sometimes i cant help it.
i'm trying my best to cope.
but it really doesn't when my neighbour's bf is ard everyday.
and i see him so much more often than you.
i don't expect to see you everyday.
i know that's not possible.
but this is making it v difficult for me.
i really wish i could just close my door and go without a care in the world.
but i can't.
so everyday i miss you.
and everyday i miss you more and more.
and i find it even more difficult when we hardly talk.
i need you to reply me. cos it helps to keep me going.
yet i can't tell you all of this.
because i know i need to be stronger.
to carry myself through this sem on my own.