hur. i actually feel somewhat cheated.
all my life teachers have told me that diffusion doesnt occur in solids.
now i've an ENTIRE chapter on diffusion in solids.
and they told us that we were wrong. HUR.

bah. i realised my posts always paint a very sad image of my life. =/

oh well since im sigh stuck rushing lab reports and critiques in the middle of the night without any time to do my tutorials and assignments or to catch up with anything that i've fallen behind on as usual, i shall post something happier =)

managed to do a camp for HA during the first week of school for andrew. felt pretty bad for missing so many lessons though. rushed in and out for ctw. oh well. felt pretty... how would you put it. weird and unaccustomed to camps after such a long lay off. haha pretty shaky start but hey i guess it got a lot better. first time having an attachee under me too. kind of weird but alright. though dohnut and i took an normal tech class, i think at the end of the day, they really rocked. really really glad to have done this camp. wonderful students. all they need is more belief. belief that they're better than the rest. that they can do it. i'm really impressed by the determination and peserverence i was those past three days. i'm glad that we made a difference to their lives. probably one of the best camps ever =)














best mirror ever














xinyi and i



















haha my very sexy mirror. lol.

lets see. interhall games has pretty much came to an end for me already.

not all THAT great but alright i've to admit that it was quite an experience.

i only wish that i had done better for touch rugby. especially since i made it to the starting 6.

something i thought was impossible when i first entered the team a couple of months ago.

nevertheless, shall keep rugging on. inter faculty games basketball got cancelled. but i'm still playing touch rugby for engin. =)

alright not many photos to show for the many weeks of training and games here it goes...

kent ridge hall girls bball team 07/08

tennis match watching with wormie and kor

chinese new year celebrations this year was much more interesting than previous years =)

visited many many houses this year.visited both my mum and dad's sides, mr lim, carol, candice, minyi, alvan, jason, weeping, mel chua and mel chan's houses. =)

at candice's =)

at minyi's

at mel chua's

at mel chan's

oh well. yay and yesterday was v day. wonderful. had 8am to 6pm lessons. =( kr dinner. watched the guys soccer match. 6-0 whoots! haha and then met up with welson at vivo. =)
haha not bad la. quite eventful. haha.
i still feel so evil for not preparing any gifts. really been so so busy with all my work that i've hardly been having time to even catch up sleep. =(
but nevertheless, thanks for all the effort. =) the pretty doorhanger from cheegake, chocolates in a box from oliver and alvan, froggy snowglobe from kor, the heart shaped-like wand from wormie, chocolates from the korean fish, the tiramisu cake from xinyi, the flower from francine... a big thankyou! =)
hopefully i didnt leave anyone out. if i did im really sorry... the lack of sleep's getting to me. haha.

firefly and i

haha check it man. who's eyes are smaller. lol. =p

whee met with my beta hc today. froggy drove me over. went to cityhall for a dinner together before ain leaves for aussie. felt great meeting them again. after so so long. miss those times we had back in tj. simply amazing. =) no photos yet though. all with arvin and grace. shall update on the meeting again once after i get them.

too tired to carry on. it's nearly 6am already. bah. at least the lab report's done. shall continue with the critique and the rest tmr. goodnighttt =)

i'm really tired.
being stretched from every corner.
under so much pressure to perform this sem for everything.
it's not that ive completely given up and stopped trying.
i'm really very drained.
physically mentally emotionally.
i really don't know how much longer i can hold up with this.
i know i can't afford this sem.
but...
ahh that helpless feeling.
i'm losing control over my own life =(