like disappeared. ahh busy busy. i'm going to start disappearing soon again. sigh. anyway i realised my boss at the cafe call me kimbo too. lol. quite funny when it happens. like half the world uses that nickname now. very nice to use meh? haha i'm quite amused by it. anyway realised there's a posb go card when i was doing some errand today. haha so funky la. can be used as a debit card cum atm card. haha rui long tells me it's been around for quite some time. haha omg i feel so out of touch with the world these days. i wanna upgrade to that card too! looks so funkaye =)

anyway something interesting happened. or at least so i think it's interesting. haha. on the way home there was a sit on the mrt. so seeing a more um yeah elderly uncle... naturally i gave the sit to him. was super tired then. i think he could sort of tell. i was falling asleep standing... then when he alighted at bedok he kept thanking me. haha not bad. at least i did something um meaningful today. is that the word. shit. too tired. i think i'm not thinking properly already.

mum left for taiwan this morning. went to the airport to send her off before work. ended up trying to kill my time at starbucks. =/ luckly firefly called and haha entertained me throughout while he packed his bag for his camp. met firefly at raffles place and haha we played the don't board the train when it comes game. hahas. kidding. ehhh hahahaha firefly! i seriously didn't know that your course is part of the engineering faculty in temasek poly lor. hahaha... yay we'll all go to engineering school! if that's what i accept. lalala... hahaha in comes a firefly msg when i type this. firefly is uber tired. sorry firefly... made you sleep so late last night. then now so tired. heh. =/

going back to ij tmr with rae hui... and jean literally just told me that the ij fiesta is tmr morning till early afternoon. heh. i see i see. they must have been planning a celebration for our homecoming for months. if not it wouldn't be so zhun lor. especially when i haven't been back to ij for years. literally. hahas. oh yeah btw the word of the day yesterday was akimbo. WTH. there's such a word?! not singular form of a kimbo. but a word itself. wo bei shocked diao lor. haha omg. seriously. oh well. hahas. omg i'm talking a whole load of rubbish. tired tired... pop! goes my heart... sorry that song's running in my mind now... so so tired... zzz...

hey... haven't been updating for quite awhile. just a post to show that despite all the rumors, i'm still pretty much alive. haha. sent eng wei off to tekong today. saw mingwei's friend kay kham at the saf ferry terminal ushering i think. haha. yup. anyway went to tekong first time ever. looks good sia. better than a resort. or at least so it seems la. had a tour around... eng wei's in mohawk. haha what an interesting name. oh well. hope he has fun in there. at least he has jie kai there. haha... upon returning to the saf terminal guess what... we saw chao kiat! going to enlist too. so qiao. hahaha cool. tekong... haha sia la... maybe i should sign on =p oops. haha.

been in kulai the past few days. mmm interesting i got to use a saw. hahaha. cheap thrill i know but hey it's kind of cool yeah. haha. been quite busy the past couple of weeks... but at least it seems to be dying down. starting work at a cafe tomorrow. wonder what it's like. always wanted to try waitressing. finally i'm going to get my wish fulfilled =) yay another off my wish list. got a call from high achievers this evening too. going to do a camp for them later this month. yeah man. soooo exctied can. hope hope it's jalan baht. i reallly want to go there. but anything lor i just really want to try a camp with them. haha =) yays. anotherrr thing off the wish list. yay it seems that i'm finally fulfilling what i want to accomplish within the holidays.

anyway yes i finally decided that i should start going back for physio. sorry everyone for taking so long to decide to. sorry for making you all worry. heh. my left knee is dead, right ankle dying and right knee starting to die. wow. =( yeah i'll start going back for it once i find out where i should go to do it. i wanna change place for physio. heh. ahhs. sigh. oh well. rarhs.