so many things i want to say.
but yet i can't.

all things happen for a reason.

a lousy murphy's law ruled day.
im gonna put it behind.
cos tmr's gonna be a better day.

haha actually im quite easy.
all i want is a little get away with him.
a weekend escapade or something to somewhere near.
even bintan or batam or something sounds good.
yup. that's all. =)

because the first kiss is the sweetest =)
and because i love you.

procrastination.
in some sense a somewhat taboo word i must say.
they same way i had wanted to write this post a day or two ago. kind of got caught in the oh i think i've something else to do i'll do this later state.
so why have i decided to write this today? because i've finally found some personal time to do so? nope. i need to pack to move back into my room back in hall early tommorrow afternoon, i need to solve a couple of math questions. i'm writing this as a way of not doing all those things. procrastination yet again.

looking back in history, the most impressive people are mostly masters of procrastination. in that manner, there should be some bright side to procrastination yes?

with the endless number of things we could be doing at each moment in time, it's impossible to avoid something as tempting as procrastination.

there are three different variants of procrastination. you could 1) do nothing, 2) do something less important or 3) do something more important.

Procrastinators seldom do absolutely nothing; they do marginally useful things, things to get around doing the task at hand. So the solution? Structured procrastination.

Perhaps something along the line of making a list of tasks to be accomplished; ordered by importance. Just a little twist. The top of your list should probably consist of something that seems very important (but perhaps not so in real life) and very (seemingly) urgent. The somewhat highly exaggerated (in terms of importance) tasks. And by being the procrastinator in us, we'd probably end up accomplishing all the other less important (but actually more important tasks in real life) from the list. Deception you might say. But i actually do think that it might just work.

Just some food for thought =)

M.A.D

it's a mad mad world.
often in life, you would think that life is made up of big big things.
you sit down, thinking of a thousand and one ways to change the world.
but sometimes, it is the smallest things that make the biggest differences in life.

life, is made up of the simplest things.

you ask yourself, who am i to make a difference.
but, who are you not to?

small simple things such as giving up your seat on the bus or train to someone who needs it more, giving an encouraging word or two to a friend or even smiling to a complete random stranger go a long long way.

who i am makes a difference.

M.A.D. make a difference. today =)

moral of the story.
never trust nus.
never trust engin.
i hate them. i really do.
every semester they screw things up for me.
what's wrong with them.

dropped by the chem eng, bio eng and envi engin commencement this morning.
(means we're probably gonna graduate on the same time and date dear =p )
suddenly i feel quite inspired to graduate with honours
(probably cos it'd be quite paiseh to graduate withoout honours)
cos they split it up to with or without honours.
hehhh.
as long as i can keep up with this sem's semester cap. or do better. i think it's still possible =)
ah well. new found motivation. lol.

ps. i miss you. a lot.

i miss singapore.
i miss you.
i miss you like crazy.
cant wait to come back tmr =)

I'M BACK!

haha taking it slow this holidays =)

well needed long break. for once, i'm around =)

so yes, if you're around, you can start dating me out! wahaha =D

teamHAPS =)

first camp/race of the holidays.

the noMADic race.
haha follow our footsteps at http://teamhaps09.wordpress.com/
lol. an experience to remember =)

sam's birthday! hawaiian! =D
many fun polaroid moments and crazy dancing =)
and holidays means more time out with you! =D

wheeee! thailand in the weekend.

and rae wen this week hopefully! yay rocks =)

yay finished studying for tmr's module.
just a past year paper left to try =)
i'm anticipating!
my momentary freedom =)
though i'm a lil at a loss as to what to do with my holidays now that yep's been cancelled.
HMM. ah well. i should SO get a job then.
but till then, yay! =D

hehe. always and four-ever. haha
happy fourth month dear! =D

dear lord,
please give me the strength to pull through.
help me to see the bright side to every adversity,
because i know lord that behind every dark cloud there is a silver lining.
help me to stay calm and composed.
help me to react and make decisions, not based on rash impulse or emotions, but logically .

dear lord,
i really miss you so.

love,
your child.

i can't do it. =(

i think.

i'm going a lil crazy.
surving on 2-3 hours of sleep a day.

this is what happens when 24 hours a day are just not enough.

i'm so so tired. but i cant sleep. because im screwed if i do.

please please give me a break.

once i get past saturday and it's test...

i'm gonna go jogging.

i'm gonna sleep for 6 hours.

i'm gonna go for a short retail therapy if time permits. (i wanna see uniquelo)

i'm gonna spend a lil time with my family.

just for that saturday.

going for good friday mass in a few hours time. cant wait.

my little dinner escapade to the very nearby clementi central.

worth every second of our much needed break

i think this is quite cute. but my red hair cant be seen under this light =(

the two extremely tired looking engineers

always. =)

alrights back to the rushing. =(

because right now im now THIS close to giving up. =(
but i cant.
because i've been through giving up before.

some people ask.

what is love.

love is when you wish that he is the first person you see when you wake up every morning.

love is when you want the best for him all the time.

love is that mutual understanding that mutual feeling.

love is how this smile unknowingly appears across your face each time you see him.

love is that funny feeling inside.

love is that magic feeling when his arms are around you.

love is finding perfection in his imperfection.
love is loving him for being himself and no one else.

love is knowing he'll be there through thick and thin with you.

love is that feeling of reassurance, that he will catch me when i fall.

love is when you would do anything to be with him for that one additional second.

love is when you wished each and every second with him would last for eternity.
love is something you can't get enough of.

love is indescribable.

through this three months,

i've learnt and hopefully matured more than i ever could have.

happy third month dear. =)

anddd happy april's fool to everyone else. haha =p

on a side note, yes la! i passed my final theory test! easily! lol!

i hate falling sick.
maybe its cos i usually dont.
so when it comes it usually hits me much harder.
boo.
i hate the on off fevers.
i hate the sleepless nights.
i hate the runny nose.
i hate everything.
such a lousy timing.
but im glad for the bf.
and the mogu who just came over to cook noodles with me.
so so many things due.
i feel so unproductive.
but i cant help it.

acid attack.
stomach's been acting up again recently.
the painful churning a bit like suan feeling.
not the very sharp pains which used to come along with it in the past.
but still its getting on my nerves.
anti acid pills are working only slightly these days.
and i don't really know what to do.
frustrating.

so so busy.
if only there could be more than 24 hours in a day.